Is That It, Am I Done?
Added 2025-05-31 19:43:13 +0000 UTCThis was mainly posted for YouTube people but I think posting it here is important too for context.
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To everyone who watches this,
The reason I've made this video is to help you understand why some of the reactions as of late might not seem as lively as they once were back during the Buffy days. It is in part due to my struggles with severe depression. I continue to strive to bring you all reactions to your favourite shows, it is however sometimes difficult to motivate myself to do so in my current mental state.
If you watched this video through it hopefully will have also helped you see why some shows have recently disappeared from YouTube and why some shows will likely still follow that same route in the near future. Although I will always cherish the help I received from those around me, editing wise I am now doing everything myself for the moment.
I've had to endure some rather nasty comments in recent times, to those people I'd like to say, what is wrong with you? But thankfully in overwhelming odds there are also so many of you who continue show their support and who keep tuning in here on YouTube every week.
To you I'd like to say,
Thank you for sticking with me and for continuing to be here,
It means a lot.
Comments
Hi Shan. Please donβt focus on the negative comments and just remember that there are many more who support you and wish you good health and happiness. Stay strong πͺβ¦..Rest when you need to. From across the pond (London). β€οΈ
James Hughes
2025-07-07 14:14:36 +0000 UTCThis is tough for me to comment on as I have my own struggles that I'm, well, struggling with. I just really wanted to say that I count you as a friend, and I only wish you the best. You will always have my support. Lemons forever.
Zoot!
2025-06-04 10:31:05 +0000 UTCYou are Beautiful Shan, inside and out. Don't let the jealous people convince you otherwise. Other than that, know we care about you Shan and support you.
Patrick - Excelsior
2025-06-02 22:02:09 +0000 UTCI was more worried that you had become jaded. Meds often affect weight. Anyone mentioning yours needs to remember someone close to you can dox them if they upset you. Patreon advertisement: clip show titled "bet you didn't know I reacted to that!"
Mike Simonton
2025-06-01 01:02:06 +0000 UTCWe all have many different internal voices talking at us. When I was a child I had a voice that scared me so badly that if I hadn't learned to shut it off as soon as it would begin talking, I would never have survived to grow up. I was the lucky one. My brother has suffered with debilitating depression for over half a century. Physical injuries are predictable with well understood recovery methods and timelines but emotional struggles have no clear solutions. What helps one person may do the opposite for another. You are not alone. But, of course, you know that and it is not a lot of help. I wish you the best and hope that you find a way out of the darkness and back into the light sooner rather than later. You do bring light to many of us and I thank you for that. You have so many reactions that brighten my days sometime over repeated viewings. Just know that you have a large library of content that continues to brighten the lives of many.
Eric Haefele
2025-05-31 21:11:32 +0000 UTC
