(journal #6) boy puberty
Added 2024-05-11 10:00:00 +0000 UTCurgh i am feeling a Little Bit Dysphoric, started out drawing a silly little doodle bc i felt happy w myself for a bit but then i realized im actually feeling p masc-presenting.
there’s this specific look i used to want as a teenager and still come back to sometimes - kinda rugged and athletic in a boyish way, not overly hunky but broad enough to fill out sweatshirts and tanks, tall enough to be somewhat lanky. smelling like cut grass and sweat and always a bit sleepy, and maybe i’d have a crush on the cute girl in calc or my jock best friend and i’d be all awkward about it. darn, i kinda want all the weird parts of boy puberty also..
