HAPPY NEW YEAR <3 (and the future of this channel)

what the FUCK is up you dumb fucking bitch?

first of all, sorry for disappearing again.
sorry as in “i feel bad for doing it” not sorry as in “i wont do it again”. I will do it again because i am a trash man and there is nothing you can do to stop me <3

2021 was fucking shit lads. I put out like, three videos, i was sad the whole time, i turned 26 which is fucking CRINGE, a 40 year old crazy anti-vaxer lady moved into my flat, youtube removed my favorite video i ever made for no reason and wouldnt give it back, and to top it all off the world is STILL FUCKING OVER.

so, safe to say i wasn’t feelin the creative mojo. I started asking myself a lot of hard questions. “what are you doing with your life”, “whats your long term plan”, “when im in london, does my dog think i'm never coming back?”
the answers to these questions were far too haunting to put into words.

so, I decided to stop having all my eggs in one basket (making B-tier shitposts on youtube for a living) and get an actual big boye job. which i did! for the time being anyways. fingers crossed they dont fire me when they realise i actually have no idea what im doing.

you may have noticed you didnt get charged for your donation last month. you also wont be getting charged this month either! Now that i have another source of income i couldn’t justify taking yer money while i wasn't actively working on making shit for ye. none of you guys were giving me shit about not making anything either, which is insanely nice and I'm super grateful for how patient you guys are. the pause on the patreon is really for my own state of mind than anything else. but yeah, i think i’ll keep the patreon charges off until i can get back to work on the channel

still finding my footing with this new job, so i'm gonna be pretty swamped for the next few weeks i'd say. The channel isn’t done. i'm not putting it “on hiatus” or “getting ready for Season 2™” or any of that dumbo shit. Im just super busy right now, y'know? which sucks ass because i have a load of video ideas and topics and shit that i cant wait to get stuck into. I miss makin shit you guys.

fuck it, i miss you guys full stop <3

dunno what im even rambling on about at this stage tbh, but i just wanted to say happy new year, merry crimbus, thank you guys for being so amazing to me, i’ll be back with more videos for you as soon as i can and i am so so sorry for calling you a bitch back there, that was way out of line.

talk soon x
-The T-Bone