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my feelings

Hello Friend. I understand that you subscribed to beautiful photos, but I would like to be closer to you and sometimes I allow myself to share feelings.

this month, my depressive life escalated. I constantly feel tired, bad memory, lack of emotions, scary thoughts and anxiety. recent sessions with a psychotherapist do not help.

my condition worsened because of the situation in Ukraine. I am very worried and in pain. The worst thing is the war, the suffering of people. I thought it couldn't get any worse, but the universe has its own plans. It is very difficult for me to work, even to get out of bed. I really hope that I will be able to shoot projects on Patreon and there will be no problems with payments (because of the political situation, everything is in doubt). I have a fear that I will lose my only income and not be able to live. and I'm still alone. but still, I'm much more scared for the people in Ukraine.

just really hard.

February awards are ready and I will send them on March 1-2. thank you very much for your support and attention. I really appreciate you.

my feelings

Comments

Фото это, конечно, хорошо, но я в первую очередь для поддержать подписывался)

Mayt

Нет. Подписан не ради фоток а потому что мне нравится то что ты делаешь и я хочу поддержать тебя. И то что наши страны находятся в состоянии войны этого не изменит, я надеюсь что у меня будет возможность поддерживать тебя и дальше.

Volodymyr H

Same, here for you Rin. If you ever need to talk about anything ❤️ I hope this situation doesn't last long. It's terrible :S *hugs* sending all love 🥰 dealing with stuff myself everyday, but will be strong for you

Selene

No, I subscribed to support you. I'm in the process of diagnosis myself (no depression or anything major, just possible mild ADHD and, maybe, some ASD too). And I support Ukrainian troops too, at least with some money, just like you and other cosplayers and artists.

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