CYOA Chapter 15: Remi's Comfort

As a child, the carnival was everything. It was home and wonder, it was all you felt you ever needed. You had dreams of staying there forever, of running a part of it when you grew older. Ever since you were born, it was all you knew. Charlotte and Bram took the brunt of raising you, and it wasn’t until you were older you understood why.

Childlike thoughts are astounding, what you once thought is something totally different as an adult. As a child, you called your mother Snow White because she resembled a picture from the fairy tale book Mr. Faire had given you. She laid in her bed asleep, her dark hair spilled around her pillow, her long lashes resting against her cheek. You thought she was beautiful in that state. And she would stay in that state for days at a time.

When she would wake up it was a magical event! She was loving and full of hugs, she did all sorts of things with you. But eventually, that poisoned apple would take effect and she would have to go to sleep again.

With adult eyes you knew now what was wrong with her. That it wasn’t some fairy tale story that just needed a kiss to end it. Your mother fought hard, as best she could, and the carnival sheltered her from the trauma she had been under. Bram and Charlotte did the best they could, and eventually, your mother knew it was time to go.

It hurt to leave. You were angry at her for ending all your dreams. But now, you knew why.

It was cold when you got up. The room was dark and you couldn’t see your own hand in front of your face. Your body ached in a few ways. The bed was stiff so your joints and hips felt out of wack. But there was also a hunger inside you. You hated that your body was reacting this way while you were essentially on the run and in hiding. As you stood you felt the wetness in your underwear and you grumbled in aggravation.

“We’re in trouble because of you,” you grunted. “I blame you.” You managed to shuffle to the wall and you found the light switch. You squinted your eyes in the brightness and looked around. Your water bottle was empty, so you decided to find the kitchen. Hopefully, you wouldn’t bother anyone.

“Turn that off,” Remi hissed from the other side of the door.

You frowned. “What?”

Remi wiggled the doorknob. “Turn that light off!It’s like a beacon outside. Hurry!”

You turned the light off. “I just want some water.”

The door opened and you felt Remi’s presence before you. “I’ll go get you some. Just keep that light off. Okay?”

“Okay, bossy,” you sighed.

“Hey, I’m trying to save your life. I get to be bossy.” Remi huffed. The door closed again and he went back down the hall.

You struggled finding the bed again, once you did you sat upon it and used to cold to try and calm your body. Even your clothes brushing against your skin felt enticing. Your flesh felt warm, and it tingled as you rubbed your arms. Your nipples grew hard and the throbbing in your loins wouldn’t fade.

“Come on, dammit,” you snarled.

The door clicked open again and shut. “Okay. I got you water.” Remi said from the darkness. As your eyes adjusted, you could just barely make out the outline of him.

“Thanks,” you muttered. “Set it on the table.”

Remi hesitated. “Everything alright?”

You grunted, not wanting to tell Remi the truth. But maybe if you did he could help you with something. Maybe Luke culd come back in, it would be easy with him. No. You needed to control this! You could control this.

“Hey, talk to me.” Remi sat down beside you.

You huffed. “I hate this.”

“Look,” remi cracked open your water bottle and handed it to you. “I know this hiding out sucks. But we won’t have to do it long. Once the carnival gets here, we can all relax for a minute.”

“Not that,” you huffed. The water bottle felt so cold in your hands. “It’s…I’m…” You bit your lip and tried to think your way out of this. “Was Pan always turned on at the worst times?”

“For the people around him, yes.” remi chuckled then went quiet. “Oh. I see.”

You glugged down some water and sighed heavily. “Knowing what I am now, I feel like I should hate this body.”

“But you shouldn’t. It’s not your fault.” Remi placed his hand on your shoulder. “What some would call strange a strange libido is normal in this world. Some, like yours, are heightened, some have none. And there’s nothing wrong with either.”

You scoffed and shook your head. “Yeah, except mine is apparently a powerhouse for a goat worshipping cult.”

“We don’t claim him,” Remi fussed.

You fidgeted as the tension below was getting stronger. “Is Luke around?”

“He’s out patrolling.”

You frowned then shook your head. “I’ll survive. Maybe I can take a cold shower in the dark to calm myself.”

“I feel like I’m being ignored,” Remi huffed.

A bolt of surprise ran through your body. “Oh! I didn’t think you-”

Remi chuckled. “I don’t mind help you out. I’ve been doing that all this time.” Hi shand slid up your thigh, squeezing you. “If you need help with this, I don’t mind.”

Your pulse quickened as his touch became more intense. You closed your eyes and couldn’t push out how good it would feel. “You don’t have to, Remi.”

“I know,” he murmured. “But I find myself…curious.”

“Curious?” You murmured.

“All these people are drawn to you. I’m drawn to you,” he whispered. “Evander, Mero, Ebal, Luke… They’ve all enjoyed something special with you. I’ve been fighting with temptation myself. It scared me at first and reminded me of him. But you are not him.” His fingers slipped deeper between your thighs, and you felt them very close to your groin.

You whimpered, bowing your head slightly. Remi captured your temple with a kiss. He raised your head and gave you a soft, warm kiss.

“Do you like me?” Remi asked.

“Of course I do,” you whispered. “Your strange but…that’s not a bad thing.”

He chuckled and kissed you again. “You are completely different from him. When we kissed there was an edge that felt dangerous. When I kiss you I feel safe. I feel this loving sweetness.” He kissed your jaw and neck.

“Remi,” you moaned.

“Yes, that’s it.” Remi eased you down upon the bed, kissing you hungrily. His hands went under your clothes, touching and groping you where he could. He pushed away your shirt and his warm mouth cuepped over your breast. He sucked, moaning in pleasure. His fingers then trailed down, going inside your underwear. He rubbed against you, feeling how wet you’ve become.

Remi’s fingers slid inside you and began pulling from you a deep relief.

“Remi. Fuck!” You whined.

He chuckled against your breast, gently nipping then suckling again. He moved to the other, and his fingers picked up speed.

“It’s amazing,” he breathed. “Even like this and my head is spinning.” He removed his fingers from inside you and licked them clean. “I haven’t felt this way since I was young, and that was centuries ago,” he laughed. His eyes glowed faint blue in the darkness. His hands stroked down your body and he opend your thighs. His fingers kneaded into the plump flesh and he moaned.

“Your power is so much different,” he whispered. “It’s rejuvenating and soft. I feel pampered.” He dipped down again, kissing your belly and thighs. He then sat up, pressing himself between your legs until he was rubbing up against your mound. You whimpered, surging with desire, aching to feel him inside.

“You’re shaking,” Remi chuckled. “Dont worry. I won’t make you wait longer.” he shifted and bounced then laid himself over top of you. You whimpered as you felt something prodding at you below.

“I’m not as endowed as Evander. But I think I can please you.” Remi growled into your ear. “Tell me what you think.” He took your hand and placed it on his cock. He was quite long, with a flared head. You bit your lip as you imagined how good it would feel inside.

“Yes,” Remi moaned as you stroked him. “It’s been so long.”

You stilled. “It has?”

He chuckled. “Don’t worry about that now.” He pressed closer, placing himself at your entrance. “There’s so many better things to think about right now.”

You guided him in, whimpering at that first sensation of him penetrating you. He slipped in going deep inside. You tighetned around him and gripped onto his hips.

Remi whimpered and his legs trembled. “You make me want to come right now.”

“Not yet,” you gasped.

A dark laugh vibrated through the wair. “Don’t worry. I won’t.” He sat up, holding your legs against his chest. He pressed inside and pulled back, going slowly as he held himself back. “I can’t believe how good this is.”

He felt so warm and thick inside. His length though is what surprised you. He went so deep inside, striking all the way back against you. It felt like he was pushing his way into your guts.

“Oh god-” you moaned.

“Not quite,” Remi laughed. He suddenly went harder, driving himself into you. His angels and grunts were deep, and his eyes glew brighter. You clutched onto the pillows, gasping as if he was trying to knock the wind from your.

Remi suddenly stopped and went slow. He chuckled and let your legs around around his sides. He eased in, kissing you softly as he rocked his hips. It felt so good after something so hard. You cupped your hands around his face, kissing him in desperation.

“I’ll make you come, don’t worry.” He thrusted hard inside you, shaking you to your core. He did it again and again, each time he was angled perfectly. He breathed and snarled, rising up again. He held your hands as he thrust into you, moaning and snarling.

“Good girl, so good,” Remi moaned. “God…you feel amazing.”

You cried out in reply. He was still trying to steal your breath with his powerful thrusts that crashed through your while body.

You closed your eyes and tossed your head back. He felt so deep inside, so warm. Your wetness spilled and sloshed the harder his cock thrust. It was dizzying and soon a huge wave crashed upon you. It was tumultuous and hard, but the relief was calming. You were awash in warmth, despite the darkness, felt like sunlight on your skin. You whined and eased back into the bed, trembling from little aftershocks.

Remi moaned, moving slowly as he filled you. He released inside you, pulling out and spilling more upon your belly and thighs. His seed felt so warm, an it was seering hot as it spilled from inside you.

Gasping for breath, Remi reached for your water and gulped some down. “Fuck.Holy shit,” he panted.

“Yeah,” you giggled.

Remi laughed and kissed you, leaning over you so his warm body was pressed against yours.

“Thank you,” you panted. “I needed that.”

“I know.” remi nuzzled into your neck. “I’m glad I can help you.”

You wrapped your arms around him, squeezing him tight. “You’ve done so much for me. I feel like I owe you a debt.”

Remi chuckled. “Don’t tempt me.” He kissed you agait hen rolled over onto his back. He let out a slow, heavy breath then moaned. “It has been a while though.”

“How long?”

He scoffed. “Since before Pan.”

You furrowed your brow. “What?”

He chuckled. “I mean…I haven’t felt that way since Pan. I feel…new because of you. It’s amazing.”

You smiled and leaned in to kiss him again when the door opened.

“Oh…” Someone gasped. “My bad.”