Danielle Colby Striptease Historian | The Queen of Rust

It’s a strange life but it’s my life and I’m thankful for it all

Added 2020-03-18 14:03:36 +0000 UTC

Well, yesterday had a rough start. I was able to work my way out of the funk about midway through the day. I have been microdose thing for about four years now and yesterday was one of those days that it was absolutely necessary. Fortunately, I am well-stocked so I was able to do so. It’s incredible the difference in our mental health when we do rely on Nature to nourish our souls and minds. Within an hour my spirits were elevated, I could think more clearly, I was able to focus on the project in front of me instead of ruminating over my own self inflicted misery.

This is something that I have not been very vocal about because I wanted to make sure that it was a good choice for me. After for years of microdosing I finally understand the balance and cause and effect scenarios of microdosing. I am also aided in this process by multiple doctors so please do not try this on your own, seek professional help from someone you trust.

These are some of the images that Jeremy and I worked on editing yesterday. This creative process brought us both so much joy, this is what the other side of the coin looks like with bipolar disorder. Sometimes it is a curse… A dark and powerful curse. Sometimes it is a divine blessing. I feel the best of the best and the worst of the worst, sometimes at the same time. It’s a strange life but it’s my life and I’m thankful for it all .