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Blood soaked happiness

I am not dead!

Thank you all, from the bottom of my heart, for your patience. The past few months have been rough as a rainstorm, and this piece took a full seven months to even get done. Started in January, and finished today.

I want to do a quick thank you to everyone who continued to support me while I was away getting my head right. I've come back with more energy, and hopefully I'll be able to strike a bit of a balance that doesn't burn me down to ashes again. It certainly won't be months until you next hear from me, I can tell you that much.

This piece is quite a special one. Not very horny, but very raw and emotional. A few of my friends have really enjoyed it, so I'm excited to see if those who've been fans of my work will enjoy it too.

Also also, in other news, I've been working on a proper honest-to-god book. The first draft is inches away after a year and a half of work, and while it'll still be a bit until you all get to see it, it's been something I've been putting a lot of grease into these past few months.

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mhmm! ain't that the truth.

NewtypeWoman

But that is the thing, isn't it. Meta-narratively, some people are born lucky. Some people have easy access to hormones, or good parents, or are in a good community, or have a transition that's easy and satisfying. Some don't have to suffer to be happy. Some are lucky. But not all of us.

Dragon Jak

Like, obviously many of these are directly relatable to traumas and obsessions and the downsides of transitioning, dysphoria and people treating you as a sex object and staring and so on, sort of the fears of trans people realized, which all works quite nicely, esp in concert with the sort of therian/monster themes. So then getting out without any of that is like, hm! Feel like i sort of missed the point due to luck.

NewtypeWoman

Just funny that it worked out so easily.

NewtypeWoman

Really fun thematic little dark cyoa. Though on my playthrough I took autogynephille - I'm trans and far enough in my own journey I'm fine finding myself hot for the most part without feeling like just a pervert/not really trans, and then I took Breather, which is sort of free because it doesn't make you do anything and it's one free chance... and then I rolled the 20. So, I guess the lesson learned is if you have a complicated and traumatic struggle with yourself, have you considered being very lucky?

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