This bed only has one pillow

What will you do?

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This month was incredibly draining

Roomates cat passed away. I wanted to say "our" but that doesn't feel quite right but I loved him nonetheless. Hard to express my feelings, its complicated, but Ill leave it at that. 4 and a half years with the lil guy will do that.

Then the election happened. No further comment.

I then, as a consequence of misreading a contract, completely burned myself out half way through the month trying to make a deadline I was weeks early on.

Then the craziest thing happened. My mom, who I havent seen for nearly a decade, showed up at my home. I get a call from me dad telling me she is outside my door. Her sister's husband got my address through questionable means and gave it to her and without even asking me for my address (she knew Id never give it to her), and she just shows up with no warning. She lives 3 hours away dawg. Fuck. I warned my roomates things might get weird and just ignore whatever happens and the police might get involved but things went by fine actually. Its a complicated story but Ill leave out the details. Things are improving between us but what happened was not okay and they know that.

Finally Ive been rawdogging some mental health issues for the last few days caused by losing one of my medications and having to get an emergency refill.

Im so behind on art. Ill try to get what I can done by the end of the month and hopefully the prescription sedative I take will calm me down when I finally get it back in my hands. I still can't believe I lost a bottle of meds. The only thing that makes sense is that it may have rolled away and wedged into or under something I didn't thoroughly look through or it was placed somewhere temporarily and I accidently forgot and threw it out with other stuff.

Anyway HAPPY THANKSGIVING I HOPE YALL ARE WELL :D