2020 is Here.

I really can't express how overwhelmed I am to know that 2019 has ended, I'm gonna write something but I guess I won't make it very long, I wrote this while I can, I'm late but this is the day that I somewhat can stares at the PC monitor. (I Actually planned writing this around December but I can't)

Well, any of my Patrons probably wondering why I rarely draws, I think "Sorry" is the most frequent words that I said this year, It's kinda ridiculous that I have a strings of bad events this year, I could say that It's probably anime-level like ridiculous but It does happened. 

I kinda pour all of my strength to finish my Internships for the past 3 or 4 months, I even finished writing the final reports this month and I'm still waiting more words from the Lecturers for further revisions, I would be lying if I didn't have free time after that, I do have free time but my body do gave up this December, as usual, I always have a flu and cough during December because this is when the season changes in my country, imagine yesterday was hot just like summer but today is cold-rainy winter like temperature and the rain never stops from 15th until today, my body can't really withstand that, but It's been since 2016-2018 that I'm having these flu and cough so I thought 2019 will be no different.

I hit rock bottom during Christmas after riding in a car with my Uncle so I check myself up to the Doctor when Christmas ended and the Doctor said I have developed a bronchitis and this time it's not a regular flu (Don't worry I survived ARDS way before, so bronchitis is nothing for me.) and I don't really want to write all the details but yeah, She said that It's best for me to rest if I can't afford the medicine, so I just do that and I use alternate medication because I can't afford the medicine because they are crazy expensive.

Today, I felt kinda better because I can stare at the monitor without throwing up like I usually do a couple days ago, so I use the chance to write this.
If I can stare at the monitor, I would use the chance to draw another adoptable lol just like the months before because I desperately need money but I really can't sit at the computer for more than 15 minutes, that's why I can't do anything. (I was planning to create an adoptable to afford some tires because I punctured mine a couple weeks ago.)

So I just want to say that I'm sorry if I lacking content in 2019, I can't really offer refunds but I will try to make it up this year in 2020.

I hope 2020 will be a good year! that's if I didn't develop another ARDS though hahahaha. :D

And I'm sorry for my stupidity and handling Patreon for these 2 years. :)