Why the post bomb?

It was brought to my attention by a super volcano tier member that I was not uploading my Contant to super volcano tear quickly enough for them so I have gone through and uploaded literally every single shoot that I have done since my surgery so that everybody is updated. I appreciate that you buy my Content, I appreciate your patronage, I appreciate your kindness and understanding, especially given the current circumstances I find myself in, post op. Thank you to all of you who have been patient with my process and understand that my mind and body are still in the process of healing. To those of you who noticed that I had posted images on only fans that had not yet been posted to Patreon, thank you for letting me know. To the one person who remains anonymous who chose to get salty about it, if you don’t like it you’re rudeness was not needed. The fact and reality is that right now, My mind is not operating at full capacity, so thank you for bringing it to my attention, that was wonderful. No need to be a dick about it though… If I’m not doing things in the way you like, on the time frame you like, in the order you like, I understand your frustration but there’s no reason to get rude. For all of you outside of that one person who have been patient and understanding. I greatly appreciate you and appreciate your patronage. I ask for your continued understanding in the future. On Patreon I like to show a little bit more love and give context behind the photograph sets and talk a little bit about my day and what’s happening at the time of the photo set. that is why I do not post immediately right now on Patreon because I really enjoy the interaction when I give context to a set of photos. It’s a selfish thing, but it keeps me smiling. That’s another reason why I am a bit slower to post lately.

So I went ahead and posted every photo set, tomorrow, I will make sure to go through and double check and make sure that you have not missed any videos. If you have, I will certainly post them all in one post. Forgive me for the multiple posts tonight, I can only post 10 photos at a time on this platform. Which is another reason why I have waited longer than I should have on a few of these photos. I’m happy that you all have access to the entire new photo catalog, post surgery and look forward to continuing to grow my art and get my brain and body back in shape. It’s been a really interesting long, frustrating journey since the surgery and a pretty depressing one. I’m finding myself in a much better frame of mind in the last week since a lot of my pain has decreased to almost nothing. I am now able to function fairly normally, still unable to bend over, pick anything up off of the ground, carry over 3 pounds, turn my body to my left or my right, but things are improving greatly! Because of my limited physical and mental ability right now, it is difficult for me to keep up and catch up, which is why I took this time off of American pickers to heal without having the frustrations of trying to keep up at work, I’m extremely thankful that they have been supportive and understanding of my need to heal in privacy. I was not even going to start taking photo sets or videos again until after I’m cleared for travel, and could get back to Puerto Rico. However, I really missed our interaction, I missed the beauty of photographing and being photographed, and I really missed my costuming. Because of these things I decided to create content a little bit earlier than I probably should have. so thank you for understanding when my ability to keep up gets frustrating. Please know that I am always happy to prioritize my super volcano tier and look forward to continuing to do so in the future. Thank you for your continued love and support.

I’ve not been quiet about it but there have Been many days through this process where I don’t look forward to waking up but somehow getting on Patreon has helped my loneliness, depression and given me something to look forward to when I wake up in the morning. Thank you all for being there for that. I love you!