A Big Update About My Patreon Tiers (and My Heartfelt Hopes)

Hey everyone ♥

This is a very honest and important post for me. I have been thinking about this for months, and now I’ve finally made the decision to change the structure of my Patreon tiers, something that honestly scares me a lot, but also feels necessary.

For a long time, I have been sending out handwritten postcards and Polaroids every month. I truly loved doing this, it was a special, personal way of saying thank you. But over time, it has become harder and harder for me to keep it up.

The costs for printing, packaging and shipping have been rising, and sometimes I wasn’t even able to afford the basic materials to get them out. On top of that it’s incredibly time-consuming and has been eating up my energy, energy I deeply need to create the actual content I love.

As much as I cherish giving you something physical and personal, I realized it’s pulling me away from the very thing I originally set out to do: creating content. The things I love, ASMR, cosplay, storytelling, dreamy photos... they have started to fall behind and I don’t want that to continue.

Lately I have been stuck in a loop where I couldn't keep up with the physical rewards, couldn't create freely and felt more and more drained. I even seriously thought about quitting content altogether and finding a regular day job in a bar or something just to break out of this cycle.

But deep down, I know that this is what I love. Creating, performing, connecting. So I decided to give it one more real try by changing my tier system into something sustainable. Something that allows me to grow again, create again, breathe again.

From now on, I’ll be focusing fully on digital content. This means more time and energy for you, for better videos, creative photos, more ideas, more of my inner world coming to life.

Some of the content will be a little more spicy than before, but still soft, aesthetic, and playful. Nothing too explicit! Just a more confident version of myself, expressing things I didn't allow myself to before.

I have been feeling much better in my body lately, and honestly... I’m excited to share this more sensual side of my creativity with you. I hope it will be seen as another way of creating, not as something to judge.

Also: I keep my YouTube videos completely ad-free, and I would love to keep it that way. But that means Patreon is my only source of income and I need it to work. I’m putting all my hope into this change and into your continued support. I know it’s a risk, and I’m scared of losing people... but I have to believe that this is the right next step.

💌 About the Postcards & Polaroids (Feb–July)

I want to be honest about this too:

I still have the February and March postcards here with me, already handwritten and ready to go. Ill be sending those out this month as a soft goodbye to that era. They mean a lot to me, and I don’t want them to be lost.

But for April, May, June and July, I’ve come to the difficult conclusion that I can’t complete those anymore. The time, energy, and especially the money it would take to print and send everything is simply too much right now, I’ve already been struggling to keep up emotionally, financially, and energy-wise. I hope you understand that I didn’t want to let you down. I just hit a wall where it wasn’t sustainable anymore.

Instead I will create a special long-form ASMR video, exclusively for the people who would have received physical rewards in those months. It won’t be a postcard but it will be made with just as much care, and just as much love.

If you're still here – thank you from the bottom of my heart.

And if you're unsure... I understand that too, please just don't give me bitter words. I am just a girl who is trying to find her way in this world.

But please know: This is not me giving up.

This is me fighting for the chance to keep doing what I love and to finally breathe again.

With all my love and so much hope,

Tizu ♥