This series is one of the ones I’ve been putting off. I promised to post it a few days ago, but every time I tried to hit “publish,” I stopped.
I remember how I felt during the shoot — closed off, tense, like I was doing something that didn’t feel right in my body. Movements that weren’t mine. Expressions that felt hollow. I knew it even then — something wasn’t working.
Looking at these photos now makes me sad. I don’t recognize the version of myself I want to be. Not because of how I look, but because of how unsure and distant I seem. The confidence I once had — it’s missing.
Still, I’m sharing them. Because this is part of me too. The version that struggles. The one that questions. The one who doesn’t feel strong — but keeps going anyway.
София Гордаш
2025-06-22 07:40:52 +0000 UTCPiet
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