Welcome to the first installment of the Throwback Sessions! Last week (or was it this week!? I have no concept of time...) I asked you all whether you'd be down to hear me revisit some of my oldies, and the response was so surprisingly positive that I basically cried forever.
I know many of you have been on this journey with me from the beginning, but it still somehow is unbelievable to me that so many people know and have relationships with my earliest songs, and it is one of the coolest things imagineable. In my mind those songs are dead and gone and forgotten--not to me, but to the world, so seeing that so many people were excited to hear them again was amazing.
"Down and Gone" was one of the most requested, so I thought I'd start there. Sitting down and playing this song felt surprisingly comforting. It was like finding an old friend. It was so familiar and yet from such a distant time in my life.
I apologize in advance for my rambling at the end. I'm going to try to get better at expressing myself in talking form. I always feel this pressure at the end of my videos like NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR YOU TALK SHUT UP so I try to rush through it and end up barely skimming over things, but I want to push myself to just TRY going a little deeper and taking a little more time. I know there really is a big chunk of my viewers that are probably just going to be annoyed by the talking, but lucky for them, they can just stop watching if that's the case! But I really hope I can get better at it because I'd love to share a little bit more about myself, my life, and my songs with you all.
Have you guys experienced this kind of loss of a friendship or relationship? There have been a couple friendships in my life that fell apart for a time and it was so heartbreaking to me. It felt unjust that I couldn't have them in my lives anymore. Luckily in time we were able to stand across from each other again and make amends and it's something I'm so grateful for.
Well, that's enough of a novel for today. Happy Thursday, everyone. Thanks for being a part of my world, my team, and my family.
xo
Kina
Oh ps! Don't know if you heard the news on twitter yesterday, but I wrote a song, and I'm so darn excited about it. Can't wait to start sharing new things with you again, too!
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