I tried and failed to finish these 4 new pics by the 31st (these pics)
I also failed to finish the Mae and Izzy from last month
Shame!
Well... worry not, I wont wander off for the next few weeks again, I wanna finish all those pics in the next few days... but I started to see the work suffer in trying to rush things and Im here asking for grace on this monthly art drop!
I want to do pretty art
It should be cute/ hot and it should sparkle...
... I dont feel my art sparkling currently
Last few months have been shaky, Ive been very inconsistent, but Ive been dealing with a lot and Im being run ragged
Computer headache had a few more chapters do it but long story short first GPU had a dead Display Port and I had to get it replaced but by the 10th or so my computer was fully up and running
What came next is the infection Ive been fighting
Random waves of chills that crumple me into walls or on the floor and, according to my labwork, Im a little anemic
Nothing serious, labs for everything else looks fine, Im just very tired right now
... in part because Im living with family currently
My room is between my niece and nephews rooms and I have to be incredibly vigilant
Both are special needs and part of my being here is to help out while also saving a bit money for a while
Anyway my nephew randomly attacks my niece, the last time being at like 3 in the morning
I just hear her screaming and open the door to several drops of blood on the floor because apparently in 20 seconds my nephew ran to her room and started... uh... squeezing her head and accidently jammed his finger so far up her nose it started bleeding. Sherrifs office told he we had to get the EMTs and so we did. So stuff like that and cleaning the bathroom 6 times a day because my nephew vomits everywhere. Again special needs, doctors say there is no physical symptoms that seem to be causing it so they suspect he does this for entertainment. The problem is he is losing weight. He is malnurished despite eating 6-8 times a day.
So yeah adjusting to lots of stuff
So Sleeby
I just wanna draw man... I would very much like stuff to stop happening in general right now
let me catch up lol
Anyway the super unfinished vaporeon doodle was the first of the batch
I wont be continuing it, but I reconstructed it from the wip file and it is what it is lol. I guess I just wasnt feeling the pose. Too boring/ static
Expect updates over the next few days
Xa'on
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