A bit of turbulance.
Added 2022-07-24 23:14:08 +0000 UTCHad a bad spout of paralyzing fear/lack of confidence. Mostly just, fear of failure and feeling like I had already failed, which locked me in a perpetual cycle of paralysis and not enjoying or doing anything.
Depression is a bitch and I wish I could give it a physical manifestation so I could give it a world class ass whooping.
Never give up in the end, that's what I tell myself, and ill continue to tell myself that.