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hey all! since you've all been so patient in sticking around through May, i figure i owe you an update.

in the last month, my mental health took a nosedive. without getting too personal, a big part of it was addressing my relationship with fetish smut like this, both drawing & consuming.

that's not to say i'm going cold turkey -- i'm in a healthier headspace now, and i feel comfortable drawing this sort of thing again. but just as a forewarning, expect more weird bodies & experimental stuff, & fewer "video game lady but she's round" pinups. and dicks, expect more dicks.

anyway, on to content: it's only tangentially related to this feed since it's SFW, but i wanted to show off the sculpt i just finished of Mola Armillaria, a design from 2018 that i've been putting off modelling for years. really proud of this one, and finally feeling competent in zbrush. a 3D printed version is on its way as well.

anyway, thank you again for sticking around. right now i'm paying rent for two after a cut to my work hours, and your support has helped both of us keep our heads above the water.

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Comments

Sounds like you've had a tough few months what with everything in RL going crazier by the week along with working through your relationship with smut in general. Hope you're able to keep finding the pace that works for you as you go along with all of this. Round video game ladies with dicks, then? Mola Armillaria lighting up with them internal fires and everything? Terrifyingly glorious.

Seritaph

Great to hear you're back and doing super well. It's always amazing to see your art ^_^

JustAmvicious

It's good to see you back! This sort of art is just as much about self-expression as it about fulfilling one fetish or another, so what matters most is doing the stuff you're comfortable with.

DonutBronut


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