Well, hello there. :)
It's been over 5 months since I've shared a video on YouTube. Kind of crazy. I feel at once very happy, nervous, and weird to be back here after such a long absence. That said, I'm very excited to finally be getting back to my life, my music, and all of you. Thank you all for the patience. As some of you know, I went through a bit of a crazy time a few months ago. I can't tell you how much it meant to me to come back from that to all of you still supporting me and waiting patiently for me to return. I hope to be sharing more about that experience with you all soon.
"Forever Blue" is a song I wrote about loss--about fearing it, coping with it, knowing it is inevitable. It is also a song about love, as I don't think you can really have one without the other. While I wish we could all float through life devoid of all the hurt and sadness that comes with loss, in a way it's beautiful because it's proof that we have allowed ourselves to really feel and really love.
I hope you enjoy it and that it resonates with you in some way. Thank you guys for listening and giving life to my little songs.
Kina
FOREVER BLUE LYRICS
When I was a child
I was heavy hearted
Knowing all that started too would end
I dreamt of a day
No one ever left here
Cried out to the night to find a way
And it broke my heart
When I felt the truth
My father has a father too
Don't understand how we'll make it through
Will I be forever blue
Everyday I've known
It grows only deeper
Why can I not keep her here for good
So I'll take the waves
Floating when I'm weaker
Wading through the water missing you
And it broke my heart
When I felt the truth
My father has a father too
Don't understand how we'll make it through
Will I be forever blue?
Blood of my blood
We're still fighting
We're all trying to make a home for you
All my love is yours forever
Take it with you
Take it with you
All my love is yours forever
Take it with you
Say you'll never go
When I was a child
I was heavy hearted