Bored Housewife Needs Some Attention (From the Diary)

Hi! Does anyone have any title ideas for this one? The one above doesn't feel that good... but I can't think of anything else!

A letter to my husband...

I don’t know why I feel like I can’t stop thinking about you today. It’s almost like I’m restless, or like there’s this buzzing energy in my chest every time I imagine you coming home. Every little thing I did today—washing dishes, folding laundry, wiping down the counters—felt like it was all just a way to prepare for when I finally see you again. I want everything to be perfect for you. You are all I can think about.

I keep imagining you walking through that door, and the way your presence just fills the room. The way you smile when you see me, the way your eyes find me, and I feel like everything in the world is just right. But it’s more than that, isn't it? There’s something more I want. Something I can’t quite put into words.

Maybe it’s the way I need to feel close to you—like, in every way. I want you to know that you are my every thought, my every longing. I feel like I could be busy with a hundred things, but all I want is to feel your arms around me, your hands on me, and to make you feel as special as you make me feel.

I think about the way you look at me, like I’m everything to you. And it makes me feel so… alive. The thought of you wanting me, needing me, makes my heart race and my cheeks flush. There’s something about you, something that makes me want to be near you, to give you everything I have, and to just make you feel all the love and care I hold for you.

I want you to feel adored, cherished, and desired. It’s almost like I can’t wait to make you feel how much you mean to me—in every way. I want to be that one thing you can’t stop thinking about, the one person who gets you completely.

Sometimes, I wonder if you realize how much I crave you. How much I need you, more than anything. And how every little thing I do, every touch, every moment, is just me trying to be the woman you deserve. I want you to feel wanted by me, to know how much I care.

I don’t even have words for how much I want to be close to you. To show you how much I adore you, not just through the little things I do every day, but in the big things too. In every way that matters.

I just can’t wait to see you tonight. I think I’ll be thinking of you until then… and maybe dreaming of all the things I can do to make you feel loved.

Love your desperate, needy and insatiable wife,

Ella