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Fcking in the Car after the Concert [Car Sx] [Real Org*sm]

Added 2024-05-01 16:03:11 +0000 UTC

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Script: xoxo

Summary: Ya boy has a music kink and a concert has him wound up so tight, he can’t wait till you get home.

Tags: [M4M] [Established Relationship] [Post Concert High] [Speaker Has a Music Kink] [Public] [Car Sex] [Desperate Speaker Needs to Get Dicked Down] [Everyone Gets to Cum ☝ Once] [Real Orgasm]

Inclusivity/Misc Notes for Listeners: I am so sorry about the dry anal. I try so hard to write in lube no matter what but I could not this time without it sounding dumb as shit. Let’s all just pretend the speaker’s spit is supernatural or something and everything is adequately lubricated. The speaker makes a joke about the listener backing out but I don’t mean to imply any lack of enthusiastic consent on either side.

Names Used for the Listener: Dude and love once
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En's Weekly Thoughts:

We just got finished watching Baby Reindeer a few days ago. If you don't know what it is, it's a series on Netflix about this dude dealing with a crazed stalker that's said to be based on the creator's real-life experiences in his early 20s. I'm obviously not going to spoil the show or get into it in-depth here, mostly because the show gets to some extremely dark places (be sure to heed any trigger warnings if you decide to watch it).

Something that I've always been navigating in my life is the possibility that I have a slight codependent streak in me. That is, I have a bit of a problem with being a people-pleaser. If someone is upset with me -- even if it's someone I don't particularly like -- I always try to reconcile in my mind what it is about me that they find off-putting.

I think in some respects this has developed in me what I like to think of as very positive qualities: I think I have a sensitivity to things that makes me try my best in empathizing with people outside of my own experience. I think my endless curiosity with a lot of the injustices in the world stem from me not understanding how other people could be so callous to the things that seem to me to be so plainly evil.

But in other respects I find that I falter. This aspect of me has sometimes led me to prioritizing other people and letting bad people live rent-free in my head when that energy could have been better spent doing something more nourishing and productive. I was just reminded of all of this by the show because I've had my fair share of very insecure people who've had their obsessive crushes on me in the past, and I always try to reconcile if it's something in me that allowed for that to happen to me or if I'm indeed being too callous to shut them out and not try to understand what they're going through. It's still a work in progress, to be honest.

I feel like there's something more solidifying that I wanted to say about this but it escapes me currently. It's certainly getting better the older I get, the reminder in my head to take care of myself. I hope the same can be said of you guys, no matter what you're going through.

Luv y'all.

(As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my actual 9-5 job) goes.)
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Overlords: Elvellia | Riosjude

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