I come home to see you doing yoga stretches, and I can't help but get a little aroused...
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Script: Coldtofu
Summary: I come home to see you doing yoga stretches, and I can't help but get a little aroused...
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I'm back from Twitchcon and it was a pretty fun time, despite all the bullshit that was happening at the actual convention. I made a point this year of intentionally just focusing on the people that I know and care about instead of driving myself crazy at the thought that I need to meet everyone who might know who I am and also hardcore "network" with other people in the community. I've genuinely never been one to really be good at any of that.
I want you to stop me if I'm sounding arrogant with what I'm about to say: I've always kind of prided myself on the fact that I genuinely never really cared to try to do things for the sake of appealing to people and moreso just operated in a way where I would do my own thing and like-minded people who vibed with me would naturally just gravitate towards me in the process. I say that specifically because I always realize how little I have in common with other people in the communities I'm mainly a part of (Vtubers/streamers) whenever I go to conventions in that they're all very young and still figuring themselves out. It's hard to feel any kind of connection with a group of people who care more about being the loudest/funniest person in the room instead of actually talking to people as, like, actual people. I know that sounds super arrogant but it's largely the reason why I stick to the circle that I have.
With that said, I really particularly enjoyed this year because I kept it low-key -- played cards with friends, went to bars together to just chat. Nothing too outlandish, but it was the best Twitchcon I had ever had if only because I realized those little moments are what all of this is all about: connecting with other people and sharing these intimate moments of friendship and connection and community.
It's been a hellish work week for me so I need to get back to it, but I hope you're all doing well and hanging in there.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Supremes: Vade Vafurous | Elvellia | Sleepy Seaweed | Faith is Tired | Jinx | John Larger | 的老夫 牵黄擎苍
2025-10-22 17:54:03 +0000 UTC
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I'm dissociating on the couch without realizing that I'm wrapped in your hoodie, and I can't stop thinking about you.
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Script: soapsgoodpup
Summary: I'm dissociating on the couch without realizing that I'm wrapped in your hoodie, and I can't stop thinking about you.
Tags: [M4M] [Friends to Lovers] [Roommates] [Scent Kink] [Comfort to Rough Sex] [Bottom Speaker] [Two Speaker Orgasms] [Premature Ejaculation] [One Listener Orgasm] [Confession]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I'm flying out to Twitchcon tomorrow. I always tell myself that in the months leading up to it I'll make all these grand plans just so I can make sure that I spend enough time with each of my friends, and then I realize the night before that I didn't do any of that and I'm just planning to freeball it like I usually do. Still always a fun time, but I hope I can actually see everyone this time.
I don't know why but I've been getting so increasingly anxious about my job. My new boss is making me travel a lot more for work, and it's made me realize how much I've become very resistant to changes in my schedule. I've gotten so used to doing what I've wanted for the past few years (it's the major reason why I'm able to even have time to do everything online that I do -- this Patreon, my dumb YouTube videos, my streaming). To suddenly be forced to change all of that is for some reason really scary to me, even though it's not even a big deal. (Don't worry about this Patreon, by the way, the schedule will remain unchanged!)
I'm really hoping that seeing some of my friends this weekend will help reinvigorate me and make me realize why I'm doing what I do -- it's not for some vain sense of success just for the sake of success. It's to meet people and share ideas and generally provide a little comfort for people in an uncaring world.
I hope anyone else who's traveling to Twitchcon stays safe, and I once again appreciate you all for being here. Luv y'all.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Supremes: Vade Vafurous | Elvellia | Sleepy Seaweed | Josh Bautista | Jinx | John Larger
2025-10-15 18:44:57 +0000 UTC
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Bit casual today. I took a break from recording to jerk off. Join me?
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Summary: Bit casual today. I took a break from recording to jerk off. Join me?
Tags: [M4A] [No Talking] [Only Moaning] [Masturbation] [Moaning] [Impromptu] [Real Orgasm] [Edging] [Overstimulated] [Whimpering]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
Do any of you have any experience with antidepressants? I've been wanting to get on Lexapro for a while and finally got a script for it. I'm on Day 2 and I haven't noticed anything just yet aside from a caffeine sensitivity, so I'm laying off coffee for a couple of weeks until I've acclimated to the meds. I've had some bad luck in the past with meds so I'm hoping Lexapro is the lucky exception for me.
How have all of you been lately? Next week is Twitchcon so I'm excited to see my streamer friends. Work is keeping me super busy lately, and I'm drowsy from getting vaccinated. But I'm glad for all the things I can keep myself busy with regardless, and I'm thankful to be where I am.
I really need to get back into writing creatively, so I might do something for November. We'll see.
In any case, luv y'all, hope you're all hanging in there.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Supremes: Vade Vafurous | Elvellia | Sleepy Seaweed | Josh Bautista | Jinx | John Larger | Elora Moonbeam
2025-10-08 16:49:50 +0000 UTC
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You’re taking care of me while I'm sick with fever, and you notice I'm getting hard...
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Script: Coldtofu
Summary: You’re taking care of me while I'm sick with fever, and you notice I'm getting hard...
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
Patreon's glitching and telling me that I have negative 757 members here (I never had that many members here to begin with!), so hopefully you guys are actually seeing this post just fine. Oh god please let me know if you guys are actually still there and seeing this.
One of my favorite childhood games (Final Fantasy Tactics) got remastered and so I'm playing that all day instead of working because my boss is planning to load more work on me over the coming months and I'm just bracing for the impact.
In any case, no big rant this week -- I'm going back to playing games. I hope you're all hanging in there and doing well. This year is quite hellish, huh?
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Overlords: Riosjude
Supremes: Vade Vafurous | Elvellia | Sleepy Seaweed | Josh Bautista | Faith is Tired | Jinx | John Larger | Elora Moonbeam
2025-10-01 18:04:40 +0000 UTC
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We’ve shared a few glances at the gym, and today you decide to make a move...
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Script: Coldtofu
Summary: We’ve shared a few glances at the gym, and today you decide to make a move...
Tags: [Gym] [Strangers to Lovers] [Car Sex] [Slight MSub] [Kissing] [Cowgirl] [Doggystyle] [Affectionate] [Soft to Rough] [Condoms] [Promise for More Fun]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I've been getting really sloppy lately in that I'm forgetting to do really basic things as I'm going about my tasks. For example I spent an hour yesterday setting up my little work station to record, getting my script ready and then actually recording, only to find out that I forgot to hit the record button so I was just talking into a camera for nothing the whole time!
I'm trying not to beat myself up too much about stuff like that but I just keep having this weird feeling of being distracted lately that I can't shake off. Maybe it's just the current state of the world that's just finally catching up to me. I don't know, man.
I need to get back to work so no huge rant today! I hope you're all taking care, and I appreciate you being here.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Overlords: Riosjude
Supremes: Vade Vafurous | Elvellia | Josh Bautista | Faith is Tired | Jinx | John Larger | Elora Moonbeam
2025-09-24 16:58:47 +0000 UTC
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You want to practice warming up your hole, and I’m more than happy to help…
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Script: Coldtofu
Part 1: "Teaching Me How to Bottom for the First Time"
Summary: You want to practice warming up your hole, and I’m more than happy to help…
Tags: [M4M] [MDom] [Friends] [Onlyfans Model] [Anal Virgin] [First Time] [Male Whimpering] [Anal Play] [Eating Ass] [Fingering] [Doggystyle] [Slow to Rough] [Exploring] [Curious] [Promise for More]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
Been having a pretty on-and-off week. Just feel like working on my projects but little tiny things here and there keep popping up and preventing me from doing so. I'm hoping I can get back in my groove because I feel a lot of pent up weirdness that I can't channel into any kind of outlet.
If anyone here watches my streams (I'm sorry if you do), then I'll be at Twitchcon in a month. I'm looking forward to seeing some of my Internet friends but it'll be interesting because so many friend groups that I'm in have fractured over the past year. I'm sure if nothing else it'll be a good time for gossip, because there's nothing more that content creators enjoy than just gossiping when they're all gathered together in my experience.
I need to get back to work now but I really hope you're all well. Wish me luck that I can shake off this weird feeling.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Overlords: Riosjude
Supremes: Vade Vafurous | Elvellia | Sleepy Seaweed | Josh Bautista | Faith is Tired | Jinx | John Larger | Elora Moonbeam
2025-09-17 18:20:44 +0000 UTC
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I ask you to help me play with my ass for the first time…
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Script: Coldtofu
Part 2: "Teaching You How to Take a Cock"
Summary: I ask you to help me play with my ass for the first time…
Tags: [M4M] [MSub] [Friends Helping Friends] [Onlyfans Model] [Anal Virgin] [First Time] [Male Whimpering] [Anal Play] [Eating Ass] [Fingering] [Doggystyle] [Slow to Rough] [Exploring] [Curious] [Promise for More]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I feel like I have nothing of note to write here lately because it's just been the usual thing with me of keeping my head down and working on projects. I've been taking it easy for the past week and a half because I felt a little burned out after making that stupid 3 hour video for my YouTube channel, but now I'm back in the swing of wanting to make stuff.
I really miss writing creatively. I used to have a lot more free time on my hands before I became a "content creator" and would just do the usual thing of spending my time sitting somewhere quaint and just writing poetry until I felt satisfied. I really want to try doing something like that again if only to regain that spark I felt like I used to have with wanting to express myself in more of a literary way.
That's really all I got for now. I'm thankful for you all being here -- I say this so often but I really do just see all of this ASMR stuff as a side passion and not the main thrust of what I like to do, so it's always mind-blowing that people are finding some enjoyment in these. I put a lot of effort into these audios but it's also as if I just forget this side of myself sometimes, ya' know?
In any case, take care of yourselves. Luv y'all.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Supremes: Elvellia | Faith is Tired | Jinx | Josh Bautista | Sleepy Seaweed | Vade Vafurous
2025-09-10 17:08:37 +0000 UTC
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Just woke up and turned on my mic...
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Summary: I just woke up and wanted to play with myself, but ended up getting greedy when I wanted to cum...
Tags: [M4A] [Ramblefap] [Masturbation] [Moaning] [Morning] [In Bed] [Spit as Lube] [Talking] [Impromptu] [Real Orgasm] [Intense Orgasm] [Overstimulated] [Whimpering]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
So, big news, if you ever want to be grossed out by me, you can check out this new 3.5 hour video I just made over on YouTube. I'm assuming at least a few of you are still holdovers from when I got popular few years ago for making those gross videos of me cooking with my own cum. This is the conclusion of that series that I promised my community that I would make.
The video understandably got age-restricted, which pretty much guarantees that it's not going to be recommended to any new viewers and that the view count is going to be pretty low. This is honestly fine with me. Not to plug myself too much but I started another Patreon for help with funding my future video essay content on my YouTube channel, and I've really been just looking forward to working on that instead for the past year. I talk about it in the ending of the video I link above but I really want to make really long video essays exploring topics that interest me, and I've already written one out for a multi-hour long video that I'm in the process of recording.
I suppose if you're a fan of video essays, and my little ramblings on this page, then you'll probably find some enjoyment in these videos. Please consider helping out if you would like!
In the meantime, happy jorkin'. And I hope you're all having a good week.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Supremes: Elvellia | Faith is Tired | Jinx | Josh Bautista | Vade Vafurous
2025-09-03 18:43:15 +0000 UTC
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I signed up for a free-use kink event...
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Summary: I signed up for a free-use kink event...
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I'm swamped today. I'm finally putting the finishing touches on this video that I've been procrastinating on and putting off for months because there were other things I preferred working on. I have to record a ton of stuff and I have to be super tactical about it because my voice feels very froggy today and I don't wanna lose it. A LOT GOING ON.
I hope you're all hanging in there and remembering to come up for air -- I know I keep forgetting to do just that.
Wish me luck!
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Overlords: Riosjude
Supremes: Elvellia | Faith is Tired | Jinx | Josh Bautista | Vade Vafurous
2025-08-27 17:37:26 +0000 UTC
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It’s another lazy summer day, and we’re keeping each other warm…
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Script: Coldtofu
Sequel to "It's Hot Out. Let Me Suck You Off, Bro."
Summary: It’s another lazy summer day, and we’re keeping each other warm…
Tags: [M4M] [Friends] [Roommates] [Switch En] [Playing Around] [Cockwarming] [Cowboy] [Missionary] [Watching a Movie] [Casual] [Chill] [Soft]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
If you've ever wanted to know how goddamn ancient I am: the "movie" that I put as some quiet, barely-audible background noise for this audio is the show Ayashi no Ceres, which came out in 2000 and is the first anime I ever watched (by buying a bootleg DVD version of it with my sister on eBay). I don't remember if it's any good or not so please don't bother seeking it out if you've read the premise and think it's interesting.
There's a constant semi-joke that I make on my streams where if someone brings up something from a while back, I ask them if they feel old knowing that it's been X amount of years since that thing happened. Like, can you believe it's already been 8 years since Vine shut down? Or that it's been 13 years since Gangnam Style was first a thing?
I try not to fall into a pattern of thought where I'm beating myself up for feeling like I didn't accomplish much in those years, as I often fall into the habit of doing. And it might sound super corny for me to say, but those years of me supposedly doing nothing were still super important to me becoming the person I am now. I really needed long stretches of time of drawn-out boredom and self-doubt and confusion to be the self-assured person I am now.
So even if there's a part of me that feels a little wistful at thinking of how it's already been 25 years since the anime for Ayashi no Ceres came out, I still mostly reflect on how much I've grown for the better since then, even if I can't define the intervening moments with so-called "accomplishments."
I hope you're all taking care of yourselves and you're able to treasure all the more mundane moments of your life, 'cause those are the moments that help shape you just the same.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Overlords: Riosjude
Supremes: Elvellia | Faith is Tired | Jinx | John Larger | Josh Bautista | Sleepy Seaweed | Vade Vafurous
2025-08-20 17:34:39 +0000 UTC
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Once again I find myself overworked and needing to cum...
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Summary: Once again I find myself overworked and needing to cum...
Tags: [M4A] [Ramblefap] [Masturbation] [Moaning] [Lots of Lube] [Masturbator] [Minimal Talking] [Impromptu] [Real Orgasm] [Intense Orgasm] [Overstimulated] [Whimpering]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I've had a sudden and slight influx of supporters from out of nowhere when I didn't post anything different to promote myself, so if you're coming over from whichever community is talking about me: Welcome!
Question for this week for y'all: How do you come to terms with someone you used to be close with just silently drifting apart from you and then just cutting you out of their life? I'm not naive enough to think that people absolutely need to be connected and stay friends forever once they meet, but there's something a little saddening obviously to think that someone I had a mutual sense of trust with would just ghost me out of nowhere, and it's hard not to take it too personally. I try to reconcile it in my mind as just a natural course of life -- people grow apart and it's nothing to do with each of the persons individually so much as just their whims changing with time.
The thing about being someone who makes content on the Internet where I imbue a lot of what I put out there with my own personality is that it's hard not to take certain actions from others as an indictment against me as a person. I promise I'm not letting these things get to me as much as it might seem with me talking about it -- I think I've just been reflecting overall on the friendships I've had in my life, and the quality of those friendships. I'm glad to be where I am now where I can be completely myself without any feeling that I'm just doing what other people want me to do. And I hope you can all live your lives that way as well, despite the fall-outs and the growing pains.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here! __________________________________________________________________
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Overlords: Riosjude
Supremes: Elvellia | Jinx | John Larger | Josh Bautista | Sleepy Seaweed | Vade Vafurous
2025-08-13 17:34:15 +0000 UTC
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You and your friends want to use my body, and I intend to thoroughly serve you...
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Script: Coldtofu
Summary: You and your friends want to use my body, and I intend to thoroughly serve you...
Tags: [M4MMMMM...] [MSub] [Escort] [Orgy] [Spitroasting] [Hardcore] [Nipple Play] [Oral] [Deepthroat] [Facefucking] [Doggystyle] [Fingering] [Breeding] [Promise for More] [Male Whimpering]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I'm sipping on my first cup of coffee for the day and getting my bearings on what I plan to do. Lately I've been getting so much done that it's hard for me to stop and take stock and actually appreciate my efforts.
I have no huge rant today, mostly because I have so many meetings at work that I need to prepare for. But I hope you're all doing well and can look forward to some of the nonsense I've cooked up for the past year while I've been procrastinating. I don't envision that anything I make or post will be so hugely life-changing, but I would like to think that they'll help me at least connect with some more cool, like-minded people when I get around to publishing them.
I appreciate y'all being here, and I hope you're well.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Overlords: Riosjude
Supremes: Elvellia | Jinx | John Larger | Josh Bautista | Sleepy Seaweed | Vade Vafurous
2025-08-06 17:26:58 +0000 UTC
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It’s a lazy summer day and we’re watching a movie. An erotic scene comes up, and we both start getting horny…
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Script: Coldtofu
Part 2: "Cockwarming on a Lazy Summer Day"
Summary: It’s a lazy summer day and we’re watching a movie. An erotic scene comes up, and we both start getting horny…
Tags: [M4M] [Friends] [Roommates] [Switch En] [Experimenting] [Playing Around] [Jerking Off] [Blowjob] [Sloppy] [Deepthroat] [First Time Giving a Blowjob] [Cumming in Listener’s Mouth] [Promise for More]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
So you know those weird semen cookbook videos that I made on YouTube? I should hopefully have a 4-hour sequel video done some time this August. I just got done doing one more (final) interview with the original author, Paul Photenhauer. I ended by saying that I wanted to focus on other things more aligned with my interests, stuff that's more scholarly and talking about things that interest me and that I feel are important. And he actually said that he would be super interested in all of that and gave me a big boost of confidence by saying that people like me who actually want to learn things are a rarity in the world.
I feel as if I've been kind of "going through it" as of late, as the kids like to say. I get stuff accomplished, and it's fulfilling for sure, but I feel like I'm just waiting for the next project. I open up to the people around me but I feel like I'm just annoying them. These aren't super harsh thoughts that are prodding at my psyche the way I'm portraying them here, but they are still little anxieties that I can't seem to shake as of late.
Maybe I'm just overworked, or the heat is just getting to me.
Either way I'm gonna get back to writing and editing. I hope you can find some enjoyment in this audio, especially because with the aforementioned heat it takes me longer to record to cool off so that I don't break out into a huge sweat lmao.
I hope you're all well, and I appreciate you being here.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Overlords: Riosjude
Supremes: Elvellia | Faith is Tired | Jinx | John Larger | Josh Bautista | Sleepy Seaweed | Vade Vafurous
2025-07-30 18:31:07 +0000 UTC
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I need to rest my voice, but I can still jerk off...
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Summary: I need to rest my voice, but I can still jerk off...
Tags: [M4A] ["Ramblefap"] [Masturbation] [Stop and Go] [Moaning] [Lots of Lube] [Minimal Talking] [Impromptu] [Real Orgasm] [Intense Orgasm] [Overstimulated] [Whimpering]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I had a certain kind of rant about originality, and about creating art that's meant to instill new ideas instead of just being reactive or being created just to provoke. But I deleted it all because it sounded way too judgmental about people just living their lives however they want.
I think there's a certain part of me that's always been a little egotistical in that sense -- and maybe a lot of you can actually relate to this in some small way. There's a certain need I have to feel "unique" compared to my peers, but when I actually think about that aspect of myself I realize how stupid and selfish such a pursuit is. Because of course I don't want to feel like I'm "unique" (read: "better") than other people simply for the sake of -- that's just pointless arrogance. But I guess I do feel a little jaded from time to time when I see the priorities of other people and how small and petty they can sometimes be.
I have many creative projects on top of OTHER creative projects that I really want to finish before I become old and enfeebled and less agile, and it always scares me to think of how much time I squandered when I was younger on the silly things that I thought would ruin my entire life if I didn't address them then and there. Life is really uneven that way.
Just a random brainworm thought this week. I hope you're all doing well, and I hope you're all taking care of yourselves. Luv y'all.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!
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Overlords: Riosjude
Supremes: Elvellia | Faith is Tired | Jinx | John Larger | Josh Bautista | Sleepy Seaweed | Vade Vafurous
2025-07-23 16:09:30 +0000 UTC
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Summary: I find out my partner for the porn scene is none other than you...
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
Time is such a weird thing. I was recording this audio with the strongest, most sure feeling that I was taking my time in reading all the lines, and then when I listened back to all of it I realized how much I was actually rushing through them and had to redo it all from scratch.
I would like to know if there's some kind of phenomenon where if you're in a certain type of mood -- maybe agitated, maybe distracted -- that it just makes time just flow slower or faster. I know there's probably something about time dilation that some astrophysicist out there has already talked about or thoroughly studied but it's funny how I can never shake the feeling that time (and especially as I get older) feels simultaneously so slow and so fast. Like, I look back on something I did last year, and it feels more like something that happened in the distant past.
So there are two long videos I've been working on: I'm hoping to get the silly one out some time next month. The one after that is already completely written so I can only hope that I get it done shortly after (even though it's like, five hours long lmao).
I hope you're all well and staying sane. Happy jorkin'. Luv y'all.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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Supremes: Elvellia | Faith is Tired | Jinx | John Larger | Sleepy Seaweed | Vade Vafurous
2025-07-16 17:30:46 +0000 UTC
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Summary: I'm trying to find what's hiding in this cove...
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I kind of don't like how every time I sit down to write these things, the topic usually ends up being about my productivity. I say I don't like it because it makes me feel like I'm trying to prove something to you all in how much I'm getting done rather than actually trying to share an idea with you all (and there's genuinely nothing I loathe more than someone who talks about doing something all the time instead of actually doing it). I think there's something to be said about the fact that I tend to bury myself in work to the point where I don't have to think about other things like how I'm feeling about something that might potentially be bothering me. You ever get that way?
My cat is currently cuddled up on my lap as I type this out. I've been getting some really good sleep for the past few days. And I'm hoping to get that second silly cookbook video that I've been working on (and keep procrastinating on) out by next month-ish. Things are all coming together for me and I'm very very eager for the future.
So with that said, I don't really have much to rant about this week? I hope you're all taking care of yourselves, and I wish you nothing but good things.
Luv y'all.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-07-09 16:58:40 +0000 UTC
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Script: Coldtofu
Summary: Is there anything else I can do to join the frat?
Part 1: You Wanna Join This Fraternity? Then Let Me Fuck Your Throat
Part 2: Pledging My Mouth to Your Cock
Part 3: Let Me Fuck Your Hole for the First Time
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I had a conversation with my therapist last week where he was basically telling me, and not in a judgmental way, that a lot of the first drafts of what I work on are basically just me confronting for the first time a lot of the things I've dealt with in my life. I think that's kind of true for anybody in anything that they would pursue, whether creatively or just in general with their passions.
I think a lot about why I'm drawn to the subjects and topics that I'm usually drawn to, and I would hate to think that it's all in service of something deep within me that hasn't healed because it makes it feel like I'm just doing what's expected of me and that I can't truly be free from my upbringing or anything like that. Do you ever get that way when you're working on something? I suppose asking this in the context of people being here would be interesting because the subject would naturally turn to the things we find ourselves drawn to in terms of traits we find attractive. But I obviously don't mean it in such a limited way.
I kind of had this sense as I was editing videos yesterday that there is a part of me that really enjoys making shock value content on YouTube (if you know you know) specifically because it channels a certain need for acknowledgement where I can also disavow it just as quickly because it's not necessarily true to who I am. I can garner a certain amount of attention to me in a way that's unexpected, but people won't really know who I am. So, really, a lot of what I do online is either in opposition to or in accordance with how I see myself.
Wow, this got way too abstract and scattered for a weekly musing, so I'll leave it here. I really hope you're all doing well, and I hope you can look forward to some of the stuff I'm plugging away at. I'm working hard and I won't let y'all down.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-07-02 17:45:39 +0000 UTC
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Summary: It's hot out and I'm overworked. Come join me as I make myself cum with the help of a toy.
Tags: [M4A] ["Ramblefap"] [Masturbation] [Using a Toy] [Moaning] [Masturbator] [No Talking] [Impromptu] [Real Orgasm] [Intense Orgasm] [Overstimulated] [Whimpering]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I've been so ridiculously productive and feeling good about myself this week, that it was almost strange yesterday when I felt this sudden tinge of anxiety and dread. Turns out -- I was having way too much processed food and sugar. I've been snacking on these gummy worms (I never eat candy!) while editing and I didn't realize how much they were messing with me by making me want to jump all over the walls and do handstands out of nowhere.
In any case, I've been keeping my head down and reading, mostly. It's so much fun working on a really long project over the course of months and finally seeing the fruits of your labor in actual physical form. And after some stuff I'm obligated to put out, I am very eager to show you and (hopefully) create a new era for myself where I can express myself how I want and work on the things that I specifically want to.
I appreciate you all being here, and I'm hoping you're all staying cool and keeping in contact with the ones you love.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-06-25 14:42:15 +0000 UTC
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Summary: If you really want to join our frat, there’s just one last thing…
Script: Coldtofu
Part 1: You Wanna Join This Fraternity? Then Let Me Fuck Your Throat
Part 2: Pledging My Mouth to Your Cock
Part 4: Fucked by a Frat Boy
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I've been on this weird film binge lately. I recently watched Anora 'cause I heard it was one of the best films of 2024, and boy do I actually really agree with that. It's a very intimate portrayal of a sex worker in NYC who meets a spoiled son of a Russian oligarch, and the events throughout their hook-up and fallout that so affect everything in her life. It's also weirdly, darkly funny towards the middle? I'm actually doing a watchalong in my server later today to see other people's reactions because I can't think of anything more meaningful to say about it other than that I thought it was beautifully done with phenomenal acting. (Edit 2 hours later: NEVER MIND FUCK THAT MOVIE JUST FOUND OUT THE DIRECTOR IS A ZIONIST LMAO)
With that said -- what's a film you watched that really moved you in a way where you ended up thinking about for days and days after?
It's been a year of me shedding all the unnecessary bullshit in my life when it comes to worrying about things that I realize in looking back are so trivial. I'm working on a bunch of things as always, and I'm spending time with the people that matter to me.
The summer months are always super slow when it comes to content creation, and I feel like I should learn to lean into that and take it easy. But there are just so many things I want to work on. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
In any case, I hope you're all hanging in there. Please take care of yourselves. And I appreciate you being here.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-06-18 17:09:00 +0000 UTC
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Script: Coldtofu
Summary: Let me help you relax, beautiful...
Tags: [Soft] [MDom] [Praise] [Whispering] [Heavy Body Worship] [Good Girl] [Kitten] [JOI] [Jerking Off] [Cum Together] [Soft Aftercare]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I've been productive! I'm editing stuff, writing stuff, staying in touch with folks who need help. I hope you're all hanging in there and doing well.
I kind of realized very unceremoniously that it's been six months since I've had any alcohol. I feel a lot more alert and awake throughout the day, and I'm finally starting to see some definition again on my scrawny ass after years of neglecting strength training for pure cardio. It makes me very excited about the future that I can still feel so good even though I'm old as fuck!!!!!!!!!!
I've said this in private to someone who DM'd me here, but if anyone has any ideas for scripts, please feel free to send them my way. I'm here to give you guys what you want, and I'm very eager to cater my audios to your specific tastes.
Anyway. Fuck ICE. Fuck the police. Fuck the National Guard. Chinga la migra.
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2025-06-11 16:43:46 +0000 UTC
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Script: Coldtofu
Summary: I need to join your fraternity, but the pledge isn’t what I expected…
Part 1: You Wanna Join This Fraternity? Then Let Me Fuck Your Throat
Part 3: Let Me Fuck Your Hole for the First Time
Part 4: Fucked by a Frat Boy
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I'm in one of those moods where I want to be very productive. I have been non-stop editing one of my video projects (the one I recorded a while ago and just never got around to editing to which I'm honestly just going through to get it done), and I've been reading and writing a whole lot.
I was looking through all of the Discord servers that I'm in and realized I got pinged in an old server I used to be more active in that just had me and a handful of old Internet friends, and one of them said that she deleted her Twitter account because of me telling everyone to go touch grass. It made me smile. Fuck Twitter.
Remember once again to take care of yourselves in the form of having creative outlets and supportive friends you check up on!!!!!!!!
No long ramble for me today as I'm going to head back to editing. I hope you're all well. Thank you so much for being here, as always.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-06-04 18:04:20 +0000 UTC
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Summary: Take a break from what you're doing and just tune out with some moaning...
Tags: [M4A] ["Ramblefap"] [Masturbation] [Using a Toy] [Moaning] [Vibrating Cock Ring] [Masturbator] [No Talking] [Impromptu] [Real Orgasm] [Whimpering]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I'm not actually home right now. At the time of you seeing this I am in a faraway land. OoOoOoOooOooOoO~~~~
But in all seriousness -- this month was super hectic for me. I caught up on my work but feel like I overworked myself because I've been getting that "I'm tired all the time" bug. I hope by the time I come back home I'll be well-rested.
I hope you're all doing well, not overworking yourselves, and staying sane.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-05-28 13:00:05 +0000 UTC
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Script: Coldtofu
Summary: If you want to join the frat, a little discipline is in order…
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I'm going to be away next week to go on a much needed vacation. (I'll still be scheduling an audio for next week so don't worry about missing anything!) Work has been the same and I'm actually making decent progress on all of my creative projects, but I just feel like I need to step away from everything for more than a day to clear my head. And so this couldn't have come at a better time.
I think like 95 percent of the people here do not watch my streams or know what I'm like outside of this Patreon stuff, so if I were to give you guys some insight into what it's like to be a streamer with the intent of building a community, I would say that you unfortunately have to deal with a lot of childish bullshit from incredibly fake people who care more about projecting a certain image rather than actually embodying what they claim to believe in. People know me as someone who's very outspoken about what he believes in, and with that comes a lot of people around you who you realize only really want to keep you there for the purposes of treating you like a token rather than actually advocating for anything themselves. This is really all to say that there are so many people in any kind of content creation space who are so vapid and empty when you actually get to know them, and I don't even necessarily mean that as an insult: they're young and still figuring themselves out. But because they're constantly seeking engagement and more likes and more views instead of making connections with people, you find that they essentially don't believe in a goddamn thing.
There's a certain big content creator who people keep mentioning in the same breath as they mention me because there's a perception that we're both very outspoken about our views. But I never really liked this guy because he seems to only ever mention shit for the sake of attracting more attention to himself, and when you actually talk to him about particulars you realize he knows fucking nothing or even believes in stuff that's quite harmful. And I can't imagine living such a boring life where you just masquerade as someone who pretends to know things instead of actually taking the time to better yourself.
I'm sorry -- this rant is just all over the place. I'm loopy on cough medicine and I need to get back to work. All I'm saying is to please get off social media and read a book and connect with friends and reach out to those in need, as much as you can. Thank you for reading.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-05-21 15:54:28 +0000 UTC
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Summary: I get caught by a horny ghost while hunting...
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
Is anyone else's allergies just absolutely fucking their shit up this year? I've been unable to breathe properly out of my nose for the past two days because of how congested I am. Throat coat tea is certainly helping, but I really wonder what the hell has been going on lately for it to be so intense. It's a miracle I was able to record this audio at all.
A small, petty thing I noticed just before I was posting this was that a streamer I'm not too close with but who stops by my stream from time to time just quietly added me to their list of "streamers you should check out" on their profile. What's more (and this is the petty part) is that they removed another streamer that I've never really liked and always thought was a grifting charlatan. It feels good to be noticed by cool people and for them to make these little gestures to show that they're rooting for you.
I don't really have anything to add as I'm super swamped with work today. I've been reorienting a lot of stuff so that I could hopefully do more stuff on my socials to boost fundraisers for people in need. It's a hectic time of year for me (especially with how uncertain my employment is given the state of the world), but I still want to make sure I'm able to extend as much support as I can while I'm able to.
Luv y'all, take care of one another.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-05-14 17:03:01 +0000 UTC
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Summary: It’s time for your medical check-up, and I’m looking for the source of your stress…
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I had this completely random recollection last night, and I wanted to share it to hopefully maybe keep you uplifted in these very trying times.
High school was when my depression manifested. It was intense in a way where I just felt completely numb to everything -- I felt like I was just observing my own body going about my day and didn't feel like I was actively living my life. This meant that I somehow managed to get by with my schoolwork and keeping up my grades, but other students didn't really want to be around me because (understandably) I looked very disheveled and angry all the time. I barely ever spoke.
Whenever I think of my high school years, I think every so often about this one classmate that I had who sat next to me in a history class. I genuinely forget her name -- Mikayla or something -- but, simply put, she was very outgoing and friendly. The complete opposite of whatever the hell I was. As a way of simplifying this explanation, I would say that she was very much like a very popular and preppy student, while I was the loner nerd who ate lunch by himself and never combed his hair.
Even so, she was always so nice to me. And it wasn't in like an overly-flattering or condescending way. Looking back, she seemingly made so many efforts to make sure that I knew that she was there, almost as a way of checking in on me, even though we weren't even friends or hung out at all. I would have these instances where I would have the answer for something written down on my paper in front me, and she would look over and realize that I could have raised my hand to get extra points for knowing the answer. And every time this happened she would tap my shoulder and be like "You should have answered!" with a big smile on her face. I was always very socially avoidant so I would just awkwardly smile back and look down at my desk again. Even with all of my bitterness and self-hatred at the time, I looked forward to that one class because I was around another student who didn't treat me like a weirdo or make me feel out of place in any way because I was too depressed to comprehend why I was feeling the way I did.
I don't know what brought me to mind of all of this until yesterday but it probably has to do with me feeling like I haven't been as appreciative of the people around me as I should have lately. There are so many people around me who want what's best for me (as I'm sure is the case for you, even if you don't realize it), and I'm too busy wallowing in self-pity to see. Well, maybe "self-pity" isn't the right word -- I'm really more just talking about the instances of people clearly wanting to check in on me, and me not taking them up on the offer of letting them in because I'm scared.
With that said, I hope you can take some time today for yourself to look back on all of the people who, in whatever small way they were able to, reached out to you and wanted to check in. Never undervalue the importance of a friend who does just that.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-05-07 18:46:18 +0000 UTC
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Summary: I’m trying to work but you’re a little too distracting….
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
Are you reading anything good lately? Watching any good shows?
I went on a book-buying binge the other night because there's a long-term project that I've decided I want to undertake since I'm already reading so much about it to begin with (Palestinian history, by the way). Taking notes helps me consolidate my thoughts, and I figure it would be a good opportunity to help educate other people on stuff as well, since it's always invaluable to know your history especially as they relate to ongoing struggles.
It's funny how the older I get, the more I feel like I just have this obligation to guide other people (especially those who are younger than me) along in their lives. Not in a heavy-handed or forceful way, obviously. But more in a way where I kind of realize how many degrees to which you can influence the people around you by just being around them. I think this is largely what's been propelling me shifting my focus on what kind of content I'd like to be making going forward, where I thought a few years ago I'd be the gross-out and vulgar guy on YouTube. And I still plan to do stuff like that because it's funny to me and I get a lot of enjoyment out of it, but I also just really want to help people.
For once I actually got all of this editing for this audio done a day early so I'm just going to keep myself busy with all my projects today. I hope you're all doing well and hanging in there. I appreciate you all for whatever support you're able to throw my way, truly.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-04-30 14:22:17 +0000 UTC
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Summary: Feeling uninspired. Just want to cum.
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I made this determination as of the last few months that I was going to not drink alcohol anymore. I was never a heavy drinker to begin with, but I'm at an age where even just having a casual drink here and there would absolutely wreck me the morning after. And that doesn't help with me wanting to get fit this year.
I've been realizing that I've been having this strange feeling every week as I sit down to write these that all I ever really want to talk about is how much I want to show you guys what I've been working on, with little to show for it because I'm still finalizing the "writing" phase. And I'm not kidding about that! I've been working on this one video essay where I realized by the end of it that I had more words in it than the average length of a goddamn novel.
This will be the week I actually, actually get to recording stuff. You'll soon see me alongside the YouTube video essayist greats, or so help me god.
Anyway, back to work for me. I hope you're all doing well. Take a break, jerk off, get some rest. I hope you all have a great day.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-04-23 17:04:17 +0000 UTC
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Summary: I rush home from college to see you, and things immediately turn hot and heavy...
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I've been having a very good day, despite the usual workload and all the things I still need to catch up on. I am making good progress on things, and I'm focusing on the things in my life that matter.
It's been a very strong week of me feeling down about myself and then immediately realizing how much I'm thankful to have the people around me to help me realize my gifts. And I say that not to get too down about myself but to make you guys realize that if you had met me 5 years ago, you would know that I was someone who was absolutely resistant to hearing anything that even resembled praise or compliments or that I was simply okay for just existing because I always felt like I was worthless. I know I probably lay on the sappy shit a little too thick a lot of the time but you have to realize how much I have only really felt like I've actually been alive for the past few years of the decades that I've been roaming this earth.
I'm going to push myself to really get going on these video projects of mine, and I really can't wait to show a lot of you my efforts. I don't have much to rant about this week other than to say that I'm thankful for all of you being here. Remember to keep close contact with the people that matter to you, and always hold everyone around you accountable.
Luv y'all.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-04-16 18:06:38 +0000 UTC
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Summary: Someone has to be here for the bounce house people to grab this thing after all...
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This audio was a little tricky for me to edit because I wanted to make it more immersive by trying to include as many sounds that sounded like I was gripping the bounce house as everything was happening, but I didn't want to overdo it at all because I know that rubbing and gripping sound can get extremely grating over time. I hope I was able to pull it off?
The weather has been really weird the past few days and it seems like we're all getting the flu again. I'm getting these random moments of dizziness that make me need to sit down and just wait it out. Or maybe I'm just getting really old or something.
Not much to share this week -- I'm keeping my head down for the most part and reading and reading and reading.
I hope you're all well and hanging in there. Take care of one another.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-04-09 18:38:15 +0000 UTC
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Summary: I did so much today, I just want to take a break and jerk off and nobody can stop me!!!!!!!!!
Tags: [M4A] ["Ramblefap"] [Masturbation] [Using a Toy] [Moaning] [Masturbator] [No Talking] [Impromptu] [Real Orgasm] [Whimpering] [Wanting to Cum]
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En's Weekly Thoughts:
I am... so incredibly swamped today, so I'll have to keep this one a little brief. Apologies.
I'm currently having a casual little chat with a newer content creation friend, Viveros. You should all go watch his videos if you like essays about gaming and LGBTQ stuff and the intersection between the two.
You wanna know what's funny? We actually met through someone who was talking shit about me. You see, there was this dipshit who used to be in my community who got incredibly parasocial with me to the point where they would get extremely depressed when I didn't respond to their messages (keep in mind, we weren't even friends and they live on the other side of the planet), and then have since been holding this obsessive grudge against me ever since I told them to fuck off. Since then, they've been constantly subtweeting me on Twitter without naming names, and even tried to spread a rumor to my friends that I sent an unsolicited dick pic. I really fucking hate that person.
So, Viveros actually realized that this person was full of shit and one day joined my streams despite all the lies he was told by this person. And now we're just bantering about how awful this person is together.
This is all to say that it's my belief that devious and duplicitous people are very easy to see through. And although these people might not see retribution in a way that's fitting for them considering all the malicious things they're doing, you can still meet wonderful people no matter how many shitheads there are in the world.
I really hope you're all not as overwhelmed today as I am, and you're getting some rest. I luv y'all.
As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes.
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2025-04-02 19:19:43 +0000 UTC
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