GALLEYページを更新。

今回、Twitterの永久凍結をきっかけにwebサイトをつくろうと思って、あらためて過去のイラストを見返してみましたが、いろいろな愛着が再燃してしまったので、ギャラリーページを新設しました。

ほとんどはこの1〜2年のものですが、中には10年くらい前のものもあります。

https://www.hero-syndrome.com/gallery

「敗北するヒーロー」への執着はニッチな趣味ですが、敗北には、そこに至るまで男たちが突き進んできたヒーローとしての過程・道程があるわけで、その積層や質量のない、見た目だけの「敗北」は、決して悲壮でも甘美なものでもありません。

生まれながら才能や肉体に秀でていたとしても、努力を怠ってはヒーローにはなれませんし、また仮に、血と汗と精液が滲み出すような努力を積み重ねヒーローになったとしても、持って生まれた才覚や体格の圧倒的な差の前に、全く手も足も出ず歯も立たず、迫り来る敗北に、滲む汗は冷や汗に代わり鍛えた肉体は負った傷と血と埃にまみれ、最後は精液を迸らせることで男としての本能を見せ抗うも、その射精はヒーローとしての精力も誇りも屈してしまったことを意味し…

と、語ってみましたが、そういう重々しさは置いといて、とりあえず、今も昔もヒーローが敗北する姿が好みなのは変わりはありませんね。

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This time, I decided to create a website in the wake of Twitter's permanent freeze, and looked back at past illustrations again. As a result, my various attachments have rekindled, so I created a new gallery page on my website.

Most of the illustrations on that page are from the last year or two, but some are from ten years ago.

The "defeating hero" obsession is a niche hobby.

In defeat, there is a process and path that men have pushed through as heroes up to that point, and the apparent "defeat" without layers and mass is neither tragic nor sweet.

Even if men are born with great talent and physique, they can't become heroes if they don't put in the effort. A man can become a hero by accumulating effort that oozes blood, sweat and semen. However, the men who have become heroes through such a process are completely helpless and toothless in the face of the overwhelming difference in physique and talent born with their enemies, and are terrified of the impending defeat. To do. A man hides his fear, but instead of cold sweat, his hardened body is covered in wounds, blood, and dust, and in the end, semen will spurt out. A man shows his instincts as a man and resists the enemy, but ejaculation means that the energy and pride of a hero have succumbed to the enemy...

I tried to talk about it, but even with that kind of seriousness, I still like to see heroes defeated.