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Added 2024-03-06 20:00:07 +0000 UTCAustin and QT talk about how they got started with Fear&, a day in the life of Austin, childhood trauma, and Austin dispels the rumor of being a selfish lover.
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Hi QT this is rising from twitch-- I know this is old video but to be frank with you I lost my biological mother a few years ago and I had to leave my cna job for her. So I know the feeling about losing a loved one and having so much anxiety it is inducing. Honestly it does take awhile to cope with a loved one's death I would get depression episodes from time to time. I don't have them anymore because like you I will use my creative ideas or my singing for tik tok while I worked a full time job a lot. It's a little exhausting but it helps a lot! We have similar disorders I believed but I been to therapy for years I think it's adapting and doing things more efficiently and overcoming your fears. Especially with crowds and social anxiety I know is easier said than done but you have to overcome your fear in flying I do think it stems something deeper but I think you're doing a great job the last few months I seen you.
ivette ortega
2024-06-23 07:38:45 +0000 UTCI don't think so, Like I remember having traumatizing times during high school especially during speech class I hated my anxiety and remember the little whispers those kids were saying or being the fat kid and remembering being bullied a lot. Sometimes whenever we do get older we want to improve our health and self esteem by working out and for me putting on makeup. But by the end of the day its all a confidence thing and doing more things.
ivette ortega
2024-06-23 07:33:48 +0000 UTCspend less time online
Daddywarbucks
2024-03-15 03:31:37 +0000 UTCchance dropped a flop album in 2019 and he was never the same
Jimmy O'Brien
2024-03-12 14:15:39 +0000 UTCI’ve also got OCD too 🙃 and she’s great
octoberdancing
2024-03-10 18:47:12 +0000 UTCI wish I could recommend my therapist to you! She’s in CA and it’s virtual. She helps me with PTSD - my mom died, too and her mom died, so she understands. She also works with eating disorder patients even though I don’t have one. She’s helped me so much!
octoberdancing
2024-03-10 18:44:22 +0000 UTCHas QT ever said what wireless microphones those are??
Molly C
2024-03-09 18:43:33 +0000 UTCoop Inside thought
Beep Boop
2024-03-09 13:23:00 +0000 UTCI love u both
Jordy
2024-03-08 20:24:01 +0000 UTCSwiffy at the end 🥹
GabbysANinja
2024-03-07 23:08:20 +0000 UTCaustin need to share his skin care routine. ive been hunting for a good tinted sunscreen pleaseeeeeeee
Lok
2024-03-07 21:39:55 +0000 UTCif your insurance is nationwide they'll let you see someone out of state. i moved to alabama and i still have video sessions with my psychiatrist in missouri
em
2024-03-07 21:25:19 +0000 UTCWhat would be the problem with that anyway? If it were vain and high maintenance?
Lilith
2024-03-07 20:50:06 +0000 UTCqt is so relatable, I never had pictures for school, and the few I did I destroyed to use for a project so I could get a grade. I feel guilty about it tbh
Murkus
2024-03-07 20:25:07 +0000 UTCI do believe her when she says she has bad luck. Its unbelievable to think so many crazy experiences can happen to one person. Also makes sense why therapists have told her to stay away from psychedelics as treatment because of her trauma. It's sad but i guess attributed to risk factors of poverty correlated with poverty and vulnerability to revictimization.
Paula Mejia
2024-03-07 19:44:24 +0000 UTCYoure on your own on this one, bud
Paula Mejia
2024-03-07 19:35:33 +0000 UTCAustin u are not a fucking butterface WTF!! I would fuck your face proudly 😡
Jaspuhh.
2024-03-07 19:31:17 +0000 UTC“ludwigs in charge of the water heater which means yinglings in charge of the water heater” made me giggle lmao
ashyc
2024-03-07 18:04:02 +0000 UTCI gotta be honest, Austin is extremely vain, calling yourself busy when you're only doing things you want to do is crazy. Having a "team" of people go over your appearances every week to farm clips so you can be more famous is wild when you're barely producing any content. I know it's his shtick to be high maintenance and a diva but it really does sometimes seem like he's in the industry just to stroke his ego.
Marshall Christensen
2024-03-07 17:32:46 +0000 UTCI demand a “girls night” podcast now :(
Audrey Kleinschmidt
2024-03-07 14:16:51 +0000 UTCEvery time yall say "time for patreon episode" I get bummed but TODAY I remembered I subscribe. 😅
Clara Ellen
2024-03-07 13:35:42 +0000 UTCSwifts energy drove this episode, such a chill lil guy
inflatablepenguin
2024-03-07 13:01:52 +0000 UTCWe don’t really think your a selfish person Austin, I think it’s just a funny bit 💜
snicolex
2024-03-07 11:04:05 +0000 UTCenby patreoner here xxx thank you austin
Darcy
2024-03-07 10:23:56 +0000 UTCwait until you find out QT has a 2nd fucked up kidnapping story 🙃 she’s told it a couple times on stream
LeahGia
2024-03-07 09:29:55 +0000 UTCWhat the fuck was that kidnapping story!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I also dont like the therapist inserting "what if a sex trafficking ring was going to pick you up" because thats a weird hypothetical to insert and the situation is already dangerous enough without bringing that in. The woman has a debilitating addiction which has not allowed her to take care of herself or her home, her daughter had been not only removed from her custody but also there is a restraining order against her seeing her daughter, meaning she probably had to have endangered her daughter at some point due to her addiction. She is having a psychotic break that would lead her to plan and execute a kidnapping on another child. Its impossible to say how the woman would have reacted once it was night time and QT asked to go home. Even if the woman wasn't volatile, she may have endangered QT and neglected her if QT stayed with her long term because of her addiction. I used to work in child protective services, it is VERY DIFFICULT to take away any parental rights so shit would have had to go down for her daughter to be removed from her care and a restraining order to be in place. She may have already tried to kidnap her daughter before.
Paula Mejia
2024-03-07 07:21:49 +0000 UTCI remember Austin being referred to as the third host on the early Fear& episodes before he fully joined, he might have just forgot he was invited lol
Jimothy
2024-03-07 06:07:56 +0000 UTCThis was actually such a lovely cosy listen. Austin is welcome back any time ❤️
Melz
2024-03-07 04:55:27 +0000 UTCAs a lesbian I wish I could be friends with my exes as it seems like 99% of lesbians and bi girls are, but my breakups (more like situationships) were so overwhelming to me that I couldn’t bring myself to contact these girls again. And not like they contacted me either lol I think that lgbt community overall has that friendliness within but there’re definitely cases (especially in more homophobic countries) where you’re just so isolated from each other
Sasha__qt
2024-03-07 03:15:36 +0000 UTCSuggestion: what if you contact your past therapist that worked and ask her if she has any contacts of good therapists in California that she thinks (!) are compatible with you?
Sasha__qt
2024-03-07 03:09:19 +0000 UTCStarbucks !
Ali
2024-03-07 03:00:52 +0000 UTCyou guys got into a real good flow lol i had to check the playback speed to make sure it wasn't over 1x
Marc !
2024-03-07 02:50:24 +0000 UTCAustin was a natural, I don’t know why I thought he would struggle a bit at first
Christian
2024-03-07 02:36:57 +0000 UTCThe feeling of fun versus the feeling of fulfilling is really hard when you're depressed. (Hi it's me, Ms. Depress) The best place to start I've found is find what relaxes you and build from there
Melodyingg
2024-03-07 02:29:29 +0000 UTCI appreciate Austin's bits from other content and the character he leans into playing but seeing this side of him was really cool
wildarmz
2024-03-07 02:02:11 +0000 UTCQT and Austin pod... wow that is so sick.
Michael
2024-03-07 01:59:49 +0000 UTCThese have probably been some of the best episodes. It was really nice to hear Austin be open and honest about content creation and "drop the mask" so to speak.
77katz77
2024-03-07 01:13:54 +0000 UTCAustin repeat guest would be Amazing. Always love the QT & Austin vibes.
Darren Hertenstein
2024-03-07 00:41:06 +0000 UTCas a queer nonbinary wine about lover i love my shoutouts this ep
Ana Gallina
2024-03-07 00:23:36 +0000 UTCthese were such comfy episodes i loved seeing you guys in the more chill wine about it format hehe. the banter on fear& is fun too obviously but having physical proof qt actually likes austin warmed my heart a little <3 subbed to wine about it for the cozy facetime catchup with the girlies vibes forever ago and i love how easily qt can bring out that same feeling with the guests so far
Malin
2024-03-07 00:00:16 +0000 UTCwell, i should say we used to before our governor fucked it all up
Anthony Snider
2024-03-06 23:51:59 +0000 UTCaustin I'm straight but I'm from Nashville and we go to drag brunches at least once a month, they're bomb
Anthony Snider
2024-03-06 23:51:39 +0000 UTCthey already know each other on so many levels… it was meant to be
LeahGia
2024-03-06 23:46:59 +0000 UTCi just realized its insane that everyone in this trio has kissed each other on the lips
Julie Tran
2024-03-06 23:42:56 +0000 UTCSelfish tops are hot
Sun
2024-03-06 23:41:17 +0000 UTCI would love to have more content like this with you two<3
a k
2024-03-06 23:36:25 +0000 UTCNice chill episode! I 100% relate to Austin about the acne thing. Had bad cystic acne in hs and still get bad back acne and I’m super self conscious of it and notice it in other people :/. I’ve thought about accutane but my dr says no because it’s too aggressive on your liver. Chance the rapper I don’t think ever was really mainstream, he’s still popular among hip hop crowds but never a huge star.
Jose Marin
2024-03-06 23:21:08 +0000 UTCPossibly the best ever episode of anything ever
max
2024-03-06 23:06:32 +0000 UTCHas anyone ever told QT the jello explanation for turbulence? It honestly helped me not be as scared of turbulence anymore. Still scary, but it helps!
Brooklyn Gordon
2024-03-06 22:47:06 +0000 UTCIdea: I would give anything for any kind of reoccurring stream content (even if it’s just monthly or virtual) with QT, Austin, and Caroline. Imagine?
LeahGia
2024-03-06 22:44:51 +0000 UTCCan Austin be a repeat guest when maya is back the vibes are fab we need it
Ivvyandvine
2024-03-06 22:14:08 +0000 UTCMan I love QT and Austin together. The vibes are so good. As much as I’m sad when QT isn’t on a Fear& ep, it makes sense that she doesn’t mind a week off as much as the fans mind it especially because she also films this pod weekly and with WAI she doesn’t really have an option but to be on every ep since Maya can’t do guest eps. As a fan of QT, I love that we get two pods but for her it’s two big commitments every week.
LeahGia
2024-03-06 21:24:31 +0000 UTCtrue we are all gay lol
Sunshine
2024-03-06 21:14:12 +0000 UTCI could literally listen to Qt and Austin talk for HOURS y'all just vibe too well, loved this ep!
Mikala Woods
2024-03-06 20:38:34 +0000 UTCIm a royal paying thing got it lol
Mrs Coffv
2024-03-06 20:32:10 +0000 UTCThe Sanctuary Beach Resort - dog friendly (swift would have so much fun, the restaurant even has a dog menu) and BEAUTIFUL - just a few hours drive north of you. DO IT QT ITS THE BEST MINI VACATION!
pandaOnPatreon
2024-03-06 20:27:50 +0000 UTCchance the rapper fell off the face of the earth because he released an album full of awful beats and corny bars about how much he loves his wife and nothing else
ArborealTiger
2024-03-06 20:21:09 +0000 UTClol QT ariana grande was on the voice
smileye
2024-03-06 20:16:08 +0000 UTCJeez we’re starting off hot with this one
Aldo
2024-03-06 20:05:17 +0000 UTCwowie
AxialMars
2024-03-06 20:00:21 +0000 UTC
