Late August 2025 Update: Recovery and Self-Care

( PERSONAL NOTES) - Where I have been:

It's been quite a bit since I've done one of these. From having to take care of my family and ordering in basic needs for our home, and taking care of my siblings, things are slowly healing.

I found a new form of stability, and I'm in the process of looking for a job here, so things are slow still, but for once, I feel secure.

I've been able to cook meals with more ease and less stress, and it's all thanks to you guys and those who give and those who commission my smaller commissions while I still have my bigger ones to worry about.

I think I'm beginning to heal mentally and physically. I'm nowhere near where I want to be, but... I'm starting to feel better. Money is still a struggle, heh, but it feels a tiny bit more manageable. Been trying to work things out with my brother, too, to speed things along.

Im super sorry this months been a little less active, been honestly taking better care of myself. My body was in such a poor state, I barely realized how bad it was... My nutrition was... not so great. But I've been cooking things that are more balanced and that meet my needs too, while I cook for everyone else. Self-care is... hard for me. I always find it... unnecessary... but I'm learning to love myself.

Things at home are still rough and scary with having to take care of my siblings and staying clear of certain individuals roaming our streets and... taking people. (ugh). But... Luckily, my family and I are safe. I've still got to work harder... I want to be dependable after all.

Despite everything, it's still ...me! Thank you for your support. And those who came to commission me when walls were crashing down on me... thank you. I swear y'all always keep me from starvin'... Thank you... So much. I mean it. I wouldn't be around doing what I want to do without anyone supporting me. <3


( GAME DEVELOPMENT ) - Slowing, but concepts are flowing

I haven't worked in a bit because ive been having to worry of the bills! But many things are turning and changing!~ I cannot wait to show some new things in the works... Also been learning some other programs for other projects too in the future, should they come to pass.

I'm glad people have been enjoying the latest beta. I couldn't be happier~ Look forward to new things soon... (tm)