There was a time when I felt like the crutch that held my parents together and it scared me
It scared me because at times I just felt so helpless in helping them.
However when somehow I could
When somehow I'd manage to tear through the storm I would feel a happiness greater then words could ever describe.
Even if I wanted to cry
At times I am unable to tell wether I am an introvert or an extrovert.
I remember I used to be pretty talkative in school
Although back then I didn't realize how unapproachable it made me
Near the end I began to stop because I realized it annoyed people
From then on I kinda just stopped
And never wanted to go back
Not where everyone knew my name at least
[Narrator]
The floor was stained with blood
Bleeding from her wrists it was everywhere
You hadn't meant for her to do it, but of course it was too late
Staring over her I watched as the tears drained from your eyes
(Crying mixed with wretching)
From then on you knew your world had ended
Everything you once thought you knew would be the past
I knew you would have to face yourself
And I was scared for you
[Long instrumental]
You can't keep hiding behind me anymore
No matter how cruel you think your life has gotten
The nightmare that changed your life may still be there
Waiting for you to settle again
But I can't protect you any longer
Now you need to face the world as it is
Face the monster you've neglected for so long
So you can look to yourself for comfort
[Short instrumental break]
I can still see you there
Sitting on the blades edge thinking a line on your arm would take ...
#Verse 1
Looking forward
Ahead of everything I've ever seen
Into your hollow eyes
I see someone I've known for so long
Still pushing me away
Without a word
Together we split
#Pre Chorus
From one
To two apart
Now I wonder
#Chorus
Why it took me so long
To see what you no longer feel
With nothing to save
Between us
#Verse 2
I realize where we went wrong
With a sick feeling in my stomach
Still I push through to find the tru...
#Intro
You've seen her crying
Rubbing the meds in believing you were making a difference
Her tired heart only just barely holding on
Keeping the tears away
Now with nothing to hold them back
This wasn't a story where the light could prevail
Over the darkness you unknowingly hid yourself under
#Verse 1
Though you didn't know it at the time
Her time was running out
Her breathing slowing down
Now you know she had to go
To clear away the light
And mak...
I got into another argument again
It was like old times
I couldn't help but to think of the times when I didnt know how much life hurt
Y'know I used to think summer would clear all the doubts I had and that everything would be okay
Its like a whirlpool of emotions I can't swim against
Leading me to slaughter
Where I can do nothing but hurt everyone around me
[Whispering]
(No matter what I do people are going to get hurt and I'm scared)
(I tried ...
#Verse 1
I've seen your flaws
Faced them head on
And they don't matter to me
I don't want your story to end
Not like this
I love you
#Chorus
So please don't leave
We can still do so many things together
So please don't leave
I'll do my best to make it work
#Verse 2
I know you will too
Take my hand please
You still mean so much to me
I love you
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