๐[#149] Patreon Bonus
Added 2025-10-29 19:00:10 +0000 UTCComments
Because of childhood trauma for a number of years as a child I would have sleep paralysis every single night. I'd also have vivid terrifying lucid nightmares that I would also often experience sleep paralysis in. I would hallucinate demons tearing into my chest, faces covering the walls, or writing covering the walls. Sometimes the hallucinations persist after, or sometimes happen before falling into a paralysis episode. I still have them every now and again when my ptsd gets bad. Ive learned to keep my eyes closed in order to not see whatever the sleep paralysis demon was that night. In my early teenage years I went through a faze of trying to astral project. I dont know how real it is either. But I would have out of the body experiences. One night I felt a presence watching me. Which I blew off as my usual (extracampine presence hallucinations) that I usually have during a ptsd episode. Anyways I leave my body and I saw the entity! It was terrifying and shape shifted into different loved ones but had the same black eyes regardless of the form. And the room was exactly the same as mine but instead dark. I hugged it and it exploded into a mist of purple and I felt like I healed something inside me. In hindsight I believe it was me just reprocessing unresolved trauma within the confines of a realistic lucid dream. I have a ton of other stories similar, but more often than not they are terrifying and as a result of trying to astral project ive actually retraumatized myself in the process.
Yaku
2025-11-03 00:35:05 +0000 UTCWas just about to turn into that median, thanks QT
Dr. P
2025-10-30 22:53:34 +0000 UTCNever heard of epic the musical ๐
Aarodar
2025-10-30 05:43:28 +0000 UTC
