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Nozomi from BA additional photos!

hello pengoon! hope you're having a good day ๐Ÿ’™

here's some more pics from my Nozomi cosplay~ I love this character so I hope I did her justice! I might try to improve it more for a future video ๐Ÿ‘€

ehhh, senseii? are you trying to win some challenge or something? no way, a noob like you is gonna lose~ ๐Ÿ’š

hehe, have a good rest of the week alright see you again soon~ :3

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end of the week/goodnight encouragement and ramblings! 11/10

hello pengooon! hope you've been having a great day and weekend ๐Ÿ’™wanted to leave you a message to end off the week!

I've been feeling better lately, I guess period menhera is a real thing haha, but yeah I've been doing my best lately and getting lots that I need to do done, feeling happy about that :D

I wouldn't mind if you wanted to do some Black Souls roleplay with me heh...:P

I want to leave you with an โœจexclusive โœจupdate as well, so here's a look at the custom cos...

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stream vod is up! reading "wholesome" winning doujin

helloo pengooon tysm for today it was a lot of fun ๐Ÿ˜˜can't believe you have all these naughty sussy books lying around though...you sure we should try this stuff out?

link:https://gofile.io/d/0GbDPs

pw: m06n36Aqm293

always makes me so happy to see you so thank you again, i hope you enjoy and let's have lots more fun together next week and beyond too ๐Ÿ’™

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livestream tonight VERY SOON!!

helllooo i'm sorry for the late notice, i forget sometimes to like set stuff up here on patreon or twitcast ๐Ÿ˜ญ but ofc there is a stream tonight as always, just assume that is the case unless i explicitly say not okay

pw: 8qtv5m

i'm a bit rushed rn so apologies, stream time is 10:10PM EASTERN

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october cheki!

heelloo pengoon hope you've been doing well today ๐Ÿ’™

happy october!! tysm for being with me this month ๐Ÿฅฐthere were lots of fun great things this month! i love the spooky vibes of october and included some of that in the picture hehe~ it's fun to draw but i really can't do characters sorry @.@ i just hope it's memorable! :P

but yeah, all the personalized ones should be sent out! ^^ let me know if i missed anything! once again, it still means so much to me that you're here, i'...

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bat/succubus cosplay!

hello pengoon, hope you're having a good day!! ๐Ÿ’™

here's more of the outfit that I posted on twitter on halloween >~< I took these with my iPhone actually using a new selfie stick thingy I got so it's a bit different...!! trying out different angles and more comfortable way to do things I guess...

outfit was a bit more awkward than expected haha, hope its fine...bit big! >.<

anywaayyss uhhmm rawwrr im gonna get you!! ๐Ÿ˜ผbetter be missing me...

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mid-week ramblings and encouragement! 11/05

helloo pengoon, another week going by and you're doing amazing raaahh!! let me check in on you still tho! ๐Ÿ’™

hope you enjoy my message once again, bit longer this time as I started rambling about audio and mics haha I'm curious what you think though...

I figured out how to make custom voices in my super mario 64 mod btw, so you better look forward to the next streams with it!! honestly i've been having sooo much fun with that game ahh the movement is just so good and i love the ...

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new spicy art 11/05 sorry ๐Ÿ˜ญcorrection...

HEY SORRY I DIDN'T REALIZE I ALREADY POSTED THAT BEFORE...mixed up my files uuuu ;-;

you can just correct my stupid chungus ass for it okay i'll let you just this once niichan...i'm stupid anyways so make me even more stupid and crazy okay

link: https://gofile.io/d/BgNUEW

๐Ÿ’™uuuuu i love you okaaayy ๐Ÿฅบ

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start of the week good luck + ramblings

hellooo pengoon! hope you've been doing well, and happy november!! here's a message to hopefully get you energized for the week! โธœ(๏ฝกหƒ แต• ห‚ )โธ

well, I'm kind of pretty tired so its not exactly energetic haha but I hope it's comfy at least, I want you to feel cozy in bed and listen to me and drift off to sleep with nice dreams...:P ๐Ÿ’™

thank you for all of the support lately too, makes me so happy ๐Ÿฅฐyou're the best, i feel very lucky to have you...i'm always kind of scar...

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stream vod is up! 11/01 imouto gets caught??

helloo pengoon thank you for spending time with me today was really fun ๐Ÿ’™ did i make you lose nnn already...? (i better have...)

i hope you like the scenario(s) i thought of...i know it's kind of "weird" but its what i like! i enjoy playing with you~ so please keep taking care of me and using me how you want ๐Ÿ˜›

see you again next week!

link: https://gofile.io/d/0GbDPs

pw: 9T0ev89a8Dzs

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stream tonight! 11/01 chatting and roleplay

helloo pengoon hope you're having a great day and start of your month~ there's a stream tonight as always!

as always join at the listed time, 10PM EDT, and use the pw below

i wanna try something out today sooo yeah hope it'll be okay, looking forward to see you there! a specific scenario... >~< pweasee ๐Ÿฅบ

pw: djgffe

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oct personalized audio!

helloo pengoon hope you're doing well!

i got something else for you today! I just sent an audio file to your personal gofile folder, please check that for a little message~ >.< Hope you like it! ๐Ÿ’™

Just wanted to send something special since it's been a while ^^ it's kind of a lot of work to do these so I haven't been doing it often, I think I'll send another for around christmas time...

please let me know if you didn't get it or there are any problems! make sure i h...

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Nozomi BA cosplay! ๐Ÿ’š

hello, hope you're doing well~

here's a cosplay for nozomi from blue archive! one of the iconic shupogaki~ the more bratty one you could say ๐Ÿ˜›

ehhh, sensei, where are you looking huh?~ what a loser, you don't even know how to drive a train...come help me fix this at least!!

i hope you like it, i've been wanting to cosplay them for a while >~< unfortunately i think the outfit i got was a bit scuff...the hair is kind of too thick, hat is extremely small and i had to u...

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mid week encouragement + rambles! 10/29

hellooo hope you're having a good day pengoon ^^

it's a bit uneventful but well, i guess that's normal in life right? I'll write down what i wanna tell you next time >.< Still, I hope you enjoy this little message!

You know, my PPI medication is about to run out...I've been taking this for a few months now for supposed acid reflux, back when I was having big throat issues. Although I still haven't been officially diagnosed with something. Truthfully, I don't know what it was...

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dress kayoko more pics!

hello pengoon hope you're having a good day!! here's some more shots from my kayoko cosplay for you >~<

I got a bit embarrassed tbh you can see my thighs/butt a lot in some of these haha soo i got shy and put the kayoko sticker there ๐Ÿ˜› don't mind my dumb socks too!! but yeah its a very tight dress and the slit is bigger than expected...do i still look good?

i hope you enjoy tho! ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ see you again soon ๐Ÿ˜˜ let me know what kind of cosplays you like...!

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goodnight! thank you + encouragement rawwrr 10/27

hope you had a good day today pengoon! ๐Ÿ’™here's a little message for you to start off your week!

i'm a little tired writing this actually, big day so sorry if everything is a bit short ๐Ÿ˜…also thirsty...i've been trying this thing of not drinking too much before bed cuz i keep waking up at night to pee!! really sucks...i should drink more water during the day too to make up for it, i tend to forget with streaming tho >.<

don't got much else to say, things are cooking and ...

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stream vod is up! 10/25 hgame stuck on an island together??

helloo pengooonn hope you've been having a good night ๐Ÿ’™

the vod from today is up! thank you for hanging out with me, it was a lot of fun!

about my talk at the beginning, please don't think i dislike being here or anything, it's something i want to do i just more so lament the fact that it doesn't come more easily to me due to just not usually being a very sexual person haha >.< I don't want to just pull the "autism" card, but I feel it does genuinely limit me a lot in som...

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stream tonight! hgame and chatting?? 10/25

helloo pengoon hope you're doing well and enjoying your weekend so far! ๐Ÿ’™

we're gonna be hanging out again tonight, miss u lots so hope tosee u there ๐Ÿฅบwe're gonna be trying something a bit new, an h game...i got a couple lined up so we can see what works, i'll do my best to make it fun! might be very embarrassing tho...we could chat for a bit too~

pw: 49eo13

feeling very shy today so encouragement always appreciated ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ

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academic school girl cosplay~

for halloween, could i be your student?~

this is a very cute outfit, been excited to show you hehe ^^ However it is veerryy tight (i actually struggled to take it off) and the tights i wore were starting to run/rip LOL I'm sure you see that...so i went through a lot to get these for you okay! >.<

do you think it suits me? :P sensei, can i really trust you...you're getting a bit too close hehe

enjoy the rest of your daaayyy pengoon ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ˜˜see you soon!

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ramblings and mid week encouragement 10/22!

hellooo pengoon just checking in on you again! ๐Ÿ’™

hope you've been having a good week so far, you got this okay!! i got a lil message to hopefully help you out!

hmmm here's an update for ya: one of my donothon rewards was an interactive live2D wallpaper...the art for it finally got done, i messaged a potential rigger for it so I just hope they accept ๐Ÿฅบyou'll be able to poke me...hehe...

i have new 3D stuff to show you too but im still waiting on my VR headset!! im gonna...

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new spicy art upload 10/21 - beach encounter...

helloo pengoon hope you're doing well~

I-I don't have much to work with, but since you insist, I'll do my best! Am I doing it right mister...W-Wait how come it's so messy!! >~<

https://gofile.io/d/YUQlTw

here's another piece for you~ can you tell i like these naizuri scenarios...makes me feel better about myself heh but do you really think it would work on you?

have a good rest of your day hehe ๐Ÿ...

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good night! good job this week! sweet encouragements and ramblings 10/20

hello pengoon hope you're doing well! i've missed you wahh ๐Ÿ’™

here's a message for you to end off your night! i hope you're able to listen to it, whatever time of day it is for you i'm wishing you well and sending my nightly energy hehe

i don't really have much else to say ๐Ÿ˜…maybe i'll save it for next time...let me know what you think on the things i talked about i guess! uuuuuu...๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ

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[nsfw asmr] bratty succubus wants your mana! + CUTE PICS!!

a cute girl shows up at your doorstep with a strange outfit and is asking for some shelter! do you let her in...

โš  slight cute and funny domloss!

sorry if it's a bit short, i just had this idea and went into it pretty quickly...i thought i played it out at a good pace but let me know ...

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IMPORTANT notice about tonight's stream!

hi, sorry to hit you with a notice all of a sudden last minute! >.<

Unfortunately I will have to cancel tonight's stream - I've been having internet issues lately and had a pretty bad time tonight when I tried to stream on my main channel. I don't want to risk connection issues, cutting in and out in a stream here because I think it would just ruin things! :c I don't want to risk getting upset and making you upset

So yeah, I'm going to try to pre-record something instead! I'...

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stream tonight! 10/18 gonna be a good girl rawrr

hello pengooon hope you're doing well and enjoying your weekend ๐Ÿ’™ we're gonna hang out tonight as usual! 10 PM EDT (or follow time in the link above)

I wanna do some roleplaying aaand maybe some chatting too hehe...sorry if its a bit vague but i tend to decide on the spot in the moment >~<

stream pw: 2vq472

see you there pleeassee ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜˜

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goth witch outfit! ๐ŸŽƒ

hello pengoon i come to you with a little spooky surprise! ๐Ÿ‘ป

well, maybe it's not too much of a surprise...I was this outfit during my stream yesterday! ^^ I thought it'd be fun to show it off a bit more....!!

I really like witches~ what kind of spell will i cast on you hmmm...? or are you already enchanted!

it's a bit oversized on me tho, in these pics the middle belt thing is actually quite loose haha...I always worry I look too weird, clumsy or like derpy in outfits li...

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midweek encouragement +ramblings! 10/15

hello penngoonn hoope you're doing well it's good to see you! ๐Ÿ’™

i come to you with another message filled with tangents (sorry about the donkey kong...) and asking you questions! (so pls listen...)

i don't have much updates beside all of that really ๐Ÿค”I'm working on more content and exciting happenings but ofc that is all secret hehe!! don't wanna spoil the surprise!

i wish i could do more VR stuff already tho, don't have my new headset yet :(

I've been kind of dr...

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goodnight message! 10/12 encouragement + ramblings

hello pengoon!! hope you've been having a good day ๐Ÿ’™

wanted to send you something before i go to sleep to help you for this coming week! i hope you like it...

there's lots that i'm doing and working, which you will see soon but i need to grind at it for now ๐Ÿ˜ตjust know that i miss you and im trying to do my best...unfortunately sometimes i'm just such an eepy girl :c brain is hard to work!!

thank you for the time yesterday as well, i hope i continue to be your good girl...

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stream vod is up! 10/11 i rp...!!

hellooo the vod is up already!! ๐Ÿ’™

i had a fun time "roleplaying" as your "step-imouto" ๐Ÿ˜›hope you enjoyed it too...!! you always help me get comfortable and feel safe, even tho i'm nervous i think i'm getting better! still, teach me lots and lots okay...

link: https://gofile.io/d/0GbDPs

pw: 9T0ev89a8Dzs

have a good rest of your night mwaaahh love u lootss ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ˜˜

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stream tonight notification - 10/11 10PM

hello pengoon, this is a reminder for the stream tonight!! pretty nervous but gonna do my best >~< might talk about...some stuff...hehe...

hope you look forward to it at least! i feel a lot more comfortable with your encouragement so...yeah!! ๐Ÿ’™

just follow the link above, should start at 10PM EDT (might show local time anyways)

pw: b3leab

make sure to create an account in advance, etc...if u wanna comment! and keep this all on hand cuz i won't...

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