I want to talk to you guys...
Added 2019-05-10 07:55:06 +0000 UTCHey everyone.
There's something that I want to tell you, because I don't know what I should do anymore at this point, so I thought I'll just be honest with you.
Lately I've been struggling a lot with myself and making Youtube videos is more difficult for me because of that, there's so much in my head and I feel like I'm not doing good enough.
I don't upload as often and it makes me so sad to disappoint people,I try my best and everything but it doesn't show.
That's why I wanted to ask you something.
Would you be okay with it if I make one of the Patrons only videos public on my channel? I know I'm asking for a lot, but I think I have to overcome these feelings instead of forcing myself to try something over and over again.
If you have an idea what I could give to you guys as a compensation, feel free to tell me in the comments. I really want to give you something back if you are okay with it.
Thank you so much for reading and for understandig. You guys are so amazing and I appreciate your support so unbelievably much. Thank you for being here and being patient with me. I promise, I'm working on myself and I will soon be back with full energy! I know that I can overcome this.
Thank you.
Love, Neko
Comments
I like...super need to check in more often but things have been super hectic...anyway... I'll point out that everything from here out is my own personal view, i can't speak for everyone...I know that at the very least i'm here because your work got me through some pretty dark times and gave something back to me that i thought was gone for a very long time, a consistent upload schedule has never bothered me, i just wanted to give something back, the little extras are really just a bonus. people get burnt out, caught up in life and especially at your age, the world really does race through your mind and it can have some amazingly bad side effects. taking a step away from things, slowing down and really making time for yourself is never going to be a disappointment and you should never feel bad for taking time for your own happiness. I may not know you personally, but i do consider myself an open shoulder and have always held an open door policy, so if yourself, or anyone really needs to talk, i'm happy to listen. with that out of the way, you doing an amazing job and i hope everything is okay. take care
Reece Decaux
2019-05-15 14:33:49 +0000 UTCAs kind of a side note for anyone reading, I voted yes on the poll. I came back to write this because the 1 "no" vote fits well with my comment, annoyingly.
Ketsueki - Xavier
2019-05-14 17:50:30 +0000 UTCActually Tizi, I think you should upload a fail video. Like all the times something has gone wrong in recording. This will do two things: First, it'll humanize you with your audience to make you seem more relatable. And second, it'll help you be more okay with your mistakes, so that you feel less bad about whatever is wrong. ❤️
Ketsueki - Xavier
2019-05-13 17:50:34 +0000 UTC
