The Zetsu Mail [January 2024]

Henlo! Welcome to the 11th edition of the monthly mail that made it to 2024! Yippee!

Happy new year, everyone! I hope you all had a wonderful holiday season, and even if it wasn't that great, I hope things get better for you.

Well, 2023 happened amirite? I haven't even posted an audio since last year! Get it? No? Too soon?

There are so many exciting things I'm looking forward to this year, and I can't wait to experience them all! From concerts, to games, to shows, to...my first year of my bachelor's degree...shudders....it's all happening.

In terms of what's happening to my audios, well...I'll still be making them! I'll be a bit more creative with these monthly themes on Patreon, and I'll (try) to upload to YouTube again with a renewed direction that may not align with the stuff I post on here, namely M4F/SFW/platonic audios. It's something I genuinely want to do to contribute to the oddly barren land of M4F femboy, SFW femboy, and platonic femboy content.

All this cool change sounds great and all, but it is an omen of what's potentially to come. I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but I have to be clear about this from the beginning of the year.

This will be most drastic direction I take my audios from the wildly different content between platforms and the more outlandish themes I'll introduce in 2024. The reason is because this is basically my last-ditch effort to rekindle my love for making audios. If you've been paying any sort of attention to my content or my posts over the latter half of last year, it's been painfully obvious to me more than anyone else that I'm losing that spark. I've made so many decisions to revamp and try different ideas to hopefully find enjoyment in what I do, and it hasn't really worked. It helps a little, but not enough.

This, combined with my growing interest in streaming, my new responsibilities in college, my schedule being busier than ever, has led to this falling-out being inevitable. I'm at a mental stage where I accept that everything in life is transient, and there is beauty in the fleeting moment. And I accept, too, that one day ZetsuAudios will come to an end.

Again, this isn't a guaranteed decision. I may be feeling okay by the end of the year to keep pushing audios out in the years to come, but as for what I'm currently feeling, and what I've been feeling for a long time, there might not be a 2025 here.

Yay, we're spending the new year talking about sad shit!

But seriously, I'm just letting you all know in advance so if the moment does come, it wouldn't be so sudden. It's just that pushing 4 NSFW audios a month, even if I don't factor in YouTube, is incredibly draining for me. I feel like I'm pushing out slop content that has no value or meaning. I appreciate everyone for continuing to support me and listening to my audios, and I'm happy if you enjoy them. It's just...I haven't felt proud of an audio in a very long time. Making audios doesn't make me happy, either. It's just there, and a thing I have to do if I want to keep basically my best source of income.

It's an example of doing something as a hobby, turning it into a job, then realizing you hate doing it as a job. I don't know if anybody here can relate, but I know it's a phenomenon that happens, and this is basically that. I really don't mind putting out audios whenever I want to, but the schedule part and the constant churning of ideas part really drags me down especially when life exists and I have (and want) to do other things.

So I hope you enjoy all the audios I have planned for the year! I hope I do.

But let's not end it on a bad note, shall we? 

When things end, there are new beginnings. You change your mind about things over time. The best moments in life can only be experienced once. I love living, and I love doing what makes me feel alive. I hope you all find happiness, because everyone deserves it. We were born into this world without being asked, and we leave this world just as abruptly. We can only do what we can to survive together, and you only live once. So chase your dreams. Even if you're stuck and feel like you can't get out, try taking those risks and do something different. Open your mind to new things, learn something, have fun!

Before I end, I'd like to know your new year's resolutions if you have any!

This month's theme is: TRANSFORMATION!

It isn't uncommon to transform into a different person when you're trying to change yourself, but what if femboys started to literally...change? I wonder what that could mean :3

As always, if you're a Couch Council or higher tier, you get to know what the audio titles are going to be before they come out and get to vote on the release order.

Until next time!