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💙 Please Don't Hurt Yourself 💙

Someone left this exit survey "I will not be alive tomorrow. Thanks for nothing." 

Whoever you are, whatever you're going through, I'm sorry. 

I'm so sorry you're in pain, I'm so sorry you feel desperate, but please know that I don't want you to hurt yourself. No one does, strangers who have no idea who you are, want you to look after yourself and get through this dark time. 

I know it might not seem like much, but people really do care. I have no idea who you are and I'm now filled with worry for you. I feel like I'm gonna be sick. Reading that message has made me stop. You have made me stop. I feel scared and all I want is for you to be okay. Just like I know everyone else does too.

I know I don't know you, I know it's not my place, but please don't hurt yourself. Please. 

Patreon doesn't allow us to see who left the exit surveys, but I will be sending out a mass message to all ex patrons. 

I'm gonna leave the emergency numbers for all the different countries here. I don't know if you have any family or friends you can talk to. If you do, please, please call them. They will help you. And I imagine that they'd be absolutely devastated to think of you being in such pain.

If talking to loved ones isn't an option, please use the emergency suicide hotlines. I have used them myself and they are amazing. I am here today because of some strangers on the other side of a telephone. Whoever it is, please let someone help you.

If you ever want to talk, I'm here too.

Please, please stay, lovely.

► International Suicide & Emergency Hotlines:

opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines

💙 Please Don't Hurt Yourself 💙

Comments

You seem like a very sweet person but keep in mind that you don’t know them either, It’s never ok to put that kind of weight on someone. Especially someone, you don’t know, is a big advocate for mental health, and they probably know will be effected by that message. I’m really sorry this happened Tea.

Garlorn

What a dickhead, not fair on you tea

This might sound cold, but I feel no empathy for this person. Threatening suicide over something you had no control over is just idiotic. I'm starting to think this person was just being whiny for some reason, and didn't follow through with their threat. On the plus side, I decided to resub to your Patreon. Keep up the great work. You're one of the few people who are kind enough to still give something to fans of yours who aren't Patrons as the moment. Thanks again for your continued words of encouragement.

rubynall

I know this probably doesn't need to be said, but please understand that you are not responsible for our mental health or well-being. I imagine you get a lot of messages about how your work affects others. I hope those messages are positive, and that you are encouraged by them! But ultimately, you are not responsible for us, so please try to let that weight off of your shoulders.

Jack

It’s terrible that this person is in pain, but sending this to you after the message you’ve put out a few days ago is just as terrible

Hubert rockstrong

Tea, you’ve done what you could please know that you are one person among many but by posting this shows you do have concern and wish well for other peoples well being

Watchmin

I hope that whomever it is that left that message gets the help that they need- whether it is assistance for actual depression or a duff upside the head if it was fake. Please do not beat yourself up over this Boss. You are a sweet, ridiculously caring person with a huge heart- you don't deserve *ANY* blame whatsoever for this situation.

Nox Nemesis

Glad to see I'm not the only person who thinks it's unfair they put this on you. Hopefully they are ok but whatever happens is by no means your fault.

reecehasbeard

Firstly, Tea: don’t beat yourself up over this. I’ve been severely depressed, and I know that they don’t mean it in the way that they said it (bad word choice), if they meant it at all. It’s possible that they were expecting ASMR content to replace therapy, which explains the word choices, but is also extremely dangerous. More so than the depression itself. Secondly: I truly, maybe even desperately, hope that they’re going to be okay. Even though I despise the human race as a whole, I’m always concerned about the well-being of people I may never know or meet. All life is of equal value to me, both human and non-human. I struggled with severe depression during the vast majority of 2018 (I was 16, and didn’t see a professional until my birthday in September), and still feel depressed sometimes even now. I didn’t think just talking could help, but it truly does. Bottling things up turns them into a poison, and I’m scared for this person, and I would be regardless of my own experiences. And just like with Tea, anyone here can vent to me about their problems. I want to help. I always have, since I was an infant, and I always will. Please reach out to us, if you’re reading this…

Lachlan Parker

I hope this person gets help, but it is entirely unfair that they put all this upon you. Shameful, honestly

Dan C.


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