I'm A Terrible Friend (Lyrics)
Added 2022-11-25 02:45:00 +0000 UTCI got into another argument again
It was like old times
I couldn't help but to think of the times when I didnt know how much life hurt
Y'know I used to think summer would clear all the doubts I had and that everything would be okay
Its like a whirlpool of emotions I can't swim against
Leading me to slaughter
Where I can do nothing but hurt everyone around me
[Whispering]
(No matter what I do people are going to get hurt and I'm scared)
(I tried to tell her but something in me just couldn't)
(I'm so sorry that now I'm at a loss of words)
Be honest with yourself
I'm just letting everyone else down
You and I both know how this is gonna end this time
I'll fuck up again
In my own world I'll think I'm right
But I won't be, and when I realize it'll be too late
[Whispering]
(Why should I even matter to anyone if I can't tell anyone who can get help)
(What good thing have I done for anybody)
(Nothing)
(I'm the reason so many bad things happen)
(If it weren't for me you'd still be here)
I don't know if you really understood this
But I look up to you
Unlike me it feels like you actually know how to live
You know how to deal with your surroundings
[Beginning to cry]
Somehow you always knew what to say
But I never did
[Crying]
I'll never be like you
I'll never be enough
In my head its always my fault
And everyone I love is crying (I don't know to help them)
It's the end of the world (I don't how to save it)
Even though I know it's not
I'm still just a failure
I want to feel like I'm enough but I'm not (I wanted to be enough)
I can't help them
I'm just a nuisance
Always getting in their way
I'll never be enough
[Sobbing]
I'll never be enough
Thats why- (I'll never be enough)
