Guys -
I'm sorry I'm such a wet blanket, but sometimes I just feel overwhelmed with this covertly narcissistic want for "let's all be happy. I want us all to fall in love, have wonderful friends, make memories, brighten lives, get ice cream at 3AM. I just don't want us to die before we've had as much of it as possible."
I know no one here knows me and I am not my characters, but I've seen so much sadness and strife in my short, inconsequential life, that I just have this burning desire to try and spread as much joy as possible. I appreciate that I'm just a weird lady on the internet, and for all anyone knows, I really could be some bloke named John. But I mean this sincerely, I really do want you to be happy. I want me to be happy. I want us all to put out good and get some good in return.
We're all gonna die a lot sooner than we imagine. Life is quick and it is often filled with far too much pain, confusion and hate. Please grab, experience and be happy as often as you can.
Shit, as always in my traumatised family's life, continues to go down. We are a family that comes from a long line of abuse, it's been passed down to us, and I for one have really just had e-fucking-nough.
None of us can change the past. None of us can change our parents, our mental disorders, or even how we behaved five years ago. All we can do is try to be better for ourselves and the people we give a shit about.
I wish you nothing but the best of luck, and I really, really fucking hope you feel something good soon.
Best wishes,
Tea
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