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Happy Father's Day. How would your protective yet encouraging dad.. what's his name ? Um.. never-mind: names aren't as important as people think… How would your dad feel if he hadn't talked to his child on the phone in 7 years, while away in t/service ? He’d be pissed & sad &.. have mixed-feelings about that: t/conflicts & constraints. So I'm pissed, sad, hangry, tired, just got out of a little payback fight for my friend Jennifer's friend just walking-up, b!tch-slappin’ her, then walking-off. Next time that b!tch come around, she told me to get out of my friends car, opens & my car door, demands that I leave & vacate my items. While she grabs my shades off my face: I simultaneously reach-up & snap her dog-tag right-off her neck in a second. She throws my sun-glasses, & I twisted her down by the shoulders, put my shins on her biceps, & gave her some fatherly advise. I get-up, gather my things, hand her things back to her, so she understand my boundaries & Jennifer's t/same now. Jennifer & I don't give each other orders, we don't touch each-other’s stuff or do anything without permission & consent, which means: don't take my shades, don't touch Jennifer, b!tch & her ain't friends no more. Her & I: weren't never friends. I can't stand to listen to her anymore. I’ve been tolerating her only b/c her & Jennifer go way-back. I let her know I don't want to; hear her voice, look at her, breathe t/same air as her, & we done talking: Agreed ? Jennifer be a victim & witness in a federal-case. She got federal witness-protection. She just assaulted a witness under my protection. I end that conflict between t/bitch & Jennifer. T/b!tch ain't been heard since. I sent her into exile & banished her from my ally’s territory. I should probably not write after combat, when I got that b!tch’s dog-tag in my hand still. I should probably sleep on it for.. a day: & not burn more bridges. Are there any therapists on BetterHelp having previous experience with an.. XXTP-A, where X means both letters. Full-spectrum extro & intro-versions, flexible & adaptable, meaning an Army of 4 in 1: the Logician, Maestro, Entrepreneur, &.. Whatever, a; lone-wolf empath / heyoka empath, who's doing a speed-run through the last day in “Edge of Tomorrow” with no memory of what happened in the previous loops-of-time ? A therapist who's maybe psychic, maybe a witch: but not required, who can life-coach a time-blind time-travel affected Captain Planet. Like.. maybe a pretty Asian who: could rap-battle cosplaying as the time-witch from Modoka Magica, or a more Asian looking Bayonetta ? If she wants to wear a Clown, Alice, or Mad-Hatter outfit: I guess it's her office & i.. can't tell her how much to wear, but costumes will be mandatory (to begin with) unless costumes run out. Does BetterHelp have a therapist like; all that & Vegan w/o borders ? Someone who could cheer me-up like an old-friend ? How much would that be for an hour ? The patient is in his early forties, looking thirties, not in the greatest health like an old man with Alzheimers, who can't recall names or dates so well. Is there a therapist who can tolerate such short-comings ? 2025Y05M15D 13H(GMT-7H).

Archon Jackpot

So.. your make-up is minimal. That's good, b/c I can be ready in 5 minutes & women who can't leave the house w/o putting their face-on: is a bit of a turn-off. I’m more into stage/cosplay makeup. I suggest a way to make time to call, & you’ll make an excuse not to give me 5 minutes b/c you’re afraid of everything around me. My ex-wife was that way. I don't like repeating mistakes. Heaven was mistaken. I should just reset. You won't have dreamed of me & every work of yours dealing with me will disappear. No Beatles, No Cher, no nothing. Instead of erasing t/videos about your death: I’ll just get rid of it all & we can see what you're like w/o my influence. No GoFetchSketch, No RileyReRun, no Intervention. I'm letting you go back to being an alcoholic veterinarian or what ever homeless scrub you would've been when we met elsewhere. Enjoy it while it lasts. I actually liked Hazel, but she hates me. You both have too much pride to apologize to me for anything. I’m going to be erasing your influence on me as well, like The Eternal Sunshine of t/Spotless Mind. Every K&Q except Bjork & JackPot will be erased. Goodbye. Your math is about Pros & Cons: for you. You don't have my list of Pros & Cons. Your calculation is neglecting benefitting/harming me in any way. That's really selfish. Shallow & narrow/close-minded. Tell the sun your world doesn't revolve around it. Whatever life you want no longer matters. Just another casualty & waste of time. 2025Y06M13D 0007H(GMT-7H).

Archon Jackpot

You should know that I would never slay your friends, resulting in a 911 call in a closet, because that was me & everyone but Vegans ( & consumers of nicotine ) being mind-controlled 1st. I do consume lots of dairy, so I was the 1st of you all to turn into a fighting "zombie" when signaled. That movie where t/parents turn on their kids: is about to become a reality. Can I ask a rather obvious question ? It's not just you, but no one has written back except for Cyn. I'm feeling like the tree that keeps falling in the forest & does not make a sound. Cyn has divorced, is one hell of a step-mom, & had taken a break from stardom to get her house & affairs in order. If there's only 50 comments on her work, then I actually can get noticed & have a positive interaction, but.. anyone more famous has people to handle accounts, therefore, there can be no personal connection. It's.. a catch-22. I can't talk to a somebody as a nobody. I was invited to go to this "Creator Picks LA" thing for social-media influencers, but difficulty acquiring the antidote for myself & others has taken priority. I got to get mine before it flies off the shelf. I can't quit smoking again until that happens. Until that's complete, I can't release that Intel, which.. would divert the use of our National Guard & military: to make the antidote in the manufacturing plants around the clock to meet demand. Every human, pet, & animal will periodically be required to take this to counter WWZ causalties. Before I left in February, I had asked my mother to order a 55lb bag of it: to make sure my family survives, but they all still think I'm delusional, so.. I guess my ignorant family can all die. I'm fine w/that. No one has lifted a single finger to help me in the way that I've asked for help. They all have this recipe for success to share, & I've told them to stop suggesting jobs in town because I have THEE job already. I've completely checked out of the rat race since 2017 after my divorce: 2 years before I was Archon. Did I keep that a secret from you in previous timelines.. that I was angelic service ? There's a lot of songs about angels, but you don't have any religious content, except for that part about Jesus in "Pretty Girls". None of the guys at the mental hospital liked your other songs, but they all really liked that 1 btw. I showed my fam the proof, & after that, if they still don't believe me, then technically, doesn't that make them the delusional ones ? Delusional patients will continue to have false-beliefs, even after being presented with any evidence to the contrary. If t/end result is their death; that makes them disorderly. I understand that when I get my phones stolen by the back-stabbers I'm trying to get closer to, I'm going to lose followers. I've never had more than 50 subs or created any content. I'm a content-provider of what's on my radar to play while I make t/private playlists of junk or that last world-save. As I near this finish-line, I wonder if the only timeline that works is the one where everyone ignores me &.. I must do everything myself. Was that the whole point: for me to get to a level where I can do everything by myself.. or was it b/c.. any relationship would delay my work & that's t/pathway of least resistance my.. lighting had to take to strike my target ? How do angels get me: a person with pathological demand avoidance (PDA), like Michael from T/Office, to do the paperwork ? I guess it had 2B this way. The burden of proof in on me, but I can't make a sound. You on the other-hand, have a few million subs. I've sent you t/antidote in messages on Instagram, but you haven't accepted any invites or messages. I would think.. as soon as anyone understands that millions could die every day this antidote doesn't get out, that you yourself, would seize the opportunity to put that on blast, yet you haven't. You know, those messages in real-time do pile-up like credit-card bills. It's going to become a nightmare as the debt becomes more overdue. You ever see that Anime where the young lovers part &.. as the one gets further away in space, their messages take much longer to be received ? I do have screenshots of who I follow & who still.. hasn't accepted invites. I expected every K&Q to have something to say because they sure do have an awful lot to sing about, yet no one writes, calls, or will video-chat. We're not light-years away. I have no problem being on camera between old friends, yet.. it feels like they're all so busy chasing money which won't be saving them. I hate social media. I hate Facebook & Instagram. I hate how YouTube has shadow-banned many of my communities. T/only reason I would ever go on Facebook, is to contact an old-friend, but I don't ever use it myself. I hate people who never read comments to even see if what they're saying has already been said. I don't add anything that already has. I hate being redundant & people who are redundant. I hate having to repeat myself b/c I hear everything t/1st time unless I happen to enter hyper-focus before they approach. I've told many: please say my name b4 they begin talking b/c my name is usually t/only thing besides physical disruption that will bring me out of hyper-focus. I don't like coming-back to t/middle of someone's sentence & not understanding what t/hell is going on.. because they can't follow one single & simple rule: say my name. That TLC song is starting to make sense, as much as, Janelle Monae's song that says 'say my name B!+€#, say it !'. It's easy to see how I could have become Ha-Satan b/c I hate people in general: t/whole lot. More than likely, everyone I met in previous timelines was homeless. Imagine every K&Q being a drug-addict on the streets before I came along, & now they only understand those echoes as wet-dreams. It's a far-cry from t/service which I've provided. Sure, you & I got some great tunes to listen to growing up. The Beatles, Eddie Money, etc: but after countless lifetimes of sacrifice, of stopping my life to work on everyone else's problems, I've gotten; no hand-shakes, no awards, no money, no messages, no calls, no real family, & no real friends. Everyone normal seems ignorant to a depth I can't even fathom. Maybe that's why God & t/angels liked me. She can't ignore your prayers. She must listen & be patient. I haven't met anyone who has those qualities to the same degree which I do. Ha-Satan's origin story is one of betrayal & how the God of Truth which I worship: she wasn't able to honor her agreement. After many lifetimes of suffering & being betrayed by God by not giving him what they & he could not find for himself: his true-love. He felt unseen & not appreciated. Betrayed, so once he got his wings: he disappeared in time like Skynet & made a mess as a burning-bush. My only saving grace has been the revelation that God sees me from every angle, from every timeline, & she has seen more of me than any other human possibly could. No entity will ever know or love me as she does. Her & Michael: love me to death. I get that now. I got a call from my serial-killer friends. They called me a faggot, so I told them I've got way better options in this timeline, & after I'm done saving t/world they're in, I would gladly meet-up & duel with them later. Most religious-folk don't know that we live a balance of male & female lives b4 graduation into angelic service. God herself has access to the memories within the books of life. T/angelic service is more than LGBTQ+.. it's “all of the above” on a test of gender. That wall between men & women: should come down like the Berlin Wall. I also do talk on t/phone with my best-man from jail, Nth coming of Jesus. I haven't heard from him in awhile. He could be dead, he.. could be out already & got hit by mercenaries. I gotta look at the court-dockets & jail-roster to see b4 I throw money on his books. When we got to discussing our body-count, I had 2go2 my room & start listing all of my ex's, since I'm not so great w/names. My list was between 10 & 20, but he says, "4000". I was like.. how is that.. even possible ? There's only 365 days in a year & he’s 30-something. That's like..🙄... 200-300 women per year. How t/hell did Yoshua manage that ? He used to live in Las Vegas. He's very charismatic & well-endowed. He sings like.. Bush/Creed & likes Death-metal. I can't think of anyone else I'd rather have as my wingman. That guy in the "attending the wedding of a man I loved" video.. that guy looks more like Yoshua than I do. Taylor Swift has a guy in videos: who wears a black-hat. Sexyy Red has a song/album cover w/white Air-Force 1 shoes. My hat & shoes. What a coincidence. That means they've met a more similar version of me & their music is closer to revealing what I'm like if you're more than curious. I'm going to watch.. "Everything, Everywhere: All At Once" tonight. Watched "Safety Not Guaranteed" t/other night. I'm so far behind on my movies from being confined for 3-4yrs. Any recommendations along those lines ? 2025Y06M11D 1953H(GMT-7H).

Archon Jackpot

There was a period where your hair was blonded. I kinda like a light sun- bleached look that says you either garden a lot or live near the beach of a pacific island. I'm a fan of two-tone hombre blends or.. the ends frosted like like a fox-tail. Maybe.. that's what "Foxy-Lady" by Jimi Hendrix is about. There's a rumor he had a ring with a piece of the original ring of King Solomon: used to command demons, but I already came across a guy on Spaced Out Radio: who supposedly has & uses the original during his paranormal work. That would be really useful.. in court on a person testifying in a case-later, for him to pull-out this Legion demon & hold it while I cross-examine the suppressed soul of the victim against her abuser: who targeted another female patient at the mental hospital. What a coincidence, they both developed completely different personalities which are like male-bullies after tangling with this abuser. He showed up at the hospital, tried to claim they were together so he could take her kids while she had amnesia, then took her to court for the kids, but failed to provide DNA when the court requested. T/FBI is going to love this guy. Part of my dilemma has been how to go about legitimizing the meta-physical in the eyes of the law, psychiatry, & medical- care. I've come across some people on my journey: who are these little golden opportunities to make systemic changes. When I requested ADHD testing to diagnose me from my own copy of the DSM-5: doctors refused. Then I told them I had already been diagnosed previously.. & they said, "we don't treat that here". They don't allow copies of Request-forms, so I made my own carbon-paper w/graphite to completely blacken one blank-sheet of paper, sandwich it b/t 2 forms, then transfer the graphite to the blank form on the bottom: by writing on the top blank form: which applies sharp- pressure to transfer the graphite to the bottom form to produce an exact verbatim copy. Their house of cards is built upon that form censorship & after mailing those copies home in sealed legal manilla envelopes, I managed to get dirt on every staff member who needs to be in prison. You seen that show.. "90 days in" ? I was.. ~410 days in an MK jail, & 🙄... ~775 days in multiple units; Max, medium, & minimum security: at an MK forensic mental hospital & then.. my ~90 days here at an MK hotel is nearly complete. I'm packing & preparing to move again like.. Jack Reacher, or.. The Accountant.. because my work here is done. I've got everyone. I can only play stupid for so long before staff start to figure-out they're not as good as I am at lying. It's been fun, but I'm done being type-cast for that role. I am so looking forward to cashing-in those receipts for my service. I still have.. 6 months to renew my sworn-oath as a federal deputy to collect back- pay for undercover work for four branches of the Armed Services. That.. means 4 checks. That's.. ~( 4 x (410 + 775 + 90)) = ~( 4 x 1275 ) = 5100 days. Divide that by 365 & we have.. um.. 13.97260273 ~ 14 years of back-pay, & t/meter is still rolling. I worked holidays as well, so that's at least 2 weeks at holiday pay for every year, which adds.. ( 14yrs x 14 days) = ... ( 2^2 x 7^2 ) = 196 days. Over 14.5 years of backpay, & still rolling.. those spicy-dice with my spicy-hands. 2025Y06M07D 2058H(GMT-7H).

Archon Jackpot

I almost forgot to mention Brad Pitt in Benjamin Button. I'm sick still, but at the same time, getting healthier, feeling younger, improving, but I've had to wait to heal & recover to become better than I've ever been health-wise. Next time someone asks how you're doing, reply: “Phenomenal”. 2025Y06M07D 1511H(GMT-7H). https://youtu.be/kEaclTJZCKc?si=CJHB13ftwQRQheXq

Archon Jackpot

You like your therapist, right ? She challenges you. She helps reframe things. You had good things to say about her: your relationship. So when I see you're sick, that you had a micro-Covid period, a tiny one, even smaller than micro: but it allowed you to also take a break & self-care. So you just described part of your self-care routine & BTS at trailer-life on the set. If you're feeling down, then redecorate. You like those light-lamps in your videos. If you were to get some better lighting in a space where you may only spend a few hours, can be a darker-place than you realized because you don't spend as much time in there if you're just going in to sleep when it's dark. Dark is welcomed for sleep. However, you start spending a few days in there, you felt the low lighting more, in addition to be sick, & dealing with your mental acrobatics & gymnastics, for which you are known to be a gold-medalist in. Throw-up some RGB remote lighting with pre-programmed dimming & frequency responsive capabilities. You could.. get some lighting set-design workers to swarm on that task while you're busy shooting. Pay the crew, & cheer-up. Green-light is for energy & alertness. Try that instead of those day-light bulbs, or just.. buy all of those networkable wifi-bulbs & give your trailer a make-over. Blue is depressing, stay away from blue. Red is like.. too dark, except for me under emergency-power aboard the starship: of Miss Earth 2018-2025. You're good where you are. You’ve done well for yourself. You’very added some podcast time in your life during dishes. You're avoiding distraction during your writing time & carving out some precious silence for a bit like ice-cream to defragment your mind onto paper, & reassemble what parts you want to keep, & before you know it, you’ve got basis for a biography after you die by someone else ? Hell no. Try writing a post-humous autobiography. If you can't tell your story in public, then write it in Secret, and securely time-vault it. It's a good genre for hyper-vigilant people to write & flow. These playlists? They’re the Captain’s Log: Earth: Star-Date unknown, aboard the USSF: JP040182. If there were.. a starship named the USSF: AA081889 filled with Anna clones, with Bestie as Captain, & Captian Bruce invites Bestie over for tea: at either ship: depending upon which one of them has the better mood-lighting. If you want to party, I think pink-light with a bit of UV in the mix is nice for parties & whenever you wanna cheer-up a bit like the set of Pretty Girls. Yes, it was all usable. Thank you for making that. I do like how women have elevated rejection to an art-form. You say white-washed but.. I think you looked great in photos with more of a golden-brown tan. I know how you feel about your skin. Maybe there's a tanning bed with all of the bad frequencies taken out. There may be a red-light therapy bed comfortable enough to nap-in and set the oven-timer for 1 memory-maintenace cycle of sleep. Does Captain Bestie look like a Greek-Godess ? Is she from t/Evil-Universe ? The Bad-Girl side ? Is it safe for Brucie to drink the tea Brucie brings to the USSF: 081889 for 2 hours of tea-time ? Maybe Captain Brucie should should’ve got some better mood-lighting, so he didn't have to bring the tea. She would feel safer bringing her own drink for a walk with Brucie to his or her quarters afterwards ? Evil Bestie sees what 13 Brucies operate like on board daily. What if Brucie is from the Evil Universe, & Bestie is from the Good Universe ? What happened to all of t/mustache clones ? How did Good Bestie manage to take-down 12 Bad Brucies during her 2 hour visit aboard the USSF-040182 from hell ? You brought your sword of truth which slays Evil by reflecting their own lying wickedness upon their self-conscience, & they immediately slay themselves. If a weapon is not available, they tear themselves apart. They so much as touch the blade: they'll be history. What does that slay-scene look like ? What's your sword of truth look like ? 1 of the 13 survives because he wasn't totally evil. Captain Bestie throws him into quarantine on the USSF081889. What happens next ? That's called flipping the script. It's reframing. Writing is therapeutic. Lighting is therapeutic. Sound is therapeutic. This visit for tea between Bestie & Brucie was supposed to be therapeutic to foster Comradery before attacking & destroying the BQ: Borg Queen & her infectious nano-machines. It is now up to 13 Besties and one rebel misfit Brucie to defeat BQ & prevent her from taking Earth during first contact like a plague. The Ai medical Bestie has formulated an antidote to the nano-machines & sends a distress-signal to Earth to prepare the Resistance that will be futile when it becomes immune to the month-long attack & battle for Earth. Only Captain Bestie & the misfit Brucie survived. They went to Risa & recovered from their injuries in separate hospital beds. Thee End. 2025Y06M07D 1448H(GMT-7H).

Archon Jackpot

Size of t/baby bottles doesn't matter to me if t/nipples don't work. I'm surprised there's not a nipple-implant or cosmetic surgery. I looked & women are limited to prosthetics. They're hand-crafted & look very convincing, but I think someone should invent something. There's tattooing the areola, but that doesn't help the.. form of the nipple. Your implants predate me. Every version of you had a boob-job. If only we had more advanced medical tech from non-humans to connect nerves like a fiber-electric splice or nanobots. I feel a bit like PeeWee Herman saying the word of the day. More trans-folk would get sex-organ transplants if we could make them less numb ? Sweden or France wouldn't have a problem with it. The problem with low transplant rate among trans-folk: is because our human medical tech can't meet the demand. What if.. that we're to change if someone figured out how to program the nanobots to do that one thing: splice nerves, & then receive code-updates like a new software release. They would have to be updatable: like a computer. It would be wise to add a self-destruct code: just in case adverse health effects we're to threaten the life of the patients. I like watching women put on & take-off their makeup: to observe the amount of effort involved. If you had a set-time at which you do that, I wouldn't mind video- chatting while you do that if your schedule is packed. We could v-chat on your sick-days. I’m always sick, so whenever you're sick: that would make 2 of us. After I get my surgery, my voice is going to sound less like I'm pinching my nose with my fingers while I speak. Try that once to see how different your voice is before & after. If anyone sees a sphere of colored shells around street-lights or the moon at night: it may mean; that patient has HPA-axis brain-damage like me, & t/eyes of Monet. I see green & blue layers around white lights which aren't on any pictures I take. It looks like a dandelion before the seeds are blown. That kind of spherical. You added that poem about the eyes of Monet to one of your videos. The word JackPot is said in one of your older GoFetchSketch videos. I wish I would've understood those sooner than like.. a week ago. Is there anything else you think I should know that I still don't ? I disagree on there being people who are bad for bad's sake. There's abusers who like being abusive like the mental hospital staff. There's going to be never- ending legal-battles in the next chapter of my life as I become the Anti-Diddy. Does anyone in your circle still criticize me & do you stay silent, defend me, join in ? I was a bit worried about you passing my photos around & what someone else might do with that information. I got an update from angelic service that there's a photo of me in sunlight near a car, titled: "energy-shift". They don't even know it's me yet. There's this influencer gathering in LA on Tuesday I'm thinking of going to & I'm not sure if I'm ready, but I may be going public in only 5 days, & dropping all of the truth before I do that soon. I've been changing things in the least disruptive way I can manage. They call that: "The Innovator's Dillema". I liken the idea of these texts being like those of military-leaders & their loved ones during war. Florence Nightingale died from what I have. Didn't she write one of the greatest love stories about a pilot she encountered as a nurse? We could be like Martha & Washington. Are there any war-time letters or stories: which you think of as romantic ? 2025Y06M06D 0120H(GMT-7H).

Archon Jackpot

I have to say, I did not question where the boobs are. It was quite clear before and after surgery. I feel you're talking to some strange people, Anna.

James Ditto

Hahaha exactly. Whatever surgery or hormones or anything people want it's nobody's business but their own. People can do they please whenever they please.

Eric Draven


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