Beacon of Light

Story Time - Based on True, Personal Events

Before Connie...

Before the art & writing...

Before everything...

I felt lost.
I felt alone.
I felt like nothing had mattered to me.
I felt like crawling up somewhere and shutting my eyes only to never wake up ever again.

Because no matter what I did, I never made a difference in my life...

Then...

My light.
My Hope.
My Angel.

Something appeared before me and told me various things that I needed to hear.

That I was meant to live.
That I had a purpose.
That I were to inspire others.
That I had to help those in need.
That I was meant for greatness.

The words and feelings resonated with me. It felt like I was being held by something that was too bright to see. This feeling was something I lacked... Something I wished more than anything...
To actually feel LOVE and KINDNESS by someone unconditionally.
I was reminded of my journey up to that point and this entity stuck with me after this experience, protecting and guiding me on this path to where I am today. And now, you all know her as I have. And with her kindness and love for me in my darkest of times, I wanted to share that love with everyone in my life as she did for me!

I know it seems odd to share, but I made this a couple weeks ago when I was at an all time low again. I got inspired after going through some old journal entries when I was younger and found some lines that I totally forgot about up until then. So I wrote everything up to my PC and went through what I described in my journal entry. What you see above is just a PORTION of the insane amount I wrote the day of my original experience.
It was like 12 pages long and I ain't typing all that up!

So I doodled a bit and eventually it led me to the picture you see above! Yes, the angel MAY not have been a Kitsune, but I have a LOVE for wolves and foxes ever since I was little. The voice was a female that spoke with me, as I described in my journal entry, so I had to make sure it was female of course, which led me to drawing Connie. It COULD have been Chryssie, but I just felt it best to do my true fursona instead!

Overall, I am and will always be grateful for this experience. With the love and constant reminders to spread love and show no judgement towards others, I feel more motivated than ever to continue being true to myself! People will hate on me, despise me, try to put me down. But it will never stop me! I will make sure to be a Beacon of Light to those that need one to guide them out of their own dark pits of despair as I experienced myself.

So thank you for allowing me to brighten up your day. Even though I share lewd/suggestive or outright NSFW art from time-to-time, I still love to spread the joy through my writings and visual arts to show that I'm here for you all! Even more so with my fursuit content!

And with that, I hope you all have an amazing rest of your day! And always remember... Be your fluffiest best, my amazing little Floofballs!