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mid week encouragement + yap! 8/13

hello pengoon! hope you're having a good day πŸ’™

I got another little audio for you, please listen if you want a little pick me up ehehe~

by the way...i'm typing this on my new keyboard...feels so nice!! has a very nice clicky clacky sound to it, maybe i'll show you in a future asmr vid, plus it's soooo cuuute ahhh colorful cinnamoroll πŸ₯ΊI posted pics on my main twitter so go check it out there!

and here's a better look at my new set up if you're maybe curious?

by the way, you might not have noticed but youtube randomly took down one of my old livestreams...kind of a shame, cuz i think it was quite good and kind of popular too! i've reuploaded it to odysee but yeah makes me kind of scared about my other content. They can really just retro-actively nuke anything...I'm gonna try to backup more of my older content soon and just be ready...also makes me want to be more cautious with my youtube tbh. I have been hit by a couple things and I just really don't want to jeopardize that channel that I've worked so hard on and has gotten so far already...so yeah, definitely gonna keep the lewder content to offsite places like here! perhaps just do a bit of teasing here and there...

random thought: i thought a naizuri audio could be cool, but then how do i even make sounds for it...my booba definitely doesnt make any sound...

Comments

Baby makes so many cute noises, I think is fine is part of your charmπŸ’™The new mic?head? Sounds great and is really good for the cam streamsπŸ‘€ Sadly listened the audio a day later… but is always nice to hear your cute voice❀️

Anta

ur new mic is baller af, cant wait to hear more of it πŸ’™ your vocal tics are real cute tho, it feels like it only happens when you're a little flustered which adds to the experience ^_^ but striving for clarity is good too πŸ’™ and actually i thought your main bits are being bratty or teasing at times so its surprising to hear that you dont think u have any. but regardless, thank you again for always working so hard for us! i always love to hear you to talk about what you're doing or noticing ^_^ good luck with your work and have a good rest of your week!

ThePotatoGuy

sorry for the late reply, busy day. i understand that you wanna make yourself more understandable, but i do find the way you speak very endearing and cute. i also tend to talk fast and stutter when talking about certain in depth topics especially if i'm emotionally charged, almost like my mouth can't keep up with my brain. i used to be kinda self conscious about that but being around you for so long with your unfiltered autistic way of speaking has made me worry less about it. when you do chain words together and talk fast its cute, almost like i can see the little gears in your head going BRRRRRRRRRRRRR. ah yes the classic thinking of something funny you could have said in the moment or a good counterpoint to an argument you had after the fact. that's happened to me quite a bit in my life too. always a defeating feeling. don't worry though, you're plenty funny and witty. seeing you self improve over time will be interesting and fun to experience. i've already noticed you slowly cracking more and better jokes over time already. i hope i don't come off weird when i say i relate to a lot of the things you talk about. i do genuinely think my tism and yours are quite similar in a lot of ways. during your first hand cam stream here you did a handy motion with a cardboard tube against your cutting board of a chest. i was imagining that you were giving me a naizuri. combine that with some proper roleplay and there you got it. anyways love you lots and lots Zen, see ya tomorrow and Friday for games! 🩡 🩡 🩡 🩡

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