I don’t know if it’s the pain talking that’s been plaguing me the past week or something else but all I know is I have these days that I try to go do a shoot and everything just feels wrong and I feel my energy dropping lower and lower. And it’s so gosh darn frustrating because I’ll have spent an hour on makeup I know that creating content is a good thing. And I’ll just start to let that negative energy get to me which isn’t productive AT ALL and I just sink lower and lower till I can hardly function. Illogical and ration thought say I’m fine, your wig is fine you lol fine but anxiety and depression are like nahhhh you a failure boo who do you even think you are?
It’s times like these I am truly appreciative to have you guys here I love talking to you all in discord and everyone is just always so supportive of me even when I’m not one hundred percent.
You guys mean so much to me, being here supoorting my craft. I just want to be the best I can be. I promise to always try
Dennis Denton
2019-05-20 15:31:10 +0000 UTCTaigateatime
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