This is one of those "winning" moments in my life, a still moment that represents my personal and professional development. I arrive composed, with confidence & experience. I am taken to beautiful locations, gifted by the universe with diverse connections & and opportunities. I have met some amazing people. The cost of my reality is constant self work, constant reflection, and being analytical of myself. I spend most my time weighing up my experiences and analysing them in some attempt to work towards the higher good of the world. I hope I inspire people in my life, I hope people see the kindness in me, the unconditional love I hold towards the collective. I hope I grow a following where people want to see me be myself, and I hope my mindset and spiritual views make people feel connected, I hope I can really change the lives of a few people, this is the same reason I decided to study my personal training certificates, not because I love fitness, but because I love having the tools to change someone's life for the better. I hope there's one person out there who sees my path, all I've been through from a lost mentally ill teenager to changing my life completely, building a business with my partner and having the courage to step into the world every day and be myself.
It takes more than just showing up to be paid, if you're even able to book a job & honestly, if you think it is that easy, everyone would be doing it, it feels to me, so hard to be myself after trying my whole life to be everyone else. The truth is, it's not "easy," but there are so many things in this world that I found harder.