sissyjizelle

A weird silver lining?

Added 2021-09-21 17:53:04 +0000 UTC

So this is weird but... I have corona virus (I promise this post is about sissy stuff.) I'm pretty much over it, in fact I'm almost finished with my quarantine. For me the really crappy part is that I lost my taste and smell. I'm trying to look at the silver lining, and one occurred to me. I love the idea of kunalingus. It's so sexy to me, and some of the times I've done it, it has been really exciting and sexy. But usually I don't like doing it very much. The problem for me is that human bodies have a smell. Even freshly washed ones do, and particular parts have more of a smell than others. I'm really sensitive to smells and unfortunately I don't particularly find the smell of genitals to be appealing. I wish I did, but I don't.

Now that I have no sense of smell, I ought to reach out to my play partners and see if any of them want to be kunalingasized by me. But! the next thought that occurred, was that my part time Domme and I have been beginning the very early stages of negotiation about seeing if she could push my into actually sucking a cock. This is something I've never done, and I've always assumed I'd never do. One of the many reasons is that I'm sure the smell will gag me (no pun intended). But now, might be the time to think about this more. She says she has a partner that she's told about me (without revealing my identity) and who is down to do a scenario.

So I dunno. Maybe losing my smell (hopefully temporarily) will turn out to have a silver lining? Anyway. It's all a big if, but I'll keep you posted if there's any movement on this.