The Cuckold Mindset - Part 10

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"Do you know what today is?" Mindy asked.

Matt panicked in the way a man sometimes does when his wife asks that question. He shook his head and hoped that he hadn't forgotten an important date.

"It's the one year anniversary of me finding your panties," she said with a smile.

"Oh, wow, I hadn't realized it had been that long."

Mindy moved closer and cuddled next to her husband. "It's been a year since our marriage changed, since our lives changed, really. A year since you revealed your true self to me. A year since we began our journey into becoming a cuckold and hotwife couple."

So much had happened in the past year. What had begun as a kink had become a lifestyle, with Matt now wearing panties at all times and as a result remaining in the cuckold mindset at all times. Mindy had been with Max for four months, then with Cade for three months, and was now on her fifth month with Alex. Matt knew that Alex wouldn't be the last lover that his wife took, but their relationship felt as though it had legs.

"I think we should talk," Mindy said.

"About what?"

"Well, it's been a year, and an anniversary is as good a time as any to assess what we want our future to look like," she began. "So I want to know what you want your future to look like. Do you like being a pantied cuckold? Do you like living as my cuckold husband? Do you like being submissive to my needs?"

"I do," Matt admitted. "I know it's unusual, but I feel happier this way. Happier than I thought I would, to be honest. How about you?"

Mindy leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. She rested her head on Matt's shoulder and their fingers entwined as she said, "I'm very, very happy. And like you, more than I would have thought possible when I first discovered your pretty yellow panties. Happier than I thought possible when I first cuckolded you with Max. I never would have guessed that it would work to take all of this beyond a kink and transform it into something a lot closer to a lifestyle. I like our lifestyle, though. I like being in control. I like dominating you. I like dressing you in panties. I like making you serve my needs. I like that you no longer really even think about it, that you just serve my needs without having to be told most of the time."

Matt noticed his heart rate had increased and that it seemed as though his body had directed a bit more blood flow to his cock as it had begun to grow in the pink satin panties Mindy had selected for him that morning.

"When I think back to a year ago," Matt said, "it's incredible how much has changed. And yet, none of it has felt painful to me."

"Not even when I had Cade fuck you?" Mindy asked.

Matt's asshole tingled at the memory of being fucked by his wife's lover. Cade was half a decade younger than Mindy and sexually flexible, which is why he'd been more than happy to fuck Matt in the ass repeatedly.

"My clearest memory of that is of you masturbating," he said. "And cumming."

She kissed his neck softly and moaned. "I did cum awfully hard when he fucked you. There was something so exciting about it, something so hot, so sexy. To see the look on his face, the pleasure he was taking in degrading my husband in that way. He enjoyed putting you in your place, Matt."

He could hear the arousal in her voice. Her breathing had gotten a little heavier and Matt was certain that her pussy was wet. The fact that a memory of him getting fucked by one of her lovers had caused the wetness was both astonishing and thrilling to him. So much had changed in just a year's time. It was mind boggling when he stopped to think about it.

"Do you miss fucking me?" Mindy asked.

He nodded. "I do. I can't help it. I do miss it."

"Do you miss it enough for us to unwind all of this and go back to the way things were?"

"No."

She kissed his neck again, though this time in a far more erotic manner. Her hand moved between his legs and she caressed his cock. Mindy was trying to turn him on and of course it was working. He hadn't cum in two weeks so blowing on his neck - let alone kissing it - would have been enough to get him going.

"Are you sure?" she whispered. "I wouldn't blame you if you wanted to go back, if you wanted to reclaim your status as a man and reclaim your wife's pussy."

Matt wanted that. Of course he wanted that. He found being a cuckold far more arousing, though, and far more satisfying, and that overall satisfaction and the happiness that came with it was far more valuable than the pleasure of an orgasm provided by his wife's pussy.

"I'm sure," he said.

Mindy straddled him and took her sweater off. She unhooked her bra and tossed it aside. Matt stared at her breasts as his dick throbbed in his panties.

"Do you miss having sex with me?" he asked.

She nodded. "Sometimes. Not the sex, but the sense of intimacy that comes with it."

"The sex is better with Alex?"

"The sex is better with anyone else that I fuck, Matt. Part of that is that I see you for what you are and my pussy just doesn't get as wet for a panty boy as it does for a real man. My body just doesn't respond to you in the same way anymore and I don't think it ever would. I mean, after you've watched your husband drink another man's piss and then get fucked in the ass by that man, it's hard to see him as a real man."

Matt was uncomfortably hard in his panties, as he always was when his dick reached a fully erect state.

"Still, I do sometimes miss having you inside me, riding you slowly and kissing you. I suppose we could get a strapon for that, though. Something nice and big that you could wear while I take it for a ride. You wouldn't feel a damn thing, of course, but I would. Or, actually, we could get one of those cock extenders. I've seen flat chastity devices where you can screw a dildo onto the end, too."

Mindy sat back and smiled. Matt had never been in chastity and he wasn't especially excited about the idea, but having sex - even strapon sex - with his wife sounded thrilling enough that he'd be willing to wear the device. Not that he really had a choice if Mindy decided it's what she wanted.

"I'll do some research into that," she said, "but I do think it would be worth exploring options. It's nice when you eat my pussy. It's nice to sit on your face after I've been fucked by a real man, but there's something far more intimate about kissing someone while they're inside you and I want to feel some of that with you."

"I'd like that too."

Mindy leaned forward and kissed him. Her tongue was active and generous and Matt followed suit as she moved her hips back and forth over his crotch, generating heat between his legs and causing his cock to produce a fair amount of precum that leaked into his panties.

"In case it wasn't clear, I want things to continue as they are," Mindy said. "I want us to be even deeper into this lifestyle a year from now."

It struck Matt a downright gleeful bit of news and he couldn't help but smile brightly.

"You need to be prepared for more changes, though."

"Like what?" he asked.

Mindy kissed him softly. "Well, I'm not entirely sure. A year ago I wouldn't have guessed that I'd enjoy pissing in your mouth on occasion. I wouldn't have guessed that I'd enjoy watching you get fucked by a real man."

She stood and took his pants off. Her skirt and panties followed. She was naked when she straddled him and lifted his shirt over his head, leaving him in just his panties.

"I know that Sarah has asked that you go to her house and service her," Mindy said.

Sarah had recently gone through a divorce at least partly inspired by Mindy's sexual freedom and the happiness that resulted from it. Sarah hadn't proposed cuckolding her husband, but she'd talked to him about ways they could improve their sex life and he'd responded by cheating on her, thus leading to the divorce.

"Service her?" he asked.

Mindy smiled. "She wasn't clear. It could mean just about anything. I would expect that you'll do chores, massage her, make her cum. That sort of thing. She might have something else in mind, of course, but the point is that you'll go to her house and you'll do whatever she desires because I'll be loaning you to her with the expectation that you make her happy."

Matt had serviced Mindy's friends on a handful of occasions over the past year, but he'd never done so alone. They'd always come to Matt and Mindy's house and he'd always serviced them under his wife's supervision and instruction.

Mindy leaned forward and directed one of her nipples into Matt's mouth. He took it between his lips and gently moved his tongue over it while sucking. He did so because Mindy found it arousing and she'd coached him on the exact method of pleasuring her.

"I'm also fairly certain that Alex and I are getting serious," she said.

Matt made a surprised sound and looked up, though he kept her nipple in his mouth.

Mindy ran her fingers through his hair. "I know it's scary. It's actually a little scary for me and I considered just ending it with him. I like him, though. I like spending time with him. He's better in bed than Max and Cade were, too, and that's worth quite a lot. Plus, he understands you and your desires in a way that has consistently surprised me. He seems to understand that it's not just my needs he's meeting, that it's yours too, even if your needs tend to be a little different from most.”

Mindy leaned back for a moment and then kissed him. She did so with such depth that Matt was certain she was trying to reassure him of her love. She didn't need to, though. He felt closer to her than he ever had and he was fairly certain she felt the same.

As they kissed, Mindy reached down and caressed his cock through the satin panties. He moaned at her touch, for it sent waves of pleasure through his loins.

"I'll be spending more time with Alex," she whispered. "I'm going to start spending one weekend a month at his place and he'll be spending one weekend a month here."

Matt was both turned on and angst-filled, though that was hardly an uncommon experience for him in the past year.

"We'll be having unprotected sex going forward, as well," she added. "We'll still spend the occasional night outside of the weekends in each other's bed, too, as we're not going to limit ourselves unnecessarily. You'll be expected to sleep in the guest room whenever he's here, obviously, and you'll be expected to treat him like he's the man of the house when he's here."

Matt already did that to a certain extent, but he knew it was meaningful that Mindy was formalizing it. Her relationship with Alex really was different.

"How are you doing?" she asked.

"I'm okay. It's a lot, but I'm okay."

She held his head in both hands and kissed him softly. "I love you, Matt, and you're not losing me. Alex gives me something I can't get from you anymore, though, and I need it, which is why he and I agreed to take our relationship to the next level."

"So he's your boyfriend now?"

"He is," she replied. "And I'm his girlfriend, which means we're both going to work a little harder to make each other happy. We're going to spend more time together. We're going to go away for the occasional weekend vacation, too."

"Are you going to fall in love?" Matt asked.

The question seemed to throw her off, like she hadn't considered it. Then she smiled and said, "Probably."

Matt was struck by a desire to have sex with her. To make love to her, actually. He quickly deduced that his desire was driven by a sense of competition. Perhaps he could stave off her love for another man if he could make love to her.

"That makes me nervous," he said.

"I know. Me too." She kissed his forehead. "But the truth is, it's my right to fall in love with another man if I want. I won't leave you and I won't stop loving you. Our marriage has changed, though. Our lives have changed. You're different. I'm different. I know I used to say it as a way to arouse you, but you're not a real man. You're a cuck. A panty boy. A slut. A cocksucker. A piss drinker. A bottom bitch. I love all those versions of you, but I also want to love a version of a man that you're no longer capable of being."

Then, to his surprise, Mindy freed Matt's cock from his panties and took him inside her. She kissed him and rode him slowly. So slowly that there was no chance he'd cum. That was probably on purpose, though.

"It wasn't clear when I found your panties, of course, but looking back, this was inevitable. You showed me your true self and as a result I met my true self. I'm grateful for that. I am, because it's obvious now that I'm a dominant woman, that I like being in control at home, that I like having a submissive, panty wearing husband that does as he's told because all he wants is to make me happy."

"That is all I want."

"I know," Mindy said softly. "And what I want is to develop my relationship with Alex, to explore what it's like to fall in love with him, to spend more time with him, to have more incredible sex with him, to have unprotected sex with him, to open myself up to all of him and see what happens."

Matt was actually quite close to cumming, so he warned her. "I'm close, Mindy."

She lifted her hips and he fell from her pussy. "That pleasure's not for you, panty boy."

He was now closer to cumming despite the lack of stimulation. The denial and the humiliation of being called a panty boy was enough to deepen his pleasure, though.

Mindy tucked his cock back into his panties and then stood on the couch. She leaned forward until Matt was inches from her pussy, put a hand on the back of his head, and pulled him forward.

He put his tongue to use and tended to her clit until she had a body-shaking orgasm. Juices dripped from her pussy and onto his chest as Matt ran his fingers up and down the backs of her thighs.

"This weekend is the first that Alex will be spending here," Mindy said as she put her panties back on and sat next to Matt. "I'd like you to move some of your things from the master bedroom. Anything you'll need this weekend. I know it might seem like a small thing, but I want the master bedroom to be mine and Alex's this weekend, which means you're not permitted inside unless you've been invited. Do you understand?"

It felt like things were shifting a little too fast for Matt, but he knew there was no point in arguing. "Yes, I understand."

She rewarded him with a kiss on the cheek. "Good. First, though, we're going to shower together. You're going to wash me and shave my pussy. Then you're going to shave your body from the neck down. I want you nice and smooth for when Alex is here. You will do so going forward when he's here. You will also wear your panties - and only your panties - when you're in the house while he's here."

Mindy had clearly thought about these changes and Matt felt both scared and aroused. He wasn't going to argue, though. It wasn't his place to argue. Not anymore. He'd agreed that he wanted to stay in this lifestyle, after all.

"I've asked Alex about fucking you," she said. "It shouldn't surprise you to know that he's on board. I told him I was going to have you shave yourself so you'd be nice and smooth when he fucked you. I like the idea of you being a little more feminine while you take my boyfriend's dick up your ass, so I might even have you put on some girly lingerie, too."

Matt was awash in a sense of pre-humiliation as he considered being ass fucked while in lingerie.

"I'm so excited, panty boy," she said. "I could cum again. Maybe I'll let you eat my pussy in the shower once you've shaved yourself."

"I'd like that," Matt replied.

"I know you would, panty boy. You like doing whatever it takes to make me happy. That's why I'm so eager to go deeper into this lifestyle with you. Now let's go. We have things to do and changes to make before Alex comes over."

They stood and Mindy took his hand and led Matt to the bathroom.

Though it would be just another small step, Matt felt like something momentous was happening as he stripped and stepped into the shower. Maybe it was true. He was, after all, accepting his wife's guidance deeper into the lifestyle. He was going to shave off all his body hair. He was going to feminize himself in that way. He was going to wear lingerie and get fucked by a man. Stepping into the shower was, in a way, crossing yet another boundary he could never come back from.

Matt was okay with that, though. He wanted it, in fact, so he happily stepped into the shower and embraced whatever changes would come his way as he and Mindy went deeper into the lifestyle of a cuckold and his dominant hotwife.

The End.