Patreon releases vs Public releases

Hi. It's been a while since I last made a statement like this, at least in here.

I just wanted to let you know the reasons why Patreon & public releases may vary a lot. In case you don't know, I try to release stuff earlier in Patreon than on Public, but I haven't found a consistent delay. Sometimes, I might release something a week earlier than public, like with some renders made in early June, they took at last 4 or 5 days to release to the public, while recently, it only takes some hours.

The reason why it's so inconsistent it all really comes down to the anxiety of leaving both patrons and my twitter followers without content for a "long" period of time. While quality is better than quantity, I just don't want to leave you guys without content for a week or more, it makes me feel like I am useless & it makes me think that people are losing interest on my content, and the fact that my followers might fluctuate while I'm inactive doesn't help my case.

I just wanted to apologize for not really leaving you guys much benefits to stay pledging me and I fully understand if you don't want to support me anymore. I just can't really find a consistent delay between Public and early Patreon releases without burning myself out. Back in June, I almost burned myself out, but luckily this month I decided to lay back a bit and enjoy life, as some weeks back I visited this nice sabana.

I also cannot find any good benefits for patrons over my normal followers without also overwhelming myself. If you guys have suggestions, please recommend, I truly want to make your pledge worthy of something.

But anyways, I hope with this you now know why public releases vary a lot and I hope in the future I can figure out a way to have a consistent timing. 

Since covid is still not over in most parts of the world, stay healthy, wear your mask at all times when outside vaccinated or not and I hope you enjoy the content.

~Aurii