About That Release
Added 2023-11-28 21:09:14 +0000 UTCHello folks,
There's no real way to say this easily, but I like to be transparent. Lately, I think I've been depressed. At first, I thought it was apathy. It felt nice not to care about things and just be productive - that quickly wore off. During times like that, I find it best to do "mindless" work. For me, that's something like programming. Writing requires effort and creativity, so while there wasn't much writing left to do. It felt less appealing to work on posing and rendering scenes.
There's no real reason other than that as to why v4 isn't here yet, given that the amount of work is maybe 10-15 hours remaining (if that).
Well, there was another reason. I wanted to let these feelings play out and run their course. I'm keenly aware that I'm currently going through the stages of grief. I was hurt for a long time with my current circumstances. Then angry. I'm slowly getting there.
However, I am sorry this had to affect this month's release. Generally speaking, this kind of emotional turmoil has been happening since February behind the scenes. I usually continue to work and be productive regardless. But this time, I decided to follow those feelings a bit to see where they led.
I do hope your holidays were and will continue to be well. I have decided that regardless of my feelings, it's time to get back to being productive.
I'll try to finish up strong.
- My Big "Little" Brother
