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Saturday Update!

Good morning! It's finally the weekend and it's time for an update!

Full disclosure it is currently 4:30 am as I write this and I've been up since 2 with some bog standard insomnia so this might not be written super well ^^;

Last week went alright I think, though there were some challenges as usual. I spent a bunch of Thursday getting my taxes done which is always a pain in the ass [ one of the drawbacks of self-employment haha ]

I tried to do a mix of making new tracks and fixing up some old ones. I admit I'm starting to get a little nervous about my schedule. It's true that I have at least some kind of track for almost everything on my list now, including some on the 'want, not need' list- but I still need to program everything into the game, add in sound effects, and make adjustments to some animations or tracks to make them match up better.

I think I can use next week to come up with the remaining tracks and fix what I can, but then I need to switch to programming etc. for the remaining two full weeks of March.

Later on during the final features phase and beta testing, maybe I can improve tracks and just replace the file. But for now I need to put 'done' before 'good'.

So, let's get into the tracks then!

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the torture loops [ mild/intense/sexual ]:

These are a bit out of order on the list there, sorry! The mild variant is at the bottom because I accidentally uploaded the .wav version at first ^^;

These were made a little while ago but I've made some small adjustments to hopefully make them feel less repetitive/boring. I got some really good critiques on these and I tried to implement the advice, but... it didn't always go how I hoped.

I ended up spending a lot of time trying to add things and always disliking it, I often became frustrated at my lack of ability. I'm trying to keep thing in perspective and keep moving forward though. I really can't let stuff like that stop me.

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the reversal loops [ mild/intense/sexual ]:

These are new, and they're alternate loops that I need for some scenes where the mood is different than usual. I'm actually pretty happy with these!

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somnium and somnium_blue:

There's not much I can say about these two, they're meant to be flavour for a bit of 'downtime' in the script- so they're a lot slower and less intense than the usual stuff.

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survival_clean and survival_chained:

The 'clean' version of this song existed already, but I edited it a fair bit to get it closer to what I wanted. The intro is mostly untouched but the rest has been beefed up!

The 'chained' version is new[ish?] as it's a variant of the original 'clean' version. This version is meant to be slower and darker.

I'm definitely happier with these than I was with the first draft!

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So, as it stands right now, I've made at least something for every 'needed' gameplay loop on my list, and the only loops missing from my 'wanted' list are variants [ like nighttime versions of the torture loops, stuff like that ]. As for the songs, I need to make one more variant and I still need to decide on what I want for the credits screen and the main menu... I think I'd like to use 'Words are such gross machinery' for the credits screen, but I still feel like that song could be improved. The death song is very close to what I want but needs minor tweaks. So the only song I'm really unsure about is the main menu song. I'm not sure what I want to use, and I'm considering making something new from scratch- but of course I need to watch my schedule.

I'll just keep trying my best!

I think that's about all I have for this week, sorry about the tired energy 😅 I'll make sure to rest up properly over the weekend. Stay safe, take it easy, and see you next week!

Comments

Ahh, I understand! Maybe in the future you could look into metal or lenticular prints to avoid the bending problem. (I'm not sure if those would get bent during the shipping process, but I would assume due to their thicker material it wouldn't be as likely!) Standees are also some of my favorite types of merch to buy, so I look forward to those if you create some! Overall, no matter the type of merch you decide to produce, I'm very excited for whatever you plan on releasing!

Fries

I do plan to release keychains as well as new dakimakura designs, and possibly some new things like standees or plushies. As for prints and stickers, the main reason why I haven't offered these and still don't is because of shipping logistics. They're fantastic for selling in person, but selling online presents the problems of products getting bent, as well as how hard it is to make high shipping work with cheaper products [ I can't offer free or cheap shipping like Americans can, or big companies can ]

Gatobob

I'm happy to hear that! Your persistence even through hard times is very inspiring! When you create new merchandise, do you plan on releasing other products besides keychains? The keychains are definitely my favorite, but the addition of stickers and prints would be really fun to see! Speaking from experience, I know stickers were by far my best seller when I went out and sold my artwork since they're cheaper than keychains and can be placed anywhere. I think they'd be a big hit on your shop! I'm also a sucker for illustrations and would love to have Strade lingering on my wall in a print for everyone in my house to see LOL

Fries

Getting back on my feet is my specialty! 💪

Gatobob

No worries, I understand! I'm really looking forward to what you create once the game is released! I hope you'll be back on your feet soon!

Fries

Thank you! I do plan to release a whole series of new merch eventually yes! But it will probably take 2-3 months after the release of YKMET to become available. Right now I'm missing two crucial ingredients- the time to design the merch [ which I will have right after launch ] and the money to buy the new merch [ I spent all my reserve on a new home last year and I'm currently scrambling to pay my taxes but I will get past this and start saving again so I can get some merch. ] With my current plans, I'll need a couple weeks after release to design the new merch, and then 30-45 days for it to be manufactured and shipped to me. I wish it could be instant when the game comes out like big companies but this is one of those things a single dev has to do differently ^^;

Gatobob

These sound lovely as always Gato! I had a quick question, do you plan on releasing new Strade merch alongside the release of YKMET? No worries if not, but I think it would be cool to get some new merch that relates to events in the game!

Fries

Sorry for the late response on this, had to wait to get money to pay lol. But anyways! Right off the bat, the survival loops are ABSOLUTELY PERFECT 😭😭😭 They really do capture the vibes that Gabriel Marin mentioned below. I might be overdramatic or something, but listening to these 2 loops are tear enticing. These are by far the most professional ones yet (so are the others ofc! but these take the cake for sure.) and in the clean one, the use of the string instrument was very smooth. The sexual reversal was cool with the clicking sounds but as SOON as the intense one played, HOOOO boy I stiffened up in defense from the change of pace. Tbh the intense reversal is neck and neck with the survival loops. I can't choose between them 😭 Sonium blue was a new type of vibe, but I wanna wait to hear a tweaked version first before fully deciding how I feel on it. Personally for me, sonium sounds alot better for that downtime vibe. Sonium blue was not exactly intense but it did make me feel like something was happening then nothing if that makes sense. Overall, I'd say the 2 survival loops, the intense reversal, and Sonium are perfect candidates in my eyes to leave as is, truly, which would make more room in your schedule, But if you feel there are more things to be worked on after reading all of our critiques, then I genuinely CANT wait to hear just how much more perfect they get!! Thank you so much for working SO fucking hard to make us a game that we all will enjoy, and taking in what we say. That means more then words can describe. Can't wait for next Saturday!

Kota

Enamored with the reversal loops,, I really like how... clear they sound? Versus the torture loops which feel really oppressive and overwhelming (in a good way!) I think these might be my personal faves from the batch. I still have to re-listen to the old torture loops to compare them, but these new ones definitely feel really full. Very thick and heavy and suffocating,,, I really like 'em!! The somnium loops really have that sneaking around in the dead of night/trying to not wake anyone kind of feel. The survival endings are phenomenal! I really love their vibes =D Clean really feels like finally getting *out* – releasing tension after going through hell. Somber and celebratory. The chained ending has that "I get to live but at the price of my freedom" feel. A lost, no-end-in-sight kinda energy. Really really fantastic work this week, Gato! =) 💖

Gabriel Marin

I WAS FINALLY ABLE TO LISTEN THEY'RE AMAZINGGGGG

K1SMET115

the survival tracks are absolutely incredible, i am SO excited!

Adriana (Ren) K

When torture has me head bopping to the beat LOL But no seriously these are so fucking good, every single one. Such perfect Strade vibes, damn dude, impressive asf!

Phoenix Astra

Lets gooooo the anticipation is killing me!!!

plapx3

bangers a third time you ate that ARURUUUGGGHGH

Sky Kitsune

Love these! You're killing it, Gato! 🖤

MorbidMenagerie

I got a little worried yesterday (or today, rather). It was around 03:40 a.m and I was about to download the songs to listen to them, but when I logged into Patreon, it said that you don't have any posts! At first I thought it was my membership, but when I checked, it was still there. I took some screenshots just in case I woke up in the morning and it was still the same, but luckily it's now fixed! I don't know what happened. Btw, I don't have much to say about the songs, just that the "Torture loop sexual" sounds a lot better! And that "Survival chained" hits different. All of the others are amazing as well 💖

Vyneah

Yk what this Is cannon because I said so gato doesn't have a say in this

Ren_LeijonX3

It’s how he copes with Strades death, Strade definitely made ASMR tapes with his power tools

JsonWF

AAAAA the torture loops are so good!!!!

MaydayGirlboss

Yes, there are more 😉 I felt comfortable beefing up that content now that I've introduced the options to turn off sexual text and art.

Gatobob

I don't know if you've said, but are there going to be more sexual scenes than there were in his original route? I beg of you.

plapx3

Love them all the torture loops are amazing! Ugh! Love it! lol <3

Celty

I LOVE all the reversal tracks, definitely my favorite by far

ResidentReptile

Does ren enjoy mommy/daddy's good boy asmr audios?

Ren_LeijonX3

Yeah he’s the siggy rizzlest

Gatobob

I’m not sure! I really like the experimental death track so far, but I think for me each new thing is like rolling the dice, and I find that the most exciting

Gatobob

Really really digging both survival tracks, they make me think of the second song over ending credits in movies when they go on longer than the main theme, moody haunting and sparse Every update week has me going 👀👀👀

Rebeccah

I swear, every new little track and loop you make gets better and better! I adore all your work, but the way you make music is so good, it gets me so hyped for the game ^_^

jackknifeJaws

Reply to this comment if Ren Hana is sigma rizzler or smth (my friend asked)

Ren_LeijonX3

Your dedication to this project is seriously impressive, especially with all the work you’re balancing!! 💕It sounds like you’ve made great progress, even with the challenges along the way :3 also is there a particular piece you’re most excited to refine later during beta testing?Make sure to get some good rest when you can, you’re doing an amazing job!!

Anita

Hope you’re having a good weekend gato and you can get some rest eventually! adore all the tracks rahhhh awesome work!! I really like the change to the sexual and intense torture loop eeeee you did awesome!! 🩷🩷🩷

Gory.goodboy

i can't wait omgogmhjrktnej!! your compositions are SOOO fucking good. i adore how they sound industrial/ebm esque !!

strade's hausfrau

I honestly have no good feedback to give, but I DO know that when I'm able to get married to Strade like that one guy in Japan that got married to Hastune Miku, the music WILL be the YKMET soundtrack 🙏

FireballUwu

I’ll have to figure out how to do that but I plan to :D

Gatobob

will you upload the music to spotify once it's complete and ykmet is released? :0

strade's hausfrau

Thank you!! You working REALLY FAST. All my ukrainian fandom friends already drooling hard in anticipation of the game! It will be LEGENDARY EVENT bahaha! And about music... well, I don't feel that YKMET music sounds any «worse» then music in TPOF or BTD. You doing great job IN MANY VECTORS ACTUALLY. Music theory is hard... my partner tried to teach me some to upgrade my guitar playing skill.... well, i forgot everything she said in the next few minutes SO YOU ARE REALLY GOOD LEARNER! sorry for caps, I'm a bit emotional today ✨

nagi_nats

Love love love the high strings in the "intense torture" loop! Also love how you've added more depth to the "sexual loop" so it sounds a lot more like deep breathing that gets interrupted by the off beat. The little trill beat in the middle and end of "Mild" that you added, I loved so much! Really breaks it up and makes it feel like "Oh fuck... wait... no we're okay... breathe". The reversal sounds so good! "Intense reversal" makes me so uncomfortable and its perfect. No notes :D Obs i dont know the context for "Somnium (blue)" but it feels very Lawrence coded, very dream like and hallucinogen induced. I like it! "Survival chain" is giving "I survived but at what cost" to me if its for the ending im thinking it is, is the perfect feeling haha. Anyway I guess overall excellent work! These tracks have come in leaps and bounds since a couple weeks ago! Keep trucking, you've got a real talent for music! :)

Sly

Love how the torture loops sound like heartbeats! I can also tell where you get your inspo from industrial, this is turning out fantastic gato I’m so excited!

LadyMorgue

I wanted to leave a quick comment earlier today! Right now I'm struggling to set up a Wacom tablet for the first time and I don't know how long it's going to take (I'm dying-), but I definitely want to listen to the songs later. I'm sure they're amazing as always >:D

Vyneah

Huh okay well I can’t wait to see whatever it is you plan to do with his character, I hope he isn’t just a mystery and we do get some sort of story with him, thank you for all your hard work you are an amazing human being

JsonWF

Nope! I'm never going to give him a backstory like that, because I think it would interfere with his character that I'm going for

Gatobob

Is Strade evil for a reason? I apologise if you have previously expanded on his character

JsonWF

I was thinking I might add some silly triva to a bio page for people to unlock, so there will be a bit of lore! As for the other question, I would say that you definitely see the two interact more in this new story.

Gatobob

Oh yeah, I guess I could fart around with YouDied since I'm not actually using it for the you died screen 🤔

Gatobob

YouDiedV2 as main menu? Or Gross Machinery as main menu, YouDied as credits(I really like YouDied lol)

Gracious Piety

Someone cooked in here

princess capybara

Oh so he's losing it the whole time no matter what LMAO Makes sense! Acceptance of captivity does NOT sound like it suits him at ALL, so I was just curious after seeing that. Thank you for answering! :) And good luck with your work! I know you got this, and as always, can't wait until next update!

ThreeYrsLost

Also will we see Ren and Strades relationship expanded on? I’m dying to see that

JsonWF

Will we get any Strade lore with this new game?

JsonWF

Thanks!

celestialVocalist

That's absolutely okay with me! And thank you, that's flattering that you would want to 🥺

Gatobob

A vinyl? That thought absolutely never occurred to me 😂 I could at least look into it! It might be hard to arrange though since they seem hard to ship 🤔

Gatobob

Haha, I hope you have a good birthday! 🎉

Gatobob

Definitely Lawrence. For most likely I mean. His social anxiety and insanity come from a pretty personal place when I write for him, so I feel like we'd understand each other pretty well. As for least- Derek. I mean, he's such a pain in the ass! 😂

Gatobob

Thank you!! As for your question, I think it would be very hard to get him to ever calm down while restrained. I would actually go as far as saying it's a phobia.

Gatobob

Thank you 🥺 I've been trying really hard honestly, I spend some of my free time watching youtube videos about music theory to try and understand the actual musical side of things. I can't read sheet music so a lot of it goes over my head, but I did find that videos about 8-bit or low tech video game music composition help me understand better because that music is a lot simpler!

Gatobob

Ain’t nothing better to save a Saturday night after a fucking hell of a week than curling up in a cozy bed, hugging my Strade daki, and blasting your tracks. You got me dreaming of a YKMET rave… Honestly, I’m amazed how you manage to level up your skills every single week. Your tracks sound even cleaner and more expressive now — pure craftsmanship! And all those industrial sounds? I’m on my knees for this /j. As someone also running on major sleep deprivation, I genuinely hope you finally get some proper rest and recharge. You’re working at a crazy pace, and I’d be so happy if you gave yourself enough breaks. Take care of yourself!

nagi_nats

WOW WOW WOW!!!! these tracks are absolutely amazing! i love the eerie vibe from somnium blue..it really makes my brain tingle in a way. i would be so happy if any of these end up in game, they are sooo good! 💓 another favorite has to be Reversal intense, it just sounds incredible and again gives me a specific vibe.. THESE TRACKS WERE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING THIS WEEK!!! keep up the amazing work Gato 💓 WE LOVE YOU AND HAVE AN AMAZING WEEKEND!!! STAY SAFE AND TAKE CARE 💗🐾

lawrence

The title "Torture Loop (sexual)" is killing me lmao. They sound great though. Amazed at how multitalented you are (I'm including doing your own taxes in this)

TenderLambkin

THESE ARW AO GOOD

strade's hausfrau

Yaaaaaay another update, good to hear from you! the way reversals freak me out to the core, like more then intense versions?¿ i don’t know how, but also like I definitely don’t want a full trip core music playing during torture, so honestly the presence in torturous ones is way more dense/heavy?¿ but reversals are like pure unidentifiable danger anyways, ait, I love it, picasso

Avi D-link

I'VE BEEN WAITING ALL WEEK FOR THIS UPDATE!! This time it's just full of bangers, I loved each and every one of these<33 Despite your frustrations, I actually like the torture loops the most!! They just itch some part of my brain like that. Reversal-intense was also one of my favs, especially the litte creepy creaks that you can hear once or twice! The somnium blue loop is downright out of a horror film (in the best way possible) Survival-clean just feels so comforting, like I can do anything and come out of it in one piece!! (Because let's be real, if the player survived Strade they can survive anything life throws at them) I absolutely adore how every track almost sounds like it has a heartbeat, it makes everything so intense!! TAKE CARE GATO WE LOVE YOUUU

Tferret

Once again, loving all these tracks! If these do end up being the final versions due to time constraints I wouldn't mind, I really like them!

tr4v3rs3-t0wn

The sexual loops sounds so good, they kinda make my brain melt, I think that the heartbeat motif sounds so good?? And the softness of it is oddly nice it could be cool to play a breath overlay or some sort of back and forth sound. But it would be so fun to play with sfx with hejeheh

Mahi★Gal

OH THE PROGRESS THIS WEEK IS AMAZING I know you can get it done on time! You always figure it out, and the music all sounds great already 🙂‍↕️❤️ (I mean, I know I'm kind of an untrained ear, but I'm bumping to ALLA THAT) The Sexual Torture Loop also reminded me of the sound of labored breathing, which is just a thing I loved so much I simply have to mention it Aside from that, I 100% believe you can make it in time with your planned schedule at this rate! You're doing great as always! Also, more off topic, but I came across an archived post of yours saying that Strade hates being restrained, and in the case of it happening, would respond initially with anger, and may even resort to crying/pleading if you hurt him afterwards. This left me super curious about the secret third option however: How would he respond in a situation where someone restrained him/held him captive for a long time, but inflicted no harm, and maybe even cared for him? (Feeding him, being affectionate, buying him gifts, etc.)

ThreeYrsLost

Live laugh love Saturday Gato cooking 🙏 I come bearing a new silly lil question for if you have the time and desire to answer (not forced ofc) Given that all your characters were the exact same, just not murderous risks, which do you think you'd be most likely to get along with and/or become friends with? Or what about least likely?

gurogoth

AW YEAH, GATO IS COOKING THIS GATO DAY!! All of them sound amazing! Also, could I get some early birthday wishes? My birthday is tomorrow!

celestialVocalist

Hii. Do you plan to make a Vinyl with the soundtrack after the game comes out? I love collecting them and I think it would be great part of merch. 🥹❤️

Veronika Maksimová

It’s so late now at my place so I’ll comment properly again tomorrow ;w;

Villain_Simp

Thank you for your hardworking!! Is it okay if i mention you in the game i made? (as my inspiration 👉👈)

Villain_Simp

BEEN COOKING IN THE LABS OH MY MACKEREL

AL3X

heyoooo just eating a whole ass meal with the joy of gatorday LETSGOOOOO🕺

lili


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