Stepping back for a bit

With a heavy heart, I must step away from social media for a bit. This includes messaging platforms like Discord and Telegram. Stepping back was something I didn’t want to resort to; however, with all the physical and mental pain I have been enduring these last weeks, I am left with no other choices. I can barely take care of myself, let alone run a business. I am in a very fragile state. This last month has worn me down. I can barely go 15 minutes into a drawing session without feeling debilitating depression. I am petrified to even pick up my stylus. I can’t sleep, because I worry about failing not only at art but failing the amazing community I found myself lucky to be in.

I am going to need some time. Time to get myself in order, and time to be able to draw again. This will likely be a month or two, maybe even longer. I deeply apologize to everyone who has been supporting me. From the commissioners in my queue who know have to wait longer, or the Patreons who won’t have any new content to vote on/ see progress of. I know how lucky I am to have all these amazing folks supporting my dream. It devastates me to let you guys down. I will do my best to get back on my feet as soon as possible. 

From the bottom of my heart, I am sorry and will see you all again soon.

A specific message for my Patreons. As I mentioned before I do not plan to post on Patreon while I take this mental break. This means no Hefty Hiatus update for the next month or two, and progress work on commissions since I won’t be producing any. I do not plan on shutting down my Patreon during this time. I don’t want to take away what I already have as a resource for people. However, I do implore you to become a free member or unsubscribe during my time away. I do not want you guys paying me while I am providing nothing for who knows how long. You all have supported me more than I can ever express. I am forever grateful for your kindness. I just don’t want to take advantage of it. Please unsubscribe, and when I am back posting content, you can rejoin.