The Female Avatar, Hera

So, with this one..... I had the idea that maybe I could challenge/work with the other TG content creators on Youtube. I've started a 'diary' like story were a boy is inhabiting a girls body for a month as part of a school programm to teach understanding.

let me know what you think of this idea!

Also, massive thank you for those who have continued to support this month! The channel really would be a loss without you! Honestly, without the Patreon the channel would already be dead! 

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The Female Avatar, Hera #1

Entry 1

Not really sure what to write about in this journal, but it’s been passed on to me to record my thoughts and experiences for this next month.

I Feel pretty weird knowing that from tomorrow I will be inhabiting the body of a girl, but I guess I’m not the first boy in the school to go through the program.

In fact, I’m not even the first boy in my class. Henry was in the avatar body about a month ago. I’m too scared to ask him anything about it, but he seemed to enjoy himself. Well, from what I could see anyway.

I’m not really sure how the science works. When I asked the doctor if the female avatar body is like a robot or something, he just laughed. It was a stupid question and it made me feel pretty silly.

Apparently, the avatar's body is completely human. Kinda freaky if you ask me. When I looked at the lifeless female avatar body laying in the cryo pod, it’s hard to even imagine it walking and talking.

It’s much freakier knowing that in twenty-four hours that lifeless body will be mine. Brings shivers down my spine even thinking about it!

So, as far as I’m aware, they will put my body into cryostasis while I inhabit the avatar girl. I can’t stop thinking about that! What if something goes wrong with that and I can’t transfer back into my body!?

I know there haven’t ever been any incidents recorded of that happening, but I’m just really worried about it. I know the whole idea of this is to teach understanding and empathy, but I dunno if losing my body is worth that.

Well, I guess I can ask about it tomorrow morning.

That means I’ve gotta be up early to have my consciousness transferred into the female avatar. Moms coming with me. She’s excited about it. Yesterday she went out and brought me a whole load of clothes and stuff. I guess that’s cool. I just kinda left her to it. She seems to know what stuff I will need.

Entry 2

Didn’t sleep last night. Couldn’t stop worrying about this morning. I’ve been stressing over every little detail and every little thing I think could go wrong. Mom has been rushing around all morning, getting stuff ready. I couldn’t help but winch when she packed the female version of our school uniform into my bag.

The skirt looks really short!

What’s making matters worse, is that I’m not even allowed to eat! All I’m allowed this morning is a couple of the pre-cryo pills that get my body ready for stasis. I hope the person that used the avatar body before me, fed it! I don’t wanna transfer into a hungry body.

Wish me luck!

Entry 3

They’ve asked me to make one last entry before the transfer takes place. I’m writing this inside the laboratory. Right in front of me, they’ve got the avatar body all hooked up and ready to go. She’s a lot smaller than I’d like and she’s got so much long blonde hair.

I did just find out that they call her Hera. After a Greek goddess, I’m told. She is kinda cute, looking at her from my current male perspective.

So, that’s to be me for the next month. I mean, I’m going to be a cute girl. I guess that’s kinda cool.

I am feeling pretty terrified right now though. I think they can all tell I’m nervous. Everyone keeps telling me not to worry and that the transfer will be painless. They tell me it’s like waking up from a dream.

Waking up from a dream doesn’t sound bad.

Well, the next time I write in this journal, I will be inside Hera’s body. I will be a girl. I really hope this doesn’t turn into a nightmare! Goodbye manhood. I will see you soon!

Entry 4

It worked. Everything went to plan. I’m a girl! I’m actually a walking-talking human girl! I’ve got girl parts and everything! Soooooooo STRANGE!

Checking in: My body feels weird. Everything is weird. The pen in my hand feels weird. I feel weird. Hair keeps falling in my eyes. It’s really frustrating!

I daren’t even look under the covers of the bed I’m laying in. This body kinda smells weird too. Like an old dusty book. I thought girls were supposed to smell nice. I guess that’s the first lesson learned.

Who knew girls could smell kinda musty. Showering later is going to be interesting!!

I keep asking them if I can get up and see my body, but they won’t let me. Something about it being processed into cryosleep. They keep telling me to rest, but I can’t stop thinking about it! Is it still safe!?

The second lesson: Bras are kinda itchy and annoying. Also, incredibly annoying to hook up! I cheated in the end and did the clasp up on my front. Nobody was looking, so I got away with it!

Still, at least the bra hides my new chest friends away from sight. I’ve been sitting here for well over thirty minutes now trying to build up the courage to even touch my new body. Can’t even bring myself to touch my face.

Everything is so strange.

I don’t know if it’s just like a girl's skin or something, but I can feel EVERYTHING. The sheets feel so scratchy! Argh! Maybe I should just get some sleep.

Maybe they will let me see my body when I wake up?

Entry 5

So, that was an experience. Mom hasn’t had to help me get dressed since I was like four years old. The worst thing about is that I actually kinda needed her help!

Lesson three: be careful putting on tights. They ladder really easily if you’re not being careful! Good thing mom was here to help.

I’m wearing the girl's uniform. I’ve got black pumps on, black tights, a pleated school skirt, a white blouse, and a female blazer. It all kinda molding around my new figure. So weird seeing myself with such wide hips and a narrow waistline. The skirt is hanging off my hips.

It does make me laugh when I move around though. My chest and my backside giggle a little as I move. I guess they are plumper now I’m a girl but was such a surreal moment when I first felt them move like that.

I feel really short too. My phone seems enormous in my hands now.

Also, it’s good news. My body is safe and well. They let me look at my old body and I can report it’s an extremely surreal moment when you see yourself almost completely lifeless. It’s not like looking into a mirror. Looking at yourself through someone else's eyes is mad!

Entry 6

We’re in the car now on our way to school. I’m only going in for the afternoon, but I’m still so anxious about it. Mom keeps trying to remind me that I’m not the first transferred mind and that being in Hera’s body is part of the normal process.

It’s just hard to take that in when you’ve got breasts hanging from your chest and long hair that keeps blowing everywhere. I sware I’ve already eaten half of Hera’s hair with the number of times it’s blown into my mouth.

Walking is just so strange now. I’m used to walking with my legs apart to protect my assets, but now they aren’t there anymore.

Creepy to think and even creepier to write that sentence. Although, I’m curious to see what It all looks like down there.

I’ve asked Mom to put my hair into a ponytail, like the other girls in the school, but she won’t. She tells me I look cute with my hair down. If you ask me, I think my Mom is enjoying this far too much. Maybe she and Dad should try for a girl?

Anyways, we are pulling up to the school now and Mom wants to put some light makeup on me. Again, wish me luck. I’m going to need it!

Also, Bras really do get annoying! I just wanna take the bloody thing off! I won’t though. I don’t want that sort of attention!

Entry 7

Day one as a girl is now done! Finished! Complete! Trophy unlocked!

I don’t know if it’s like a side effect of the transfer, but I’m exhausted. Really thirsty all the time too.

Lesson three: It’s much harder to hold in a wee when you’re a girl. Also, I need to remember to check the seat is down before I sit down! Sitting directly on the bowl is not….. recommended.

Mentioning that, I thought the girls in the toilet would be more freaked out when I entered. I really wasn’t sure which one I should use! I’m still a boy really, just hiding in a girl's body.

Thank god for Stacey, she really made me feel at ease. I suppose she can empathize with me, seeing how she’s just had her month as a boy. From what I gather, she was kinda sad when it ended.

I wonder if I will feel the same when my time as a girl is over?

I can also note: Taking your bra off after a long day is a pleasure I never thought I’d experience. Mom frowned at me doing it, but I just had to let them hang free!

This is my last entry for day one. Well, it might be! I’ve gotta have a shower later and I might have some more thoughts after that.

I wonder if it’s going to be like I’m showing someone else’s body? Mom’s brought me a whole load of shampoos and stuff. My hair does kinda smell a bit musty, like the rest of me, so I probably will wash it.

Stacey thinks my hair would like nice in pigtails. I guess I’ll sleep on that and see how I feel in the morning!

Entry 8

Lesson four: OMG DOES WASHING YOUR HAIR AS A GIRL TAKE FOREVER! Mom made me wash and condition it several times before then drying and styling it! I just wanted to go to bed!

Made me do a skincare routine! I felt so embarrassed to tell her I wasn’t interested.

Still, the curls she’s styled in really do suit this body. Hera, and I guess by extension, me right now, is very cute and adorable. She/I’ve got a cute little button nose and freckles. I’d date her/me.

What did I just write? This is messing with my mind. Am I thinking about dating myself? I guess my male consciousness hasn’t adjusted as of yet?

Well, anyways, I really am tired and I’ve got it all again tomorrow. So far, so good!