I CREATE AND I WRITE TO SERVE

oufghhh,
the urgency to write this one out loud from yesterday in my 75' drive got me like: okay i need to pull aside and jot down this one out to pages so i could stop the thought that circling out, another thought on this also an awareness of control so i didn't pull aside, holding this on the mind-space all the way to the end of my drive.

regrouping in cold freezing hands, sit waiting for my hot tea, before again i get baptize in the holy water of Mother Nature

it's kinda so obvious yet easier said than done: we were created to create

a vow i made while working with The Artist's Way, vow to the higher intelligent, creative forces, and to God: I CREATE AND I WRITE TO SERVE , and i don't even need to worry at all about the outcome because i'm only responsible to the act of creation when the forces and spirits comes, and i'm available, to be the greatest service for the higher intelligent.

with that said, i don't owe anyone a thing.

i have not and never ask anyone, even a friend to support my work, to pay for my work, not in a single word, because it's coming back to the outcome and who needs to hear, to see, to feel my work it's not in my control, i let the work, the creation speaks for itself. i'm the bridge to translate the formless into form, to share it with the world.

and if you are here, reading this, do whatever with all this information, only one expectation: no better than to inspire and be inspired.

a small thing like this that trigger and get in the way of my creation, or in the way artist to create, to be in state of creation with full expression. we are just playing so many different roles in this mad wild world. to create is certainly not the posting, not the sharing, not the marketing, not the fucking replying, engaging for the sake of visibility and boost, to create is only for the sake of creation and for the sake of being a great service for the Greatest Creator, to serve God is to create.

create, create, create

write, write, write

almost like or we should have a blinders on, when we run after something, should not look left or right, don't give a fuck about what this people think, what that people have to say.

NO.

it's distracting, it's getting in the way of your creation.

SO, NO !!!

you have your mission and you carry your vision, plugged the fuck in.

plugged in straight to source, plugged in straight to God.

let them.
let them say whatever, it doesn't matter.

keep your blinders on and run for your mission.