Quite a random post

while I'm taking my rest. Just random stuff happening in my life and thoughts and so.

Soooo... I expected I will draw something just for fun but it seems I'm tired and burnt out so much that any thought of drawing makes me feel uncomfortable hahaha but I have a lot of ideas in my head, just my hand doesn't want to hold a pencil. I tried to draw, actually, but it wasn't so successful

I really miss doing sketches so I plan to make a new sketchbook after going back from holidays. Not now, because i want to film it and it automatically goes to the "work" pile and makes me not touch it right now, As well as cleaning and refilling my palette, because I run off some colors and others became super dry and unusable. Like you may think it's okay for watercolor to dry and sure it is, but these I use so frequently so it became like scrambles? like little pieces of paint that just sit on my brush and disturb me while painting. Sooo I need to clean it and fill with fresh colors, but I also want to film it.

The bigger problem with filming now is the daylight. It's so little here at winter so I have to do film quickly between like 11 am to 3 pm... But I'm a night owl so I'm just a potato at that time hahahaha Waiting for summer SO MUCH. I've bought a lamp for filming painting process, that round shaped lamp, and it works nicely, extending my filming time, but specifically for painting processes, for vlogs and things like making something or cleaning palette daylight is the best.

Good news about my cat! If you check my IG stories you probably already know that tho. But I wanted to write it here again. So I found a weird lump on her back under her shoulder blade and brought her to the vet. Fun fact! I was so nervous so I accidentally got an appointment not to the closest vet which is like 7 minutes walking from my house but to the other one which is 30 minutes walk! so I was caring this fatty there and back home and every vet day my back was just hurting so much I was just lying on my bed for the rest of my day! And she is meowing when she's stressed type so we just were walking meowing and talking to each other all the way and people around was like EH? WHERE THE CAT? and then they see us hahahha

So... where was I.. ah! So we did a lot of tests and like three days ago I got final results and it turned out to be just a lipoma because she's a little fatty and we don't have to cut it out or do any other treatment because it basically don't bother her. So phew, we are good! I was so worried and stressed the whole time and now I'm so relieved i could breathe! We are still going to clean her teeth next Tuesday so I'm ready for back pain again... ohhh...

I also started my 2021 with growing wisdom tooth, which is growing for like 4 years now and didn't bother me that much but this time I was almost unable to open my mouth at all DDD: So I think I should go and remove it. It stopped growing and I finally can eat freely again (what a blessing!) 

I think that all I wanted to say... Probably? Maybe I'll write something later again if you're interested to read! Having last three days of doing basically nothing and back to work!