LadyVIA

I missed you so much...

Added 2023-09-24 03:40:27 +0000 UTC

Hello my dears!

I can't believe I was able to finish this drawing. It's very difficult for me.

In September, I had to stay in the clinic, and when I returned home after some time, I became ill and had to go back.

The idea that it will be like this until January (up to 6 months they can look for the right combination of medications and concomitant medications for my body) scares me very much.

I have lost my appetite, I sleep very badly, I am tormented by cramps, and my gastritis has worsened. I have hyperthyroidism, I always feel weak and anxious. Constant mood swings make me behave like a bitch. My eyesight has deteriorated and the sharpness in my eyes has disappeared, it is very difficult for me to read and work at the computer. I have high blood pressure (it was always low before medication). Uffffff.....

My oncologist is trying very hard and supports me, I hope that she will be able to quickly find the right solution for my case and make it easier for me.

In a week I will return back to the clinic to take tests, receive a new dose of the drug (BCD-263 if anyone is interested), undergo examinations.

I will try to draw before I go to the clinic, but I don't know if I will succeed (it was difficult to paint this drawing). I hope it won't last long, I'm already tired of being weak and helpless.

I absolutely do not have enough money and this also worries me. Why did life turn out like this?! It's not fair!

Excuse me, please! It's just that my mental health can't stand it anymore.

Your support helps me a lot.

Love you!

PS I really drew that picture with heart not hands.