sonderlust

shades

Added 2024-07-14 04:25:13 +0000 UTC

I don’t really like the me I am when I’m with you
I think you feel the same
It’s weird to love someone so much but not like the intersection where we collide
It feels tragic
Like a movie with no clear ending
A beautiful work of art in the attic collecting dust
I’ve passed the age where things are black and white
Shades of grey surround my every cell
Way more than 50
It’s just something I have to live with now
It really wasn’t very long ago that I realized
There is no storybook ending
When it arrives I will have lived a thousand tragedies
It really wasn’t very long ago that I accepted
I have to carry more than one heart with mine
Forever