UPDATE: 8/30/23
Added 2023-08-30 22:12:07 +0000 UTCI know I've been absent for a while, but I've hit a few bumps in my private life. I got locked out of my PayPal account and I can't seem to get a phone number to work to get a text to unlock it. I've also had to move and I was not a pleasant experience overall, which I'm hoping to rectify within the coming week.
And to be honest, i've been feeling really confused lately about where my life is headed, now that I turned 26 last May. Don't get me wrong, i'm not going to stop drawing aquaphilic art. I'm just in a horrible financial situation and my bank account is in danger of being deactivated due to stacking debt. I have no minutes on my phone and I can't access my funds on PayPal, which pisses me off. And to top it all off, my situation with my family is at an all-time low. I don't even know them anymore. They've lost all resemblance to the people I once knew, and I just feel really alone and powerless. I've tried to do what I can by concentrating on what I can do, like my art, social media, video games, and some stiff drinks in the afternoon and evening.
But that only does so much, and something has to give.