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So Long... For now...

I'm going to try to keep this peaceable.

I reached my income limit this year for Social Security Disability.

Since Nexus has determined in its benevolent wisdom (which happened to result in four million British Pounds in corporate reserves)...

...that replacing my government handouts with Bethesda-related income is a selfish-greedy action...

...since I have been informed that the five years I dedicated to the hobby mean nothing to anyone if I demand payment...
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You may wish to unsubscribe.

You might have encountered some controversies surrounding me on reddit or Discord already. In short, I feel that I am no longer welcome in the Bethesda modding community for the purposes I seek.

I wanted to support myself with this hobby because I love it so much, but that will never happen because I am prohibited from charging upfront. I don't think I can do much more to push for that ability other than going out in a blaze of glory, which I have done.

You can read about my pr...

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Your Money Update END

I'm going to drop the usual Monthly Your Money Report this month, because I no longer believe you deserve access to that information.

Various circumstances in my Community and the Wabbajack Community at large have convinced me that those Communities, with the release of Bethesda's Verified Creations Program, have become actively hostile to the idea of supporting myself with Bethesda-related Content, over and above even the hostility of ...

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Your Money Update #29

Hard Topics and the other social channels on Jolly Co-Operators have become a bit of an Albatross around my neck. For that reason, I have decided to split all social functions for my hostile personality off to a separate server. If you want to hang out and chat, please consider joining, but for now, membership is request only. I hope by doing this I can foster an environment better suited for my prickly personality that will risk less dramatic blowback against m...

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Your Money Update #28

First a bit of a note on my health. Given that my current medication had lost its effectiveness, I attempted to switch to a new medication called Caplyta. It worked fantastic to treat my condition. I was happy, active, engaged, and motivated -- sleeping better with less irritation. However, after about a week of taking it -- a serious side effect developed. My body became unable to regulate its internal temperature. Taking off my sweater made it feel as tho...

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Your Money Update #27

First a bit of a note on my health. It has taken a downturn for the summer. I do not know if mental and emotional difficulties will allow me to work as efficiently on profiles and commissions. It's the depressive cycle of a disorder that used to be called "Manic Depressive" before that became uncool to say. These typically last for a few years and involve lethargy and lack of motivation. You can read about my previous experiences with them on View Post

Your Money Update #26

Thus far, in April, I have received $694.77 in Patreon subscription donations. Of this, $127.91 was taken up by Patreon's Payment and Platform fees, leaving me with $566.86.

My first expense of the month was to catch up on the credit card minimums from the previous month — something I had neglected. These are five extremely low-balance, high-interest cards I am foolishly trying to use to build my credi...

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The Kommissars in Town

Just a few moments ago, I received the below DM from Discord Administration regarding server monetization. It's most likely a bot of theirs.



Their policies about NSFW content haven't changed, but they are pretty strict. I also attached an image from their TOS.

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Your Money Update #25

For March, I received $367.75 in Patreon subscription donations, thus far.

From this, $31.00 was deducted to ship a hoodie with the bombin' Licentia logo to one of my more dedicated Patrons. I hope they enjoy it and tell many interested parties about my modlist when asked!

I'm going to be blunt. A new medication caused my appetite to skyrocket, and my attempt to keep grocery budgets low kept me perpetually disgusted with...

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Your Money Update #24

For February, I received $403.03 in Patreon subscription donations, thus far.

$215.00 of your Patreon subscription donations went to keep the lights on. Luckily I can write this entire amount off!

$125.41 of your Patreon subscription donations went to purchase groceries, because I am attempting to eat more at home. Still not exactly healthily, though.

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Your Money Update #23.

For December, I received $338.50 in Patreon donations, thus far.

$67.25 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various "fees."

$92.54 of your Patreon subscription donations went for my and my Aunt's combined cell phone bill.

$33.47 of your Patreon subscription donations went to the water bill. I have found a way to twist the knob to prevent leaking (actua...

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Your Money Update #22

For November, I received $461.31 in Patreon donations.

$85.20 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees.

$211.00 of your Patreon donations went to the electric bill which allows me to do what I need to do. It is holding steady due to my bill that has been "levelized" (evened out) over a six month period. My Aunt has gotten to where she likes to keep it around 65F in here (in t...

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Your Money Update #21

So far on Patreon, I have received $340.22 in October donations.

$67.25 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees.

$35.55 of your Patreon donations went toward the third payment of a financing plan I set up for Starfield Premium Edition. I haven't really played much yet besides the standard Bethesda intro I'm certain will be really popular to skip before long...

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Eyes Bigger Than The Belly

Folks, I'm afraid I'm going to have to let you down. 

My latest plan was to release a beta version of Quests by the 24th, and that is just not going to be possible.

My class schedule for the last two weeks involved watching maybe 50 corporate training videos and completing three programming projects. I ignored it anyway for about half a week, but after experimenting a bit with the assignments, I estimated the responsibilities of the rest of the class schedule and quickly real...

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Your Money Update #20

So far on Patreon, I have received $360.12 in September donations.

$71.06 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees.

$36.28 of your Patreon donations went toward keeping the water running. This number is pretty consistent.

$213.00 of your Patreon donations went toward providing the electricity I use to do my work. This number is up a bit due to ...

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You see a "Licentia QUESTS" ahead.

As I have been thinking the past few months about Licentia, I have wondered to myself: what about a Skyrim modlist makes me excited? What about the base game makes me excited? What, in fact, makes me excited about single-player RPG's at all? And I always arrive at the same answers: Hot people, sexy scenes, and an absolutely insane number of quests in which to roleplay my badass fantasies as best I know how. And I also ask myself: does this m...

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Your Money Update #19

$69.26 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees.

$14.50 of Merch went out this month, in the form of a Licentia logo coffee mug.

$10.00 of your Patreon donations went to support the Patreon of Wabbajack. These funds are used to pay for the server which renders the user interface for the app, processes installations, and hosts files that have the appropriate ...

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You May Have Lost Access


If you're thinking about subscribing, your bank did not decline August's payment to "cacophony1979", or you still have access to the VIP channels of my Discord, this message does not apply to you.

For some reason Patreon must have transitioned to an overseas payment processor for some localities. This may have resulted in your bank flagging those transactions as fraudulent when they weren't. They're probably just trying to maximize as much profit for their wealthy ...

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Your Money Update #18

$68.37 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees.

$14.50 of Merch went out this month, in the form of a Licentia logo coffee mug.

$10.00 of your Patreon donations went to support the Patreon of Wabbajack, which is used to finance the Build Server's bandwidth costs.

$15.00 of your Patreon donations went to support @aceanimations, along w...

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Your Money Update #17

$77.87 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees.

$14.50 of Merch went out this month, in the form of a Licentia logo coffee mug to a long-time contributor (and now friend), so thanks to them! If you have put a lot of time into the modlist and maybe had your most epic Skyrim playthrough ever, why not mark the occasion by subscribing to a higher tier for a bit and getting yourself a commemor...

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Your Money Update #16

$74.72 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees.

$0.00 of Merch went out this month, so I am spared that small expense.

$222.00 of your Patreon donations went toward my electric bill. Energy prices must have gone down because it is remaining below its height of three months ago, despite a "levelized" account and lackluster attempts at maintaining good power-saving policies. View Post

Your Money Update #15

$63.13 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees.

$45.50 went to Patreon so they might print and ship a plain Licentia logo hoodie and coffee mug to two different users. Please enjoy them.

$5.00 of your Patreon donations went to support Kreiste, the creator of HIMBO.

Not much to report this month. Very early on, as soon as all my income paid in, I diver...

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Your Money Update #14

$83.07 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees. The return of Merch tiers a couple months ago means these are a bit higher.

Speaking of Merch, $14.50 went to Patreon for them to print and ship a delightful Licentia logo mug to one of my dedicated users. Thanks for your support, friend! For the rest of you: if you spent a lot of time with my list and would like to commemorate it somehow, w...

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Your Money Update #13 (& 1/2 for the superstitious)

$87.15 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees.

$5.00 of your Patreon donations went to support Kreiste, the creator of HIMBO, because they are awesome.

$5.00 of your Patreon donations went to PureDark, for the ENB-compatible version of the Skyrim Upscaler mod (DLSS & FSR2), which I prefer to use to keep my testing runs snappy and responsive. I also strongly wish for this mod's ...

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Your Money Update #12

$75.79 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees.  

I have had to cut down on some of my own Patreon donations for reasons I'd prefer not to go into here. If you want to learn more information, please ask me on my Discord.

$5.00 of your Patreon donations went to support Kreiste, the creator of HIMBO.

$5.00 of your Patreon donations went to PureDark, and also $5 View Post

Your Money Update #11

$91.11 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreon's various fees.  

$5.60 of your Patreon donations went to ship one of my crazy stickers to a more generous Patreon subscriber who has remained a member for three months. Thanks for "sticking" with me.

$15.00 of your Patreon donations went to support aceanimations. I feel that his OpenSex suite for interfacing with OSA is now mature enough to rep...

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Your Money Update #10

$96.71 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreons' various fees.  

$15.00 of your Patreon donations went to support aceanimations, almost single-handedly keeping the O series alive.

$13.00 of your Patreon donations went to AliceMods, diligently converting SexLab anims for OStim so we don't have to.

$13.00 of your Patreon donations to Scrab of Lover's Lab, one the few ho...

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Your Money Update #9

$100.92 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreons' various fees.  

$35.00 of your Patreon donations went toward flood relief for the recent tragedy in Kentucky which you may have read about. Thanks for the extra donations that made this possible.

$16.80 of Users' more generous Patreon donations went to print and ship them silly little old Republican and Democrat stickers I created because I thought they were funny.
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Your Money Update #8

$112.84 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreons' various fees.

$124.60 of Users' more generous Patreon donations went to pay for one fucking t-shirt thanks to an error on Patreon's part. Thankfully they discovered it and refunded me approximately $100 about a week later. As a reaction I unpublished all my merch tiers until further notice. Thanks to my best subscribers for donating these larger amounts.

I calcul...

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Your Money Update #7

I'm a little bit down-hearted at the moment so let's get to it. I will probably write a blog entry about my troubles sometime next week, after I hang out with my Book Club friend.

$101.23 of your Patreon donations went toward Patreons' various fees.

$62.20 of Users' more generous Patreon donations were returned to them in the form of CacoMerch -- three t-shirts and two stickers. Thanks to my best subscribers for donating these larger ...

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