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Confronting Your Bully Gets Vulnerable...

You go to your bully's house one night to confront him, but his berating and abuse takes an unexpectedly sweet turn...

(CW: Simulated Roleplay | Kissing | Trauma Dump & Bonding | Mentions of Death | Intense Degradation | Verbal Abuse | Enemies To Lovers  | Praise |  Comfort Towards End | Mostly SFW | Enemies To Lovers)

Confronting Your Bully Gets Vulnerable...
Confronting Your Bully Gets Vulnerable...

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The last 9 minutes of the audio had me crying. There is magic in vulnerability. There is magic in the innocent love humans could give and accept without crossing sexual boundaries. The amount of love a human can share for a fellow human only based on Mitgefühl (empathy) is astounding and highly underrated.

Mini Maus

Hey L, I know you (or whoever manages your social media) do take the time to read the comments. So I’ll leave this one here. I am on a business trip onboarding at a new large fancy company. My boss told me on day one “your job is to connect with people”, and I thought I was doing amazingly and that my social butterfly golden retriever energy could carry on. Then I went to my hotel expecting to meet the team for dinner. It was 20:20 and I got the “we had plans already” text. I was deflated. Then scrolling through your content I found this and within the first 11 minutes I thought “fuck, is like he was talking to me am I this pathetic?” My friends are so far away —life of an expat I guess— and I feel awful facing reality.

Mini Maus

Omg, that literally made me cry, I didn't even know I needed to here that.

Copper Wolf

Wow! Was I holding my breath---- yes. It was hard listening to the front end but I'm glad I stuck around. Chefs kiss 👩‍🍳👩🏽‍🍳 Top Tier, sir. Top tier.

J Night

It was simply that switch, where it started to feel less like fun degradation to just being mean. Especially with how loud you got, that came as a surprise and was kinda upsetting (for me, at least, I can't speak for everyone). Getting yelled at really scares me - I know you're acting which is why it wasn't nearly as bad, but I also don't think I'll be rewatching, if that makes sense. But then it calmed down and got better. I do think that being vulnerable is a nice change and I'd love to see just like... Cuddling audios with occasional kissing and stuff that could also be super vulnerable. And this vulnerability was still good too, I just think the intensity needed to be lowered slightly. 😣 I still love hearing you though 🩷

Flower

Thank you for the feedback! I want to make more content in a more vulnerable and sfw style and this is incredibly helpful. I started this audio like it was the bully character that degrades with that level of intensity and within that realm, but then during the recording I decided that I wanted to take it somewhere else which may be why it feels off there. I’m not very experienced walking that fine line of degradation into vulnerability, so this is super helpful and I hope to make better content in this style moving forward :)

Lustium

I agree, honestly. I love the sweet part and obviously, as someone who's into degredation, I enjoyed a part of that, but it did get a little too intense. I was slightly in subspace going into this, and when he started yelling it kinda scared me. It was still good and I still listened, I think it was just took a little too far.

Flower

I really enjoyed the sweet part of this, and I know I'm the odd one out (I'll be honest, I'm 100% a Domme, I'm here for the subs and sometimes switches since that's hard to find done well), but the first part where he's insistent that she "deserved it" and feels perfectly fine calling a woman a slut/whore for something that's entirely platonic makes my blood boil. Being an asshole about calling her out for wasting people's time or even calling her pathetic is one thing, but the sexual degradation in a non-playful and non-consentual setting just pisses me off. Maybe if it was noncon and he said something about noticing she liked it would have hit different for me, but I just can't get past the unrepentant degradation of a woman that implies stuff about her sexually for things that have nothing to do with her sexuality (I mean, even if she was a slut or liked being called that in bed, he doesn't seem to have known or cared about that). Like I said before, it's probably just a me thing. I'm a Domme with baggage and I would rather hear someone called a bitch or a c*nt before they get slut shamed even if they were intentionally and openly slutty. Honestly I'm even good with it when it's said the guy "knows" she likes it prior to any consent (even though IRL I think that's shitty af), but this guy doesn't even apologize or think he's seen signs that she's into it. It made me literally react verbally and tell him off. When he's not degrading her and being venerable, it's an absolute 10/10 from me. I love the depth and the nuance. I'm just very stuck on the fact he never apologized and even somewhat mocked the girl for being into it. Assholes I can handle (hell, that blackmailing your bully audio was hot af in my book and he apologized for nothing), it's just that I've met too many assholes who feel justified in their degradation of women's sexuality for one reason or another in real life so it's hard for me not to hate them even in fiction. Sorry to complain, I absolutely adore your content for the most part and totally support even the Dom stuff I don't like/listen to because there's people who do and they're valid (plus you're talented as all get out and deserve even more than all the accolades/support you get), it's just that I'm really into the heart-to-heart and/or sweet stuff that's less spicy and this one just really rubbed me the wrong way. If it has traction and engagement, f*cking persue this avenue and don't even sweat it about losing me. Get that bag, babe, you deserve it and far more. But you asked and I think you deserve an answer, even if it's from a singular minority like me. Really, I can't thank you enough for what you do make. I love your audios and want nothing but the best for you.

Kai

I actually felt myself wanting to answer back when asked why you didn't let anyone in. That was powerful

Morgan

I love it. I'm bawling.

Nonononon

Please make more of these.. i feel like i just went on a roller coaster of healing and love and the release of that feeling in ur throat when u wanna cry >.<

spice

"use your big girl words" got me 😭 I can see how this would strain your voice, make sure to give it a rest 🩷

Flower

this was very comforting after a really bad day ive had. this is very much appreciated. 🫰🏼

emobandsoncraxk3000

I hope you enjoy this audio! I've never made an audio like this before... I was originally planning on recording another spicy bully audio, but it turned into a more vulnerable audio. Let me know if I should make more content like this!

Lustium


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